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PANIC! ... thats what i can think at the moment. Its getting harder to breathe, and i can feel myslef going dizzy. I can't find Chris any where and my mind is going fuzzy. This isn't good ... Help!

Now i see him. Chris is up on the dance floor with micky james right now, i can see him having one hell of a time. I wish it was me in some ways, I wish i could go up there and dance and have fun without nearly collapsing. Chris did offer, he asked me first he wants to dance with me, we use to, before all of my panic attacks started.

He looks amazing, just perfect. His tight leather pants hugging every mussle in his toned thighs, and his tight army style shirt clinging to his sweaty abdoman and arms. God i wish i could be dancing too. His body grinds slowly and smoothly into Mickys body, even tho its all fun, i still get this jelous feeling in the pit of my stomach. I need to get back to the hotel soon, watching Chris dance with another body makes my mind cloud over even more. The music is dying down for five minutes to let everyone get a drink and calm down. Chris spots me and starts to move towards me.

His body weaves in and out of the sweaty bodys, and my heart starts to race, i just dont know why at the moment. As i think more and more, my green eyes are met with the most deepest blue eyes i have ever seen.

"You okay?" The owner of the blue eyes asks

"Yeah am cool thanks Chris, just a little iffy"

"If you want we can go, i dont want you feeling unwell"

"NO! am cools seriously, its just the crowds, and the dancing, i need more to drink then i'll be awsome" i try to joke but hes seeing right through it.

"Come on lets go back" he offered

"Nah Chris, go dance some more then come find me when your ready to go, Marks round here somewhere"

"Why don't you come up and dance, we use to tare it up!"

"Yeah that was before i was scared of big crowds"

"What did you always say when we danced?"

Oh dont bring that up, its stupid, to be honest i can't even remember...

"You always use to say it always felt like just you and me, even in a crowd of people" he answered before i could say anything

"Yeah but .."

"No buts, come on jeffy, we can make it the last of the night we are all going soon anyways and i want my last dance to be with you"

"I'll panic"

"No your with me, if you feel like its just you and me, then your not in that big scary crowd any more, its just us ... thrust me on this"

"Okay, but if i panic, can we come right off?"

"Promis jeffy, with the hole of my heart, i wont let anything happen to you"

Slowly we move to the dance floor and the music had begun when our conversation ended. My nerves are on end, am so scared, the only reason i 'aint running for the door is the gorgeous thing which is holding my hand. We go to the group on the floor, it calms me alot to know am not around strangers. Plus one of my favorite songs is on "Hellogoodbye, Here in your arms" its got a cool beat. Me and chris havent got much contact, i'm still nervous and wanting to run. Now as the song goes on we get closer.

As his body raps arounds mine enclosing me into our world, i feel free, my body loosens up, my mind clears and i smile. Our bodys feel perfect together, like they are meant to be like that forever. We move to the beat, grinding and holding, slight whispers and giggles in between, just to add to our world even more. When the song comes to an end and another loud one comes on, Chris looks up at me with them eyes and mouths the words "thank-you" kisses my hand and smiles. I smile back as he leads me to the rest of the group who are waiting to go back to the hotel.

Non of us can be the designated driver tonight, all over the limit and not in the mood to risk it or loose our jobs, we deside taxis will work. Me, Chris, Adam and Amy in one, Cena, Mark, Randy and Michael in the other and the rest sorted it out as we left. My head is killing me, with the panics, the alcohol plus the music and dancing it 'aint a suprise in the least, i just wanna get back and crash in bed. When we all crawl in to bed for the night or technically the morning the sweet noise-less room is heaven. Well you know what they say silence is deafining, and this knocking on my door at 3 in the morning is deafining!

Slowing shifting towards the noise making, i hurl the door open with a hard expression on my face, then it softens with the help of the hot one himself.

"Chris, in the most loving way possible ... WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE AT THIS TIME?"

"I was board and couldnt sleep, plus after clubbing we always use to share a bed, just to talk and chill"

"Come in ... asshole"

"Funny jeffy, so how you feeling?"

"Like hell to be honest it aint good i just need 2 be horizontal, vertical hurts my head" I Iaughed

"Well then get to it"

I laugh at his forward comment and climb into bed, its cold which i love the window to the balcony is open wide and you can see lights for miles. Chris climbs in next to me, I move slightly over and away from him, giving him more space.

"Yeah cos thats logical" stealing my line

"Chris i'm sooo tired right now i have no idea what you are talking about, so inform me quick or go to sleep" i mumbled

"Why the hell are you all the way over there?"

"Cos its a big bed and people may want space"

"Yeah if we were people, but we arnt, plus its frezzing anyways, so come here and warm me" He laughs

"Right oh great master" I sarcastically reply

As i move closer towards him my heart skips a beat when his warm arm crawls round my scared body and rested on my stomach. He pulls me closer to him so we are sharing the same pillow and so close there is only about five inches between us.

"Better, see. Now this is right"

"Yeah, i see your point"

"I bet you do"

"Shut the fuck up, old timer"

"OH OH, go for the old hits will you, you will regret that"

"How you can't do anything to me, may hurt yourself" I giggle

"THATS IT, WAR!!!"

Chris screamed not caring about the people next door to us, he dived on me and started tickling my sides.

"SAY IT KID!, SAY MERCY"

"NO OLDY"

"SAY IT" I will have to say it soon, my sides are aching and the hole hotel will be up if i dont stop screaming.

"OKAY OKAY I GIVE, YOU WIN!!!!, STOP IT STOP!"

As both of us calm down and catch our breath we come closer and he holds me, so my face is cradled in the nape of his neck and our chests are pushed together. This feels good, it will be the only good nights sleep that i have ever had for 4 years now.

"Thanks for dancing today jeffy" He wispered

"No problem, it was fun, i couldnt of done it if you wern't there."

It's what i'm here for, helping and humping" his cheecky smile and tounge sticking out the side of his perfect lips.

"Right, i'll keep that in mind" I smiled back

"We gotta get some sleep jeffy babe, if we want to be alive tomorrow"

"Yeah your right, Mark will wake up call us, so its gunna be hell"

"Nite nite kiddo, we can talk tomorrow, love you.

"Nite Chris, love you too.

And for the past four years memories cross over my mind, not allowing me to sleep for nights on end. But tonight been back in the arms of my bestfriend one person who i love the most in life, i can sleep, i feel my eyes driffting shut, embracing the feeling of Chris' wrapped body round me. The sun will be up soon, but that just means another day. Another day with Chris.Another day happier.

Hope you like it, again am just a Noob at this, so it wont be the best, it will get better please R+R and give me any adivse compliments or even constructive crisism, its all welcome :) X much luv X ... please tell me should i carry this on ... you guys decide xD