Unpredictable (Chapter 2- Down Here in Hell with You)
By Beautiful 22
Note: This chapter is from Robbie's point of view. The next chapter will probably be from one of the characters from Degrassi. I hope that you will enjoy. Also the title of this chapter was taken from new R&B/neo-soul artist Van Hunt's song titled Down Here In Hell (With You).
Okay, so I had to admit it, my girlfriend Alayna Rosalinda Maxwell was everything that I could want in a girlfriend. She was beautiful, intelligent, creative, talented, and just all in all a sweet girl. But something was missing, even though Alayna was as genuine and real as they came, especially for a girl who looked like her and was completely misunderstood, I still missed Kim.
Kim kept me intrigued. She had this vulnerability about her that I couldn't resist. Even though I'm only two years younger than her and she'll be going off to college next year, I still felt as though I wanted to protect her. Despite her perfect demeanor as a well-put together young woman who had it all, on the inside she was really a sweet and gentle girl who just wanted to have fun.
Alayna on the other hand, didn't need anyone to rescue her. You automatically knew that she was going to be fine. When I first broke up with Kim, Alayna was the only one who knew about my relationship with Kim and the one who comforted me. Alayna and I had been friends and next-door neighbors for the past four years, so when she told me that she'd had a crush on me for the longest time, I thought to myself,
"Why not give her a chance?"
We went on a few dates together and I realized that she could have the potential to become my next girlfriend. I also needed some kind of distraction to keep my mind off Kim and Alayna was it. I eventually asked her to be my girlfriend and we've been going together for the past two months, but then it happened.
Today, while I was in school, I saw Kim. She looked as beautiful as ever, but she had been crying. She tried to pretend that she wasn't, but I could tell. When I asked her what she wrong, she told me that she was really stressed out over school, applying to universities, and how all she wanted to do was just relax and chill. So, feeling sorry for her, I told her that after school, we could hang out over my house if she wanted to we could just sit and talk. She agreed.
After RFR, around 4:30, Kim pulled up in front of my house. She gave me the biggest hug ever and it felt so good to hold her again. We then held hands and went into the basement of my house. I texted Alayna on her cell phone and told her that I couldn't meet up with her. With that problem taken care of, I popped some popcorn, got us some soda and then we talked.
"You know Robbie, I really want to thank you for letting me come over and chill with you. I really needed someone to talk to. You've always been a good listener and a great friend", she said.
" No problem. Just remember that even though we've broken up, I'm always here for you", I told her.
She then took a deep breath, sighed and then said,
"That's the other thing I was upset about".
"What", I asked surprised.
"Robbie, it's true. It's my entire fault that we broke up. If I hadn't been so caught up in trying to maintain my image as this well together person, we would still be together. When I started going out with River Pierce, I thought that we would be the power couple of the school, but then I started to miss you. River didn't have the patience or sincerity like you do and when I realized that, I realized that I wasn't happy. Another thing that I came to realize is that age isn't anything but a number. You may be two years younger than me, but you have the maturity of a man twice your age. Now, you're with this girl who's so pretty and cool, someone who you truly deserve and I'm stuck with one of the most arrogant guys at our school. Robbie, I really do miss you", she said while tears ran down her eyes.
It broke my heart into pieces to see her cry. I took the back of my hand and wiped her tears away. Then I took her in arms and I realized then, that I missed her too. Alayna wasn't uncaring or conceited like River was, a matter of fact, she was the complete opposite, but I felt like a girl like Alayna could do much better than me. I belonged with Kim and both Kim and I knew it.
" I miss you too Kim. Alayna is wonderful and all, but for me, she just doesn't do it for me. You see Kim, I always felt on my toes with you. It was passionate, exciting, and exhilarating just to be in your presence. I'm always comparing you to Alayna and when I do, I come up short. Honestly, she just doesn't compare to you. Kim, I'd rather be down here in hell with you, than to be in Heaven with her", I told her.
The very next moment, Kim and I began to kiss one another. The more we kissed each other, the more I realized was that Kim was all I wanted.
It was about 7:30 and Kim was passed out in my bed, under my sheets. The light of the streetlight that shone through the blinds of my windows hit Kim's soft and luscious skin. I couldn't help but blessed that Kim was in my arms. The love that we made was fantastic. I never had the chance to make love to Alayna because she insisted on remaining a virgin until she was married. As I held Kim in my arms and watched her sleep, I kissed her on her shoulder and then I went to sleep. However, I had a feeling in the pit of my stomach that something bad was about to happen.
