It took me a moment to realize what was going on.
My best friend was kissing me full on the lips with everything he had!
I felt his hands go into my hair and pull me in deeper, I started to struggle and push on his chest but he had no intension of letting me go. He forced his away into my mouth and dominated the kiss. I tried shaking my head to get away but he just used his free hand to hold my face still. When I was getting dizzy from lack of air he let me go and looked into my eyes.
"I love you Natsuno." He said with a husky voice.
I was shocked, this was going way to fast! Torue had forced himself on me!
"You…you couldn't possibly, love me…if you did you wouldn't be doing what you are now." I say darkly once the shock faded.
His eyes filled with hurt and he hugged me to him.
"I don't want…I'm so sorry." He said and I looked to see his fangs only an inch from my neck.
I knew that if he took more blood from me this time, I would die.
"Torue! Please stop it! Don't do this!" I say fighting him with whatever strength I had left in my weekend body.
He was on top of me now and trying to get at my neck but I gave one good kick to his sweet spot and he let out a cry of pain.
I pushed him off the bed and tried to stand but my body just gave up on itself and I fell right back down.
Torue glair at me and got back up.
I was on my back breathing hard and waiting for what I knew was going to happen next.
"I'm sorry Natsuno but this is the only way." He said holding me by my arms.
Tears filled my eyes and I closed them, this was it.
I felt the fangs and then everything went black right after I hard my friends voice one last time.
"I'm so sorry." He whispered.
The amazing thing about dieing is you really don't feel anything, it's like your floating in a black river under a starless night sky.
I was finely calm, I could stay like this forever, no vampires, no pain, no betrayal.
Wait, why was I even hear in the first place.
I felt things getting away from me, I didn't even really remember who I was.
Suddenly I was surrounded in a huge white light and I was standing in a huge flower bed.
It smelled amazing and there was a shrine just a little ways ahead of me.
I tilted my head to the side and took a deep breath, this was so nice.
It felt like everything was just, worm, that was the only way I could describe this unfamiliar place.
I walked along the path and looked at each little flower and tried to remember what there names where.
When I finely reached the shrine there was a pond by it's side with colorfully fish swimming in patterns.
I kneeled down by the water and put my feet in it, it was so cool on my skin.
"I wonder where I am?" I say to myself.
"I would say your somewhere between life and death."
I blinked and looked arrowed, I couldn't see anyone.
I wonder who had spoken.
"Is anyone their?" I asked to the open sky.
"Ask yourself that, do you want someone to be their? Why are you even here? What's your name?"
I was taken back…now that I thought about it.
I couldn't recall what my name was or why I was here, between life and death?
Was there such a place?
"I don't know…" I say.
"Figure it out! You have to save them! Your family, the village, and hell, even the world!"
I looked at the water and thought as hard as I could on why I was here or even how I got here.
I touched my head as an uncontrollable pain went though me.
I cried out, I didn't want to remember, things where nice here! I was safe here!
"Do you even like being safe! What about what your 'friend' did to you huh? Do you even remember that?"
My eyes went wide and the clean lovely water at my feet turned to blood and the fish all died right before my eyes.
I turned and everything was on fire, the sky had turned into a blood red color.
I shot up, panic going though me what was this!
I tried to run but a boy with purple hair and eyes wherein all black grabbed me.
I screamed, who was this! Why was this happening?
The boy leaned in.
"Don't you get it yet? I'm you, my name is Natsuno! My best friend killed me, and will eventually kill my friends and family!"
I shook my head.
Things where getting clearer my head started to not feel as though it where splitting open as much.
The boy in front of me smiled.
"Your…your not Natsuno." I whisper.
The boy in front of me eyes turned all black and he gave me a wide smile, and in his mouth where fangs.
I remembered, Torue, my stupid parents, the vampires, and the city.
The place I wanted to go to be free.
I yelled out of anger and the ether me lunged at me only to be held back by black chains that came out from the ground.
"MY NAME IS NATSUNO AND I WANT REVENGE!" I shrike.
Fire rained down from the heavens.
"THEN BECOME WHAT YOU ALREADY WHERE! A MONSTER!" The vampire me yelled right back in my face reaching for me with claws.
I grabbed vampire me's shirt and put my neck up to the beast.
"Kill me." I say.
My eyes open and I see a wooden lid in front of me.
I touched my neck and panic, I wasn't breathing!
I was in a wood box, I was dead.
I felt anger rush though me like a uncontrollable beats and I punched up to the lid with everything I had.
Then box broke into pieces under my power.
I was a fucking vampire, and I had come back from the dead!
I hard someone coming from be hide the door to the room I was in, so I looked arrowed the room and jumped out of an open window.
I hit the ground and it hurt, it hurt a lot.
I couldn't stop though, I had to get away from wherever the vampire's had put me.
It was shocking, it was completely dark outside and yet somehow I could see everything, hear everything, smell everything.
I got to my old home within a few moments and I could hear my father moving on the in side.
This was going to be hard to explain…Hi Dad I know I died and everything but, I came back as a vampire isn't that great.
Oh, this was going to be a lot of fun.
~o0o~
Torue stood outside Natsuno's window, it had been five hole days scene he had killed his best friend and love of his life.
Torue had not had a single good night sense then.
He had lost all hope Natsuno was coming back and now he even thought about ending his own life, but that scared him to much to try.
"I'm so sorry Natsuno…you probably hate me for what I did, huh. You probably think I'm week." Torue whispers to the flowers he had layed on the ground for Natsuno.
He couldn't even think of a greater pain then what he was feeling right this moment.
He had killed his best friend…out of hunger no less.
Tears spilled from the boys eyes and he touched his head down to the flowers.
"I'm so sorry Natsuno…you have every right to hate me. I hate me for what I did to you. I guess I was hoping you would rise and I could finely have you!" Torue yelled out of despair.
~o0o~
I watched Natsuno cry over the flowers for the God knows how many times now.
Did he really believe I would ever forgive him what he did to me!
Just like he said, all that was left in me was a burning rage to kill every single vampire in this damned town!
I pulled up the hood of my long jacket.
I would kill Torue, not just yet though I wanted him to know I was coming for him.
I wanted him to feel what it was like to have to wait for me to come to him, just like he did me.
I smiled down at the blond, I still felt a little sad to see him cry.
That was only because he looked like my Torue, who was long dead.
The thing on the ground was a monster ruled by hunger, it just looked like my friend.
I touched my lips, I couldn't help but remember the night before I died.
Torue had told me something shocking, he said that he was in love with me.
He kissed me, and if I was to be honest with myself I had dreamed about Torue in ways I would never dare tell him.
I did like the kiss, but I would not think I could be with the thing below me.
I had to think of it as a shell, yes only a shell of my best friend that had stolen my heart.
Suddenly Torue turned and I jumped away from the tree where I was watching him.
I was only a few trees away from him when I hard the unthinkable.
"Natsuno?" Torue called.
I ran faster, I couldn't let him know I was alive, not yet.
It was bad just that he thought I mite be alive.
I hard him running this way so I hide in a dark shadow of a tree and looked as Torue came arrowed the corner.
His eyes looked everywhere trying to fined what he thought he'd seen.
"Natsuno!" He called again.
A part of me wanted to come out to him, say something anything.
Although the rational part of me was quite as a mouse hiding from a cat out to kill it.
After that I simply melted into the shadows of the trees and started back to my home.
A few days passed and I went to set things in motion, I told the doter he wasn't alone and I would be watching and helping him however I could.
Lot's of things happened after that, the doter was bitten and then I had bitten him to set him free from the control that was over him.
Then he killed the blond vampire in front of the hole town, exposing what she really was.
I couldn't be happier, I would win.
I would kill every last one of thaws monsters.
Then he would be at my mercy, I would have all the power over him!
I would betray him, just like he did me.
I am coming for you Torue.
