A/N: um Hi I'm Criminalmindschic and I adopted this story so sorry if you have already read this chapter just thought I would use the chapters that were already written. Just so readers who haven't read it before can give their opinions to... So my apologies...

JPOV

Forks. The rainy little town hadn't changed at all since we had left. As soon as I made it inside the town limits, I felt at home. Something about this area just made me feel welcome, something that I hadn't felt since my human years. As much as I wanted to stay here and just soak in the feeling of absolute freedom, I couldn't. Last I heard, our little Bella had gone to U-Dub. I was on my way to Seattle prepared to grovel until she either accepted my apology or sent me away.

As I drove, I couldn't help but have doubts about my plan. What if she hated me? What if she blamed me? Would she even hear me out? The negative thoughts continued to swirl around in my head, plaguing me with self-loathing and hatred. I was a millisecond away from turning my car around and driving in the opposite direction when my cellphone rang. I glanced down and saw Peter's name flashing on the screen.

I sighed and answered the call, "What do you want, Peter?"

"Well, hello to you too Sunshine," Peter drawled, "I just called to give your pansy ass some words of advice."

"Oh? Because you're so much wiser than I am."

"Listen here, smart ass, you know that I just know shit. Just shut the hell up and listen! "

"Fine," I growled, "Let's hear your words of wisdom."

"All I know is that you have to go to Seattle. Something is going to change once you get there. Something good is going to happen."

"That's it?" I asked, exasperated, "That's all you can tell me?"

"Hey now!" he protested, "You know as well as I do that this is how it works. I don't know specifics. I just know that you gotta go!"

"Alright," I slumped in my seat, "I'll go to Seattle. Thanks for the call Peter. I'll see ya soon."

"Bye, Major."

I hung up the phone and rolled my eyes. Major, my ass. More like Monster.

I closed my eyes briefly and tried to erase the dark images from my past. Peter calling me Major brought it all back. Memories of all that I had done flooded into my consciousness; all the blood, the killing, and emptiness was too much. I had never come to terms with the horrible creature that I was, what Maria made me.

The torturous burning had finally come to an end after what seemed like an eternity. I slowly opened my eyes, noticing that everything was sharper, more defined. I heard movement behind me and spun around, crouching low and growling at the beautiful Hispanic woman in the corner.

She smirked, "Good. You're up."

She slowly made her way to me, careful not to make any sudden movements. She slowly reached up and ran one finger down the front of my neck, making me gulp as I felt a dry feeling flare up.

"I have a present for you," She purred, snapping her fingers twice.

Suddenly, a mouth-watering aroma filled the small space and all I could hear was the consistent thumping of something wet. I snapped my head up, growling in longing for whatever it was that I craved. I saw a girl shaking in the corner but I could no longer find it in me to care. My mind was clouded with a consuming bloodlust. I blurred past the Hispanic woman and sunk my teeth into the girl's neck. I drank greedily from her until she went limp in my arms. I tossed her onto the floor and looked towards the mysterious woman who had been there since I woke.

She smiled, "I knew it was smart of me to turn you. I can tell that you will go far. Yes, you will go far."

The memories constantly swirled in my mind, taunting me. Usually I could suppress the images that invaded my mind but, with Edward ripping me a new one and Peter's favorite nickname for me, it was harder to keep them at bay.

I shook my head a bit, trying to clear my mind and focus on what lay ahead of me. Bella couldn't see me like this. I didn't want to unload my crazy cocktail of emotions in her presence and show her just how miserable I was. I needed to stay in control.

For the rest of the drive into Seattle I thought about what I was going to say to Bella once I saw her. I was so lost in my thoughts that I hadn't even noticed that I was in front of U-Dub. I let out a heavy breath and ran my fingers through my hair before getting out of my car. I made my way across the student parking lot, making my way to the administration building.

I walked up to the front desk and saw a woman typing something into a computer. I cleared my throat and waited for her to look up. When her eyes met mine, her heart started thumping wildly.

I smirked to myself, This would be to easy. I gave the woman my most dazzling smile.

" 'Scuse me ma'am," I drawled, laying on the charm, "I'm here to visit a friend and I seem to have forgotten her room number. Would you be able to help me?"

The woman blushed under my intense gaze, "W-well, I'm technically not allowed to give out that i-i-information. I'm sorry."

" I understand," I sighed, lowering my head, hoping to gain some sympathy from her.

"Wait!" she cried, "What did you say her name was?"

I grinned, "Isabella Swan. Her name is Isabella Swan"

"Building C, Room 214."

"Thank you so much," I told her, "This really meant a lot to me."

I hurried out of the building and made my way to a large brick structure with the letter C on the side. I smiled to myself, knowing that I would see Bella in a matter of seconds.

I stood outside her door for a while, not really knowing how I would be received. Finally, I knocked on the door and waited for her to answer. I heard light footsteps heading my way and all that I had planned to say flew out the window. The door opened and there she was, just as I remembered her.

I gave her a small smile, "Hi."

"Jasper," she breathed, her eyes going wide.

A/N: um Hi I'm Criminalmindschic and I adopted this story so sorry if you have already read this chapter just thought I would use the chapters that were already written. Just so readers who haven't read it before can give their opinions to... So my apologies...