Well here goes chapter 2 . Hope you like it!
"Happy Monday!" Mary shouted as she was walking down the hall making her way to my room.
"Ugh why is she always up so early?" ..I groaned, pulling the blankets over my head. Maybe I can pretend to be invisible. Nope.
"Wake up sleepy head you got a big day ahead of you." She said while pulling the cover off me .
I knew I wasn't going to like it here.
"You wouldn't want to be late to your first day of school now would you?" she asked with her hands on her hips and a smile on her face .
God why does she have to be so nice? I mean all of my other foster moms were straight out bitches to me. I always knew they only saw me as a paycheck. But Mary, she was different. I've only been here one week and she has been nicer to me in this short time then all my other foster moms combined in the last 16 years. When they placed me with her my social worker said I was her first foster child. That explained why she was happy. She obviously hasn't had the pleasure of dealing with someone who was abandoned by their drug addicted parents only to be placed with people who don't give a shit about you, and someone who is so emotionally fucked up they do everything in their power to make sure the people around them are just as miserable as they are or worse . Nope, she hasn't has the pleasure.
"Come on Jewls, breakfast is ready and I ironed your clothes. Please get ready because I have to be somewhere after I drop you off, and I don't want to be late."
With just hearing breakfast I jumped right out of bed and practically ran down stairs. Instantly the smell off blueberry pancakes and sausage hit my nose and I knew in that moment that I can so get used to this. As always my brain kicks my stomach in the ass and I tell myself never to get my hopes up , that by the end of this year or month ill fuck up somehow and they'll have my ass shipped to the next foster home until I'm 18 then I get kicked out the system and they never have to deal with me again. Funny how my stomach said don't give a shit and enjoy this while it last.
I ate as slow as I could savoring each bite of blueberry heaven then quickly ran upstairs to get ready. Just like she said my clothes were ironed and placed on a hanger ready for me. "Psh, wonder how long that will last". I got dressed, did my hair and went to look in the mirror. I was wearing my dark blue skinny jeans that made my butt look a bit bigger than it was, a white v neck , and a pair of Steve Madden black flats. Having pale skin and rarely ever breaking out allowed me to wear little or no makeup at all. I just always made sure my eyebrows were always nice and plucked. The only thing I didn't like about my face were my big lips which made me never want to put lip gloss on and make them look like jumbo lips. Since it was the first day of school and needing to make a good impression I decided to curl my long black hair. Satisfied with what I saw in the mirror I got my book back and went down stairs to wait for Mary. For someone who was rushing me she did sure take her sweet time . Wherever she was going must be important because the way she was dressed looked like she meant business. As she was making her way down I couldn't help but notice how familiar she looked. Like she reminded me of someone, but I couldn't put my finger on it.
We got in her car and made our way to La Push High. Talk about awkward silience. With the look on her face and the way she was tightening her grip on the steering wheel I knew she was debating whether she should break the silence.
"So I know you've done this whole new school thing many times but I hope this one is different." She said.
I know she was noticing how nervous I was getting.
" I mean being on the reservation and all, La Push is a pretty small school. You know the kind that everyone knows each other and gets along. People here are friendly Jewls .I know your make friends in no time."
"Thanks Mary, but I doubt I will make any friends. I don't want to get to comfy. It will just hurt when I have to move again." She sighed.
"Jewls". She seemed nervous for what she was about to say.
"I know it's going to take you a while to open up to me, with what happened at your last home I can't blame you. But I'm going to try my hardest to
fight for your trust and maybe when I get it we kind make it so you never have to move again." She gave me a heartwarming smile.
I know she meant well with that but I couldn't help but want to lash out at her for reminding me about what happened only 3 weeks ago. I don't
think I can ever , no I know I will never be able to forget what happened. I have had night mares every night since and
woken up drenched in sweat afraid to fall asleep just knowing I would relive what that man to do to me.
*flashback*
I was in my room like always, never wanting to come out for fear that
that old hag would find yet another reason to get mad and not feed me
for 2 days, like always when she was drunk.
"Jewls, honey can you come down here for a bit sweetie?" I knew at the
moment I heard her call me that way that something was wrong really
wrong. I got up confused and made my way down stairs.
"Yes, Ms. Conner's?" I said while making my way down the steps and
that's when I noticed a strange looking man that looked like he was
made off all kinds of creepy sitting on the couch with her.
"I would like you to meet a very nice friend of mine, bill. I invited
him over tonight thinking maybe the two of you can get to know each
other." I didn't like the way she said 'get to know each other' but
what I dint like the most was the way he kept on staring at me like a
piece of meat, licking his lips every time he looked at me.
"Umm Ms. Conner I don't think I am really in the mood for company right
now, it's pretty late. I think I'm going to bed now." As I was saying this
the man stood up and looked like he was getting very inpatient.
"Now listen here you little piece of shit, this man paid good money
to spend some time with you and you'll do exactly as I say and do this
the nice way or ill let bill have you the bad way. But no matter what
this good man his getting his money worth!."
Before I could register what the hell was happing I ran straight for
the front door to try to escape but was caught half way by to strong
arms who threw me over his shoulder. While I tried to fight my way off
Ms. Conner put a piece of duct tape over my mouth to prevent me from
screaming. He made his way to my room and dropped me on my bed. I
quickly got to my feet only to be pushed back down by him .
"C mon baby don't be so hard, all I want is to have a lil good
time, then I'll be on my way. What so bad bout that huh?" he said while
unzipping his dirty worn jeans. I knew I had to fight and escape before
he did god knows what to me. While I tried to reach the lamp to hit
him with he hit me cross the face and grabbed my wrist to hold me
down. While I was struggling to get him off me he was kissing me all
over my neck and mouth. "Oh yeah baby you smell so good. That old lady
promised me a virgin and do you smell like one too. My tears were
starting to fall like crazy and I was horrified to know that I would
lose my virginity this way, to a rapist who smelt like cigarettes and
whiskey . Finally I remembered that my window was unlocked and knew if I
can get to it quick enough I can open it and climb down the tree. I didn't care
that we were on the second floor I would rather break my legs than
this. The man started to touch my breast then my stomach, he went to
unbutton my jeans and had to use one of his hands to do it. I took the
opportunity to head butt him then kneed him where the sun don't shine and got
up and ran to my window. On my way out he grabbed my leg but I gave him a
kick in the face and jumped on the tree . I quickly climbed my way down ignoring
the pain and dizziness I got from the head butt then ran towards a
neighbors house for help.
*End Of Flashback*
The car came to a stop. I looked to my right and saw an old looking sign that said 'La Push High'. I quickly noticed every single kid here had russet skin and black hair.
"I am definitely going to stand out with my pale skin". I said, more to myself than to Mary.
I sighed and opened the door making my way out the car.
"I don't know how long this meeting is going to take but I'll be here to pick you up after school. I'll text you if I am going to be late. Ok?"
"Ok."
"You'll love it here Jewls. I know you will. Have a nice day." She said while looking at her watch. She must be really running late.
"Thanks Mary." Was all I said as she was racing out of the parking lot.
"Well let's get this shit started shall we?" I told myself deciding to make my way to the front office to get my schedule.
Looking around I noticed all the glares from the girls in the hallway and all the boys with their mouths open. Yeah girls hate me boys want me. Every school I went to it was the same old thing and that was usually what started all the trouble. Some stupid jock would hit on me and his dumb cheerleader girlfriend would get jealous and confront me. I usually would try to talk first but somehow they knew exactly what to say to me to get me all worked up, then bam my fist in their face and new foster home.
I walked into the office and was suddenly amazed at what I saw. I saw an extremely tall russet boy with the biggest muscles I have ever seen in my life. I mean WOW this boy sure did eat his Wheaties growing up. This guy could give the Terminator himself a run for his money. Wait, what was he doing in high school office? This Arnold Schwarzenegger wanna be looks like he is in his twenties and in college not in high school.
"But I've only been gone for two weeks!" He yelled at the receptionist.
That poor women looked scared to death. I would be too if a six-foot something guy was leaning glaring and yelling at me. Oh yeah and he was shaking.
"I'm sorry Mr. Lahote but that is the policy. If you are absent for more than two days you must have a written excuse from a parent or a doctor's note. I not you will have detention for one week." She said while shaking from fear.
"Fine, I'll bring it tomorrow then." He said through gritted teeth.
"Ok then but if you don't I will be forced to call your mother and give you detention for the rest of this week. Do you understand?" She asked him, still not being able to look at him in the eyes.
"Yes." Was all he said before turning around not even looking up while walking out of the office?
He must have not noticed me there because he bumped into me on his way out causing me to fall on my butt. "Jerk!" I yelled as the door closed. He didn't even have the freaken decency to turn around. Oh yeah Mary people here are so friendly. Psh, I hope to meet more friendly people like him. Not!
A/N: She met Paul YAY. Please Review
