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The rain didn't deter Izaya from roaming around the river bank in middle of midnight. His shivering kept increasing as his jacket became more soaked from the rain. Everything seemed dull to him even the human that he proclaimed love so much.' It's hurt! It's hurt so much,' he clenched his chest as he could feel the heartache more than usual. Without he realized it a sob came out from him until it turned a wail. If there were someone listening to its, they could hear how heartbreaking the cries was. A pair of shoes appeared in front of him from nowhere. That person shielded him from the rain with an umbrella.

" Ne, why are you crying in the middle of rain by yourself? Especially during midnight? It's dangerous you know." A girl voice asked him.

He tried to wipe his tears but it kept pouring out non-stop. His heart became more suffocating from time to time.

" I don't know! Everything is making my heart hurt! Thinking about Shizu-chan makes my hurt the most! I should not kept thinking about him but I can't stop either. Why did I have this kind of feeling to him? WHY! If only I didn't have this feeling in the first place then I will never feel this heartache!"

His tears kept pouring as he said that.

" Then,do you wish for him to die? Never exist? So that your heartache disappears." The girl asked again.

Izaya looked up to the girl before wiping his eyes. He shook his head as he did not want Shizu-chan to die or cease to exist. With a sad eyes he ever had, he looked to the girl that wearing hoodie.

" If I have to wish for something… I wish for [ ]."

The girl smiled and a girl and a man suddenly appeared from the both side of the girl.

" If that so, we will grant your wish. Oh! By the way, you can call me Rin. The girl with red hair and green eyes is Mika while the man with dark blue hair and amethyst eyes is Shin. The girl pull off her hoodie, revealing dark hair girl with a pair of brown eyes. An earring contains a sapphire in crescent moon shape hanging from her right ear.

" Yoroshiku ne, Izaya-san."

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The present

Izaya folded his clothes and arranged its neatly inside the wardrobe. He hung the jackets and certain clothes inside the wardrobe. Then, he picked up the rubbish and the boxes to throw its away. Rin helping him arrange his books on the appointed shelves. Being an author make him had a lot of books collection include the books that he wrote, his favourite authors' books and the gifts given by Rin and others.

" Rin, Izaya-san! Come down. We're having dinner." Mika's voice echoed through the house as she called them.

" That's our cue,Izaya-san. Let wrap up this first then we go down." Rin told Izaya.

Izaya just laugh and continued disposing the trash. Then,they quickly went down to dining room before Shin scolded them for being late. There are rules that being practiced in this household that must not never be broken.

First rule : You must said 'Ittekimasu' when you go out and 'Tadaima' when you come home whether there are people or not in the house.

Second rule : If there is people in the house that person must greet them back with 'Itterasshai' for go out and 'Okaeri' when get home.

Third rule : Meals must be eaten together.

Last rule : Since this house is occupied with different gender,ones must knock the door and got permission to enter.

That last rule was made up by Rin since Shin and Mika always barged into her rooms without warning and sometimes not at appropriate moments,meaning when she is changing.

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To tell the truth Izaya did not have any recollection about himself including his name. Two years before he was diagnosed with amnesia. He found himself woke up in a room which was not a hospital. How he knew, he did not know.

He just woke up with a stranger girl in the room. That girl fussing over him when he woke up which manage to attract other residents with her high pitched voice. Two other people which was a girl and a man came over him. They called a doctor to come over, having him for a check-up.

When he heard word 'doctor' he clearly felt a great dislike of having someone else touch his body. While waiting for the doctor, the girl that he first met when he woke up introduced herself as Mika. Izaya could feel that girl give non-human vibe. Then, the man introduced himself as Shin and he also gave the same vibe as Mika. Lastly, another girl introduced himself as Rin.

He could feel that all of them not ordinary people. He wanted to ask something but the doctor arrived and quickly checked on him.

The doctor checks all his body movement, sight and hearing. Everything was fine until the doctor asked about him.

" Sir, can you hear me? What is your name?" The doctor asked him again.

" I… I cannot remember my name. Who am I?" He could not remember anything and a sense of dread started to pile.

" Sir! Sir, please calm down. What do you remember?" The doctor tried to calm him down and helped him remember anything.

" I do not remember anything except from the moment I wake up." He told the doctor.

" Izaya-san, you really don't remember anything ?" Mika asked him. He just shook his head before Shin interrupted them.

" Your name is Orihara Izaya. This girl," he pointed to Rin "is your cousin that you have live with since you lost your family when you five years old. By the way it is 2015 now and you are 25 years old right the moment." Shin explained to him.

He absorbed all the information that had been told to him slowly inside his mind but nothing came to his mind. His instinct told him that they were hiding something from him but for his own good. After a bit more explanation about himself from the three of them, he could start to accept the facts little by little although some pieces are still missing or out of the place.

Shin told him that Rin moved him here from the hospital as she wanted him recover at home. He did not know why but he felt glad when he heard that.

During his recovery, he seldom got nightmare but every time he had it, his body took a toll on it. He could not remember what the nightmare is but he always wakes up screaming. This action had make Rin to suggest for them to take a turn to sleep with Izaya.

The nightmare subsided from time to time with care that they showed to him. It makes him wonder about his past sometimes.

The thought like; Is myself is unloved and despised by others in the past, even occurred to him. Rin told him that they accepted him as who he is. This make him relieved from his doubt.

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Back to the present

The chattering already low down as Rin scolded Shin and Mika for being noisy when eating. He just smiled when he watched that scene as it never fail to warm up his heart.

" Izaya-san, what time is your….what was that thing being call again ?" pondered Rin.

" The signing event and it is tomorrow, Rin. Do you need me to drive you there, Izaya-san? The event held at Ikebukuro's bookstore, right?" Shin asked him.

" Ikebukuro… I think it is better for you to go there with Shin as he is free tomorrow." Mika suggested to Izaya.

"Hmm? You don't have any tutoring for tomorrow? Usually, being a private tutor has a pack timetable." Izaya looked Shin as he said that.

" I also need a rest from you- know –what." Shin rolled his eyes while he saying that.

Mika just laughed when he heard that. Izaya also smiled as he also knew the constant flirting Shin had to go through with his female students during tutoring. Shin told them before if it wasn't for the generous money he already 'kill' each one of them.

One time, he held the tutoring session at their home but it turned mess since the girls fought over him although there was a boy that just stay quiet when that happened.

Rin was the one that ended their fight and save Shin by beating each one of them. During normal time, they might escape unscathed but that happened when she was sleeping. Sleep deprived Rin is scary that they learnt.

Accidentally, they got to know that Shin had a crush at the boy that he tutored with. Well, it not hard to find since he only have one boy from his private tutor service. This news make all of them laughing as they never expect the carefree Shin have a crush.

This make Izaya reminded of something.

" Shin, do you want to drive me to Ikebukuro because you want to meet Haru-kun?"

Shin spitted his drink when he heard that. Mika and Rin almost choked as their laugh wanted to out when food still in their throat.

" Izaya-san! What- What nonsense that you are spouting about?!" Shin wiped his mouth while trying to cover his red beet face. All of them laughing over Shin as he got busted out.

Without he noticed it, Rin and Shin exchanged their glances as they relayed what inside their minds while Mika kept him busy.

They did not want him to meet them when they going to Ikebukuro tomorrow.

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There was less snow rained Ikebukuro last night since the spring almost came. Shizuo trudged over the snow that still piling up the street while warming up his hand. In front of him, Celty and Shinra were walking more like Shinra was flirting with Celty as she kept jabbing Shinra.

Why he agreed to Shinra stupid idea, he did not know. He kept following as they were going to meet Celty favourite author in Ikebukuro bookstore at Sunshine 60 building.

Two hours before

He was still asleep when his phone ringing. He ignored it until the phone went quiet. He knew it not Tom calling since today is his day off and Tom had went somewhere to meet his parents.

The phone ringing again and he ignored it. When the phone kept ringing for the third and fourth time, a tick appeared on his already scowled face. The fifth time he grabbed his phone beside his bed and started yelling as he answered it.

"Shinra! What the hell you want?! I try to sleep on my day off!"

"But Shizuo I want you to spend time with Celty and me! It has been a long time since we spend time together. Please Shizuo", pleaded Shinra.

Shizuo tried to remember when was the last time he met them and admitted that it had been a while he met them.

"Okay. Where we gonna meet? You better this worth, Shinra." Shizuo huffed to Shinra.

"We meet at usual park in one hour. Then we will go to Sunshine 60. Celty want to meet her favourite author there." Shinra informed him.

"Oh… that Shiro Kitsune. Celty told me that the books that person write are good. It is that good?" Shizuo asked Shinra.

"Ahh… Shizuo-san, if you read it, you will be amaze. Shiro-san know how to interpret the situation and even how to capture the readers' feeling precisely," complemented Shinra.

Then, he quickly hung off Shinra as he did not want to hear Shinra babbling early in the morning.

Present…

Now, he already arrived in front of Sunshine 60 entrance. Shinra still flirting with Celty but she no longer jabbed Shinra in stomach.

Everyone glanced or stared at them as they grabbed their attention. It not like they could escape from the attention as his bartender suit and Celty's helmet and her outfit already revealing who they are. Some whispering already heard among crowd but he ignored it. He will endure it for his friends just for today.

Suddenly, a whiff of familiar scent caught by his nose.

"Izaya?"

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At the same time…

Izaya still adjusting his fake white hair on his head since he did not want his head get itchy. Next, he put on a spectacle to complete his disguise.

Shin was the one that suggested him to wear a disguise during fan meeting or meeting his superior as precaution.

Then, he stepped out from changing room and met Shin and Rin after making sure no one seen his real face. Satisfy with his appearance, he urged them to hurry to the bookstore from keeping his fan waiting. Shin just smiled when he noticed the excitement emitted from Izaya. The moment they walked into the entrance, he did not noticed the blond in bartender suit that they pass by.

Rin and Shin just glanced at the blond before Shin smirking as he knows what will happen.

'Saa…Will the past and present clash each other for the first time or not? So that their intertwine fate reveal the truth that they have been hiding all this time.' Rin thought to herself as she kept a small smile.