I live and love with you

2008

Every morning when I open my eyes your the first thing that I see.

This quiet mornings were what I looked forward to in these kind of days where I felt that something was going to change and the only thing that made me feel safe and secure that everything was alright was waking up next to David. The safe and secure was not because I had a man, but that I had a future to look forward too. Maybe a meaning that I was doing something right when it did not feel like it.

"Morning" I said as I woke up and noticed David was looking at me.

"Morning" said David as he leaned over to me and gave me a kiss.

"You going to the shop today" he asked as he wrapped his arms around me tighter.

"No" I said as it was rarely when we could have a day to ourselves.

"That's good for what I have planned" he said as he placed kisses on my neck.

"You sure Charming can survive without you for a day?" I asked as I really hoped they wouldn't call him in.

"Unser can manage" he said getting up and pulling me up with him. Right like if that man even did his job, he was probably too busy worrying about the club's problems rather than Charming.

"So what do we have planned today?" I asked as I watched him get dressed. I was happy with him and I can admit that I fell in love with him too quickly but I can still say today I still loved him after eleven years together.

"Get ready I'm going to go pick up some breakfast" he said as he grabbed my car keys and left. I looked for my phone to make sure the shop got the memo of do not disturb my day. Sel sent a text back that Jake had it covered and that she wanted a raise like always. I put the phone down and headed to the shower I didn't know what David had planned but I was going to enjoy it. As I got under the water it felt so relaxing that I wanted to stay here and get lost, shit I wanted to spend my whole day in the shower if that was ever possible. I rinsed off and turned off the water as I stepped out as I heard my phone ringing. I noticed it was mom and the last thing I needed was for her to tell me I had to go to her dinner.

"Hey" I said trying to get dressed and talk on the phone. She probably needed me to handle some things for her like always. For whatever reason mom had always thought that my life revolved around her and the club. She still hadn't got it that I never put the her needs nor the club first.

"I need you to come by" She never seemed to ask only demand.

"Mom I have plans I can stop by tomorrow."

"Why can't you stop by today, I can go by the shop" she said did I really have to explain everything.

"I'm spending the day with David mom bye" I said and hanged up. I would go tomorrow and be her little helper like always but right now I need sometime for myself. I finished getting dressed and went to the kitchen to put some coffee while I waited for David when I heard knocking. I checked to see who it was and it was Jacob. I opened the door hoping David would get here soon, or he would just leave now.

"David's not home" I said as I blocked the way into the apartment.

"I can wait" he said as he stepped forward. All I really wanted to do was slam the door in his face but I just stepped back and let him in. I decided to text David to hurry up before I killed his brother, minutes later David rushed in I guess he does think that I am capable of murder.

"What do you need Jacob" asked David as he handed the breakfast over to me as I made my way over to the kitchen. David and Jacob never really had a good relationship they both wanted different things for Charming and were always bumping heads over it. I at least knew that David wanted something good for Charming, not like Jacob who just wanted to do something for his advantage.

"We need to talk Davy" said Jacob as I overheard from the kitchen. I had no idea what they had to talk about, but for Jacob to come it had to be important. To be honest I was not really interested. Minutes later I heard the door slam at least this time they didn't start fighting like always.

"Everything alright?" I asked as David walked into the kitchen.

"Same bullshit" he said. Ever since David was up for Chief, Jacob seemed to find a way to bring things up to David that they could work on together.

"Do you have something to do?" I asked since he seemed tense like if he was hiding something.

"Nope just spend the day with you." he answered as he got a cup of coffee. Something was up but I had no idea how to figure it out. Maybe I should of heard the conversation.

"So what do you have planned?" I asked before my curiosity got the best of me.
"Let's get out of charming for the day." David said as he hugged me from behind. Even though I loved Charming there was not many things you could without people in your business and I loved every chance to escape for a while.

"Alright" I answered as I began to clean after we finished breakfast. I hated that sometimes I just couldn't let things be but like always I had to make sure everything was in order before I could step foot outside. As I finished cleaning David was outside putting something in the car as I got my things and headed outside. The weather was great to spend a day outside, hopefully it stayed like that.

"Are we going that far?" I asked David as he seemed to be checking under the hood.

"No just making sure"

"I had Dog look at it at the garage the other day" I said to David as he closed the hood. He just nodded as I got in the car.

"I bumped into Donna at the Diner." said David as he got in the car.

"Yeah she went to the shop with Ellie and Kenny."

"So I heard Opie is already getting out already." said David as we passed the Charming sign.

"Yeah it's a good thing for Donna and the kids" We talked few days back when she let me know that Opie was going to be out of the club for good. I just told her it was a good thing but I knew the club would always find a way to drag him back in.

"He missed a lot, his kids are now older." he said as I agreed with what he was saying. Five years seemed way too much especially with kids. I don't know how Donna did it raising two kids on her own. I never want to be in Donna's position, I have it good that David will never put me in that position.

"Yeah but the good thing is that he is out." I said I hoped Opie was careful and not end up back in prison for Donna's sake. Kenny and Ellie were still young but I knew first hand that you did understand what was going on and knew that something was not right.

I noticed we had arrived at the beach, I loved going to the beach it reminded me of when I was still young and mom would bring us before Tommy got sick and everything seemed to go down from there. Since then on mom seemed to become this whole different person while dad lost himself.

"It's been a long time since we came to the beach" I said as I noticed the sign. I think the last time we came was on one of David's birthday and everything had gone wrong.

"Yeah I know I think it was time" said David as he parked. The weather was good for a day at the beach but I would of appreciated if he would of let me know to come prepared.

"This remind me of when I was a kid" I said getting out of the car and walked to find somewhere to sit since he brought a cover.

"So you think we are ready for kids?" asked David as we sat down near the water. I knew he was ready to have kids, and every time I would see someone with a baby I would think I was ready but something always happened and I put my ideas to the back of my mind.

"Yeah, well it will be something new and very permanent" My business was going good and gave me a lot of free time, but David's schedule at work had become hectic since he was already going to take over Unser in a couple of weeks.

"I think we can handle it." he said as I began to take off my shoes I wanted to feel the water I knew it was going to be freezing but I loved the feel of it.

"You think we will be good parents." I asked already worrying about our future children we didn't even have. Paranoid much. I decided to get up and began to walk over to the water.

"I think we will be better than ours." Hopefully he was right, but look at us we came from them and we seemed to be okay or somewhat normal.

"Seems they did a good job" I said we were not that bad. Even though Jax claims we had a fucked up childhood.

"I guess we can give them that." said David as I walked back to where he was sitting.

"My mom is over controlling like hers." I said hoping that was not my fate, even though I loved my mother her ways drove me crazy.

"Which mother isn't." he said. David's mom seemed okay not really understanding, but she didn't make everything such a big deal like mine.

"So your saying I'm going to be one" I said as I sat back down. My grandmother was a control freak as mom called her, and well mom was not that far behind.

"So if we ever have kids they going to wear the badge." said David. Mom would love that a family of cops.

"They can be like my family too." I said waiting for his response trying to get a kick out of him

"You got to be kidding me"

"Hey we are good mechanics" I said as I began to laugh.

"Oh and motorcycle enthusiasts."

"Oh hell no, they will never get on a motorcycle." I said. Not just to my future children riding motorcycles but wearing a cut. I loved and respected the men in my family but also knew what the life had in store for anyone in it.

"That sounds good." agreed David probably knowing what I meant.

"Yeah" I said that I really hoped if we did have kids they wouldn't want to be apart of that life.

"They could be good business owners" said David as he put his arms around me.

"Sometimes I wish I had more to offer." I said as I leaned back into him. Yeah I had a shop but that was bought with money not made out of skills that I had.

"Liana you are perfect.."

"Have I ever told how much I love you" I said turning around to kiss him. He was always there to let me know that I was better than what people thought of me.

"Yeah and I love you as much as you do" he said

"Let's go I have something to show you" said David as he got up and handed me my shoes. What else did he have in store? I was planning on staying at the beach all day. We got back in the car and drove back to Charming. What did he have to show me that was in Charming?

~A~

"Alright close your eyes." announced David.

"What why?" I asked as I looked over at him as he knew I hated surprises.

"Liana just close your eyes." he said covering them with his hand. I closed my eyes as he removed his hand fighting the urge to open them.

"Where are we going?" I asked even though I knew he wasn't going to tell me.

"Just keep them closed you'll find out soon." he said as he stopped the car and got out. David then opened my door as he grabbed my hand and helped me out.

"Alright opened them" he said as he wrapped his arms around me as I opened my eyes and saw that we were standing in front of a house. Hopefully this Is not going to be our house I was not ready to move or want to move.

"Why are we here" I asked as I had already figured out what he was planning on doing.

"I bought us a house." he said as he hugged me tighter. Um okay don't people decide this together. It was a great house but I would have wanted to be apart of this decision.

"I love it" I said even though I was not sure if I wanted a house, I was fine with my apartment.

"You want to see the inside" he asked as he took out the keys.

"Yeah" I said as I followed him inside. The house looked good but I still did not know why he thought we needed a three bedroom house. As I was looking at the rooms I felt David following me as I went back to the living room.

"Liana" David said behind me when I turned I saw him on one knee. Oh shit really first the kids talk, then buy a house and now this.

"Liana will you marry me?" David asked as I looked at him.

"Yes" I said as David got up and kissed me as he put the ring on.

I wanna be with you

All the time

Everyday, every night

I live and love with you

This Charming life

(Thank you for reading)