Thanks so much to everyone that reviewed, story altered… I would especially like to say thanks to:

Kimicullen1721 xhiddenvampirex senier berdb teambellaedward keinohrhaeschen , as you all reviewed on the story!! The last chapter was what happened when Edward and Bella broke up. Bella really wanted to keep Edward, but she wanted to move to Seattle for a good career, and Edward said he would always stay in Forks. He was raised there all his life.

There will be flashbacks too! I'll try not too make them too long! X They still go to high school btw, but they did move in with each other!

TORN NO MORE

Chapter 1- Screwed

I huffed loudly as I pulled up outside the school building. This was going to be a long day.

I grumpily grabbed my bag from the passenger side of my truck and jumped confidently to the ground, for a change.

I took in my surroundings, not much had changed really, and it felt like there had been no summer break, just returning to school on Monday and repeating the pattern again. I continued to daydream, thinking about my first days here at Forks High… I tried to look round in more detail. From the door of my truck I could see my old friends…Jessica, Mike and Tyler Crowley. These were people who had wanted to be with me. Be my friends. But it had been just a few weeks at my new school, just three weeks of constant drabble and unimportant chatter, 'till I started to sit with… him.

3rd week at Forks High

Jess had already started to talk and I hadn't even sat down yet, "And so I think we should all go shopping in Port Angles at the weekend, or go out for a big dinner… Maybe even visit the mall, La Push, or we can all go get our nails done"

"No thanks Jess. Got mine done today," Mike interjected. I heard everyone else laugh so I did too

"Fine then, we'll all have to-"

And there was silence, for the first time from Jessica Stanley, ever.

Even though I wasn't paying attention (I never do) I knew that this was extremely odd- especially at lunch.

"And what Jess?" I asked, actually interested in why she had stopped her chatter.

"And Edward Cullen is staring at you," she giggled and turned the other way.

That was startling. But she was probably just tricking me or something. I tried my best to seem inconspicuous, and (tried to) casually lean back in my chair and take a look, just to check. I turned my face to the left, and peeked out of the corner of my eye. He was starting right at me, a gorgeous crooked grin on his face. I made a weird squeaky noise, and quickly covered my hands over my face. I also shifted my elbows forward, so I was sure his vision was blocked from my face. I could feel the blush on my cheeks burn already.

"Bella, I told you he was looking!" Jessica grinned and giggled as she was looked up just behind me. I couldn't help but follow her eyes, and when I did I found Mr. Cullen himself. I turned my chair side ways, so I could see him better, and it was less rude.

"Hello Bella Swan," he smiled smug, and I just nodded, my eyes already ogling his perfect muscles I had manage to catch a glimpse of. His top was too tight… not that I was really complaining. It actually took nearly all the restraint I had not to lick my lips in satisfaction. That would have just been inappropriate and even more embarrassing.

"Would you like to sit with me and the rest of my family today?" he asked, his voice sounded so angelic, it was the only thing that tore my mind away from his chest half.

"Umm," I made out faintly… not sure what he was really saying … or was it an odd delusion I was making up? He looked at me subjectively, as if I was beautiful. I wasn't pretty. Did he think I was?

"Of course she would!" Jessica answered for me. I gave her my worst look and she just smiled innocently, her grey eyes

"This way Bella," he whispered, making me shiver. He gave out a small chuckle.

"Just don't desert us Bella!" Jessica called. I turned round, acting out my utter most horror at the statement by put my hand on my heart and pulling a face.

'Of Course I won't' I mouthed and she nodded and started chatting again. Typical Jessica.

"Just don't desert us Bella!"- I remember that line all too well. I shut my eyes and tried once again to think of something else. To find some evidence that I was not a person who hurt others, and made wrong mistakes.

But I couldn't think of anything other than him. I sighed in defeat, ready for the pain I would soon have to endure by seeing him again. I slowly took a deep breath, before closing my eyes and turning my head to the other side of the parking lot. Then I opened my eyes, and looked out to see the silver Volvo, like before.

It was nearly the same. The Volvo belonged there. And I saw each and every other person that fitted the jigsaw; Jasper, Emmett, Alice, Rosalie and Edward. My eyes were glued to the picture. I tried to hard to swallow back the tears. But then I felt a different type of pain…I felt sick… again. I knew where this was leading…

I ran, clutching my bag in my hurriedness. I bolted roughly through the open doors of the school. My nose wrinkled at the smell of tuna salad.

I roughly pushed the door to the loo's open, and I ran to a toilet cubicle, nearly falling over in my haste. I felt absolutely terrible. Luckily, no other person was in here to see me like this.

Afterwards, I ran to the sink, and chucked water over myself; anything to stop it. I slumped against the wall, and when my legs hit the wall, my body collapsed. I found myself hugging my knees, like I had the day we-we, broke up. I brutally forced my legs down, so I had my back pressed against the wall, and my legs in front of me, limp.

The nausea began to fade and I gently pulled myself up from the floor. My palms slapped the surface by the sink and I shifted my weight to my now stable legs. I gazed at my reflection. To say I looked rough was an understatement. And to say I looked anywhere near decent for a class was an understatement too.

I grabbed my backpack and poured the contents out on to the counter, I wet the brush, and softly combed through my lifeless, dull hair. I was peaceful and calm after a few minutes and enjoyed the way the brush felt on my now smooth hair. There was a shrill 'beep' and it made me jump out of my skin. Oh, just the bell. Phew. I swiftly packed my brush and purse up and swung the back on my shoulder. I still had to collect my timetable and I didn't want to be late for first period.

On my way to the office, I walked past a magazine stand and picked one up. If I had English today, I would need something to read. I then thought about my sickness symptoms. This had happened before too, yesterday I felt the familiar roll in my stomach, and had bolted to the bathroom. I only knew one explanation for morning sickness from health classes… no! I couldn't be preg-

"Oof!" I exclaimed, as I lost by hand grip and dropped my magazine that I had picked up just a minute ago.

"Sorry," a memorable voice apologised. My heart could have ripped in two, just from hearing his voice. I could hear my heart speed picking up.

"Oh," I said, plainly, wrinkling my forehead. Again, I found myself in this situation; Him and me, him and me.

"Hi Bella, I haven't seen you in a while," he commented, politely.

"I'm fine Edward. What have you been up too then?" I asked, mirroring his politeness, but the one thing I wanted to do right now was to get away from him.

"Well, I went to do charity work down in Port Angeles for the kids- like before, then I went out in the forests, went hiking nearly every day but I nearly always ran… took things of my mind, concentrating on other things," he mumbled, scratching the back of his head. I looked up in amazement. Why did I dump this man? Looks, fit, healthy, kind, helping out for people less fortunate than us little lot in Forks… , "Actually, I'm dating Tanya Denali," he smiled, nearly apologetically and simply called out a "Bye," behind his shoulder and jogged off.

What was going on? I felt a jolt of anger ripple through my body and I even heard myself hiss at the thought of her little leech hands all crabby around my Edward. I was so gonna show this old bitch a hell of a ride! And competition.

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