A/N: I want to say I know not many were happy with Maura moving on…for that I am sorry but I have this all wrote out in my head and many chapters written. The Rachel character is necessary for where I have this going, Jane has a lot of work to do she has a lot of soul searching. This is going to be a very long story and a rollercoaster of one. But I promise! This should end to every ones liking, so please stick with me! Thanks again!
Jane sat on her couch watching the home shopping network with a beer in her hand; it had been three weeks since Maura introduced Rachel to everyone. In those three weeks Jane had learned Rachel is a firefighter, actually one of the best and from what the rumors were saying she was on her way to becoming a lieutenant. Gulping down the rest of her beer Jane began to let her thoughts race.
Maura was moving on and from what she could tell was extremely happy, she didn't want to ruin that happiness. But what could she do, looking down she saw Jo Friday laying on her phone book. Slowly picking it up she stopped at the page it was on, she never would have thought about it but as she thought back to what she did to Maura it all hit her. If she wanted Maura back she had to work on herself, grabbing her cell phone she dialed the number in the phone book. The phone was answered by the third ring.
"Dr. Margaret Petterson's office how may I help you?" The chipper voice asked taking a deep breath Jane took the bull by the horns.
"I would like to schedule my first appointment, I…I have been making a lot of mistakes and I need to…I need help." Jane stuttered as she let realization take over.
"Okay, what days and times are you available?"
"I am a homicide detective so I don't really have a lot but I can do early Sunday mornings." Standing up Jane begun to pace, she was nervous but at the same time felt like a weight had been lifted.
"Alright, how does seven a.m. on Sunday sound to you?" Again the chipper voice asked.
"Sounds great!"
"Great and what is your name and phone number to reach you by?"
"Jane Rizzoli and my number is 555-0555" Jane replied.
"Well Jane we hope to see you Sunday at seven a.m. if you find yourself having to meet sooner just call Margaret is willing to speak on the phone whenever she is needed."
"I believe I can hang in till Sunday, thanks."
"Any time, bye."
"Bye." Jane hung up the phone and sat down on her couch again, this time Jo Friday was awake and jumped into her lap. Petting Jo, Jane made a note of her appointment and told herself she had to fix what was wrong with her so she could get Maura back. She wasn't going to lose Maura forever, she was going to fight for her if it was the last thing she did.
