Chapter 1

Axel POV

I woke up to my alarm clock blaring out horrendous shrieks. I got up and turned the alarm off, then moved to get dressed. Even though I was the president of the company I wore pretty casual clothes to work and I encouraged my workers to wear whatever they wanted to wear. Some decided to wear casual like me but most of them wore suits and stuff. The only time I wore a suit to work was when I had business with people outside the company, which didn't happen very often even though we were the number one company in the whole country.

Quickly dressing and heading downstairs I headed toward the kitchen to prepare breakfast. Even though I was rich and lived in a relatively large house, I lived alone and only hired a gardener, maid, and a pool cleaner that all came about once a week. After breakfast I grabbed my wallet and my keys to head to work. But when I stepped outside I changed my mind, it was too nice a day to drive I decided to walk to work. It was only a 20 minute walk so I locked the house and pocketed my keys. Then I started on my way to the office.

The walk to work was somewhat uneventful until I got onto the street where the office was. I kept walking along and finally had the building entrance in sight. I sped up a little and started to pass the alley way when I saw a bit of gold out of the corner of my eye. I looked toward it and saw a figure leaning against the wall on the other side of the alley way entrance. I kept staring at it and noticed it was a small boy, he was dirty and his clothes were in ruins and he was begging for money from passer-byes. I hadn't even noticed I had stopped walking until I saw his face. He had a small face that looked like it belonged on a small child. Even under the dirt, I saw the beauty his face held. His lips were small and full and I wondered if they were also soft to the touch. His skin was white maybe a bit too pale and looked delicate. His hair was spiked and the purest blonde and I had a feeling that it was natural. Finally, I looked into his big eyes and saw the brightest blue I had ever seen. I stared for a few more seconds and started walking again keeping my eyes on the boy. When I came up to him he noticed me and held out his hand staying silent.

It was then that I noticed a slightly purple bruise on his cheek and I felt nauseous. I stood wondering staring at him and remembered that his hand was still outstretched. I reached for my wallet and gave him a random bill. He took it and looked at it then I saw an astonished look cross his face. When I saw that I suddenly felt myself racing to the entrance of the office. I didn't stop running until I was safely at the elevator. I stopped and rung for the car while I caught my breath. The elevator came and I rushed in pushing the button for the top floor. When the doors closed I stood motionless and thought about how I had just made a fool of myself in front of the beautiful boy. Those thoughts quickly faded into thoughts about the blonde. I pictured him in my mind and tried to go through all his expressions which I imagined to be more adorable than the last. These thoughts continue all the way from the elevator to my desk, completely oblivious to the talk being directed to me by my personal staff. When I sat down the expressions turned to other things. I thought about feeling the boys' skin and running my hands through his hair. My thoughts ran and then I thought about kissing him. I was startled for a moment but let my thoughts continue on. Oh and if you haven't realized by now, I AM GAY. Suddenly I was awoken from my dream by hands being slammed down onto my desk. I looked up and silently thanked Demyx for doing that because my thoughts were beginning to head down a dirty path.

"What Demyx, I'm quite busy." He looked at me silently for a few seconds.

"Busy doing what? Daydreaming." I blushed realizing, yes, that was what I was doing. I shook my head to clear it and focused on my work.

"Axel, are you ok? You wouldn't respond to us and you looked out of it ever since you came off the elevator." Actually, I thought, I looked out of it way before then.

"I'm ok, just a little tired." I hoped he would believe the little lie. Watching him, I noticed a bit of disbelief in his eyes. But he nodded an acceptance for my lie and I inwardly sighed in relief. Then I forced myself to focus on work. Throughout the whole day I was continuously backtracking my thoughts to the blond. I couldn't help it. It seemed every little thing reminded me of him. Mostly when I caught sight of blond hair (like Demyx's) or blue eyes (also like Demyx's). After my elevator scene everyone came up to me in one point of the day to ask if I was feeling ok. I gave them pretty much the same answer and most of them believed it.

Oh I should give you a tour of my staff. When I took over the business from father two years ago, (oh I am 27) all of his personal staff retired or quit with him. I don't know why, but it left me with much needed workers. It took me two months to fill the spots and it was unexpected. The spots became filled with all former friends of mine. The twist, they were all gay as well. I'll tell you it's the weirdest floor in the whole building and I think some of the other employees are afraid to come up here. So it started with Demyx (age 25) and Zexion (age 26), they were my friends from college, and they had been lovers since high school. Their employment was sudden. Basically they called up and asked if there were open jobs in my town, and I gave them some open seats. Next came from way back from my past, Sora (age 23) was a neighbor of mine when I was a kid and we played a lot. A few weeks later, Riku (age 24), came and asked for a job. It was then that I found out that Sora and Riku were lovers as well. Apparently they had a huge fight about Riku not actually being in love with sora and sora ran away. He ran here and upon arriving found this job. When he came in for the interview we both were surprised that we already knew each other. So then Riku came and at first sora avoided him at all costs and Riku became depressed to the point where he almost decided to quit. But then miraculously they made up and sora claimed that he saw how much Riku did love him by quitting his beloved previous job just so he could follow sora. Then came Cloud (age 25) and Leon (age 26). They friends of my cousin Reno and I saw them at all of his parties. We had become quick friends and hung out a lot. They both came at the same time looking for jobs saying that Reno told them that I was looking for employees. They weren't lovers before but after working together for a few months they sure looked like lovers afterward. I think it started when I accidently caught them staying late at work. They were on one of the break room couches making out, almost completely naked. I was extremely traumatized after that and banned the event from ever being spoken in my presence again. So, yeah, you might have also noticed we are all pretty young and if you calculate the math we all stated early in this business. This job also pays very well and the chance that they would be fired is pretty slim so when they started they didn't need to complete college. Heh Heh. Ok now back to the present.

At one point during the morning, I heard the elevator stop on our floor, so I looked up to the door. When it opened I froze for a second, I saw the blond kid step off the elevator and head over to one of the desks. After a few minutes of confusion and wondering why the hell the kid was here I realized that the person wasn't the kid. It was Cloud! He looked just like the kid only bigger. I wondered if they were related. I was so wrapped up in thought that I hadn't noticed that I walked over to him until he was speaking to me.

"Hey Axel, did you need something?"

I quickly snapped out of it with a shake of my head.

"Uhhhhh…"

"What's wrong, you ok."

"Uh yeah Cloud, 'm fine…but uh can I ask you something?"

"Yeah sure?"

I cleared my throat a bit nervously. If Cloud knew this kid, I don't think I would be merciful on him. More like he would be bombarded with questions.

"Uh well, do you have…a little brother…who uh looks exactly like you?"

My nervousness could clearly be heard through my voice. I could tell Cloud knew that. I had looked away in the middle of my question and when I looked back he had on a confused face.

"No I don't, why do you ask?"

I inwardly sighed in relief, although I didn't know why.

"Well it's because today…on my way to work…I saw a kid on the street and he looks like a smaller you."

He looked surprised and also a bit skeptical.

"Well, that's odd. Well they do say that everyone has a double out there."

I nodded and headed back to my desk and continued working, thoughts still going to the blond on the street.

The rest of the day went pretty much the same as the morning. During lunch break, though, I had free time so I just thought about the blond the whole time. This resulted in me almost missing the end of lunch and me missing out on eating. So I starved all through work.

Finally the end of the day and I almost ran out of the building. I wanted to see the blond again and I hoped he was still on his spot begging for money. But when I got there the spot was empty. My mood fell as I slinked back home. When I got home, I ate a big dinner then sat on the couch. I drifted off through my memories of the blond and imagined what it would be like to hang out with him. Then next thing led to another and I found myself imagining the blond in my bed moaning my name.

"Shit"

My pants had suddenly become unbearable. This had stopped all thoughts of the blond immediately. I looked down at my problem and decided to just give in. I hadn't had any form of pleasure for a while so why not. I pulled down my pants and boxers and my boner sprang free. I wrapped my hands around it and moaned at the action. I started pumping my hands up and down at a slow pace savoring the friction. My thoughts began to roam and I found myself continuing my thoughts from earlier. I thought about the blond boy wriggling underneath me and moaning out my name. I imagined his full lips wrapping around my shaft and sucking as I fingered him. Then I imagined slipping into him, I heard his heated scream and I could almost feel the soft walls and how tight he was. I kept thrusting and thrusting into him and it felt so good. All of a sudden he screamed my name and cummed all over his chest. With him clamping down on me I burst my seed into him and rode out our high. I hadn't even noticed my handing going ridiculously fast on my member until I felt myself cum all over my hand. My thoughts came out of their fantasy and I basked in the afterglow. After I stopped panting I got up and headed to the shower. I cleaned up and got into bed. My thoughts kept going over one question, 'why did I just jack off to that kid.' But as I fell asleep I quickly concluded I didn't really care, I had loved every bit of it and I prayed to God that it could be real. That night I dreamed about the blond and it felt warm where he was.