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I love to delve in Morgan and Reid's heads...so dark and mysterious/

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He's been driving for minutes, hours, days?

Morgan bites his lower lip, willing himself not to scream, not to spin out as he presses his foot on the gas.

He's destroying the best thing he's ever had.

Morgan's breath hitches as he thinks of the first kiss.

The soft curve of Reid's lips, the light press of skin on skin as Morgan moans...he takes it deeper than he ever thought possible. Reid pressed back with equal force, nipping at the tip of Morgan's tongue as Morgan's hand snakes up his neck and tangles in his hair.

Morgan's breathless as he remembers.

He remembers the look of soft light in Reid's eyes as he lay his head against Morgan's chest- panting in the dusky glow of Virginia's twilit sky.

Their first time.

Worry bubbled in Morgan's gut, but he tamped it down as he ran his fingers over the exposed skin of Reid's hip jutting from the ruffled sheets. Reid's butterfly kiss lands crookedly against Morgan's mouth, and he has to smile because...Reid didn't mind cuddling after... you know.

And it didn't feel smutty at first- but the phantom fingers of Carol grasped him tight, making him feel

"IT."

The shame and disgust boiling to the surface of his skin. He couldn't scrub it clean.

He didn't want to defile Reid. The not so innocent, addicted to coffee, perfect in his imperfection, beautiful Dr. Spencer Reid.

And Morgan doesn't know how to explain this to Reid.

Doesn't want to drag the memory of Carl into this,

Doesn't want to taint the feelings he has for Reid with the monstrosity of Carl and his actions...what he made him do...

Morgan had to let go of Reid, it was only fair.

Even if it didn't feel right.

Even if Reid loved Morgan...and Morgan...felt the same?

Morgan does love Reid.

His car glides to a stop.

His blood goes ice cold.

Reid's curled against Garcia, body racked in heart wrenching sobs as she comforts him.

She looks up to catch Morgan's eye ans she shoots him a look.

Stay where you are,or I'll castrate you.- It seemed to say.

So, he did.

A/n: so...what do you think? Continue...

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