Piper,
I need you. It's so fucking awful here. These empty souled bitches keep telling me how much they miss my mom and how they loved her and all this bullshit. No one gave a crap about her before we had money. If she'd died poor no one would even be telling me all of this, no one would ever pretend that they gave a fuck. And I need you here Piper to give up your selfish, crappy mind-set for five minutes and take care of me.
Fuck it I know I was such a shitty girlfriend but my job is so hard Piper. I get stressed but I tried so hard, to make time for you and to treat you like a princess. I did it wrong but I tried, fuck it I tried. I know you felt like a neglected housewife but Piper, you didn't have a job to be perfectly honest you didn't try. You felt like a trophy wife because you acted like one. I worked that hard because I've been poor and you do not want to be in that situation, no one does. I never want to not have the security that I have and I prioritise that, I shouldn't and I know that. But it wasn't just security for me; I wanted to keep you safe and happy. I wanted to give you the world because despite everything damn it I loved you so much and that's what you deserve. No matter how you treated me I still see you as perfection.
I write all this shit to you because you won't pick up the fucking phone Piper, you and my mom were the only people I could ever talk to about crap and now both of you gone in one day. I can't handle this shit and work is still pressuring me, they don't relent. I need to get someone to send to Istanbul still and they're upping my output. I don't know if I can handle this on my own, not now. I miss being able to distract myself with you.
I will be better. I will be a less shit girlfriend and ill improve myself. Just come back baby. Pick up the phone and ill prove it to you. I'll buy you a plane ticket as soon as you pick up the phone. Please Piper.
I love you,
Alex
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Yeah so hopefully this is alright, I want to tell Alex's side of the story after Piper left.
