Title: Hurt, but Forever?
Chapter Rating: M (because I'm paranoid)
Pairing: Alice/Bella
Chapter 2: Alice
Setting: Alice's "home" and Bella's car
Disclaimer: All characters belong to Stephenie Meyer - sad face =( and twilightgurl1026 owns the first 5 chapters and plot, but after that I own the rest!!! ^-^ lmao
Summary: Bella and Alice are best friends, they've both grown up in similar circumstances and have grown closer because of it. Once the girls try to commit suicide, they are then adopted by Carlisle and his family. They aren't exactly what one would call normal, to these two girls. What are these people? And why would they adopt two suicidal teenagers?
APOV:
I hate my life except for my best friend Bella Swan. My father is a druggie and abusive. My mom is a whore. I hate them both. My parents aren't really parents...more or less their the worst people in my life.
"Bitch get your sorry ass down here!," my father, Matt, screamed.
I raced down the stairs. In all the years he's been like this I've learned you have about 5 secs to get to him or else. He was dressed in a pair of jeans.
"Lay down bitch." I did tentatively.
I gulped i knew what was to come.
He unbuckled his jeans. He walked over to me in boxers.
"Take of your clothes scum."
I obeyed. He grabbed me and started touching me. He yanked off his pants and entered me with one hard, painful thrust. But I knew better than to scream.
Later...
Great, Matt just left and I must now endure Phoenix High School (AN:I wuzn't gonna look up schools;). I love fashion, but I don't have the happiness to pay attention anymore. I put on a pair of black skinny jeans,a black shirt with death written on it,and a pair of black converse. I grabbed my I-pod and walked out the door to wait for Bella. I turned on Last Resort by Papa Roach
Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort, suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arms bleeding
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight, chance are that I might
Mutilation out of sight and I'm contemplating suicide
Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothings alright, nothing is fine...
Bella pulled up in an outfit similar to mine...but it was happier...wonder why?
"I'm leaving Alice..." she said.
"What?" I shouted as i got in.
How could she move... I wouldn't survive!
"Bells How can you move...-"I was cut off.
"Alice I mean I'm leaving this Earth... I'm gonna do it tonight." she said in a happy tone.
"Me too..."
"Al...i dunno...well...i guess so..."she said pondering it.
"Bells, your the only thing keeping me alive, and the same thing for you, right?''
"Yes, then its settled."
We were going to meet at her house at 6; Hope this is it.
Later 5:55ish
I knocked on the door, Bella answered it.
"Where are they?"
"Not here..."
We walked up to her room. I walked over to her stereo and turned on a song i thought would be fitting. It was "Hello" by Evanescence. We pulled out our razors. I pulled off my top so i was in a black silk Cami, Bella did the same.
"Any last words...?," She asked.
I nodded and cleared my throat.
"Bella you are my best friend and I love you. You helped me get through this, we helped each other. When I became pregnant with my fathers kid (AN:GASP:) you helped me with the abortion. I will miss you but see you soon..."I said with mixed feelings.
"Alice, you
pretty much covered it. I love you, too. I will miss you and see
you soon. Please press play and we shall be gone..." Bella
said.
I pressed play.
Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello
This is it, I thought. I pressed the blade too my wrist the same time she did. Instead though this time i dug deeper..it stung.
If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello I am the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry
"Good-bye, love you..." we both whispered in unison. The last thing I heard before it went black was...
Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday
And I knew it was true...
