Thanks everyone for the reviews I really wasn't expecting anyone to like it so thanks! Oh and btw this is set on December 23rd!

Disclaimer: I still don't own Primeval! When will I ever get it?

THIS WHOLE STORY IS DEDICATED TO NICKYBECKER! Because they are epic and they write epic stories!

Hope you all enjoy don't forget to review!

Becker's P.O.V.

I woke up for the second time that night and saw another 'ghost' which this time was a woman instead of a man so I said,

"I guess you're the ghost of Christmas present?" I said sarcastically.

"Yes I and I'm here to show you how your behaviour today has affected Miss Jessica Parker." The 'ghost' said

"Well we may aswell get this over and done with but do you have a name because I kept having to refer to the other one as the ghost." I said.

"I don't have a proper name but you can call Nicky if you want to Becker." Nicky said.

"Ok then Nicky where are you going to take me?" I asked

"Well first off I'm going to take you to earlier on at the ARC Jess came up to you to have a conversation." Nicky said before we transported to the armoury in the ARC.

"Hey Becker." Jess said to the past me while wearing a beautiful white dress with a gold belt and gold eyeshadow with a goldy orangey headband which was meant to be a halo and all I could think was that Jess was the most beautiful angel ever. I just loved the unique smell of Jess she smelt like strawberries and chocolate which is a great combanation!

"Hey Jess you're very cheerful today." I said smiling at her

"Of course I am it's nearly Christmas!" Jess said full of enthusiasm

"And there's no point in being happy about it we're expected to use our money which we've worked for to buy people presents and Christmas cards I don't see the point myself."

"Well I've got to go Becker see you later." Jess said walking in the direction of the break room which we then appeared in.

"Stupid Becker for not liking Christmas! Stupid me for actually thinking he got me something!" Jess said before throwing an object which I recognised as a Christmas present on the sofa and I realised that Jess had bought me a present and I made her annoyed and angry so she thought I didn't want the present of her which I do because any present off Jess would be perfect no matter what it was.

"Becker she put a lot of effort in trying to find the right gift for you and you just made her feel like an idiot."

"I know but I never thought she would of bought me a present but Christmas for me isn't a cheery thing anymore I mean on one of them I had 3 of my best friends missing in the past and two of them dead so I lost my Christmas spirit I didn't realise it was effecting anyone else especially not Jess!"

"Well even if you didn't mean to you did hurt her yet again." Nicky said before we left the breakroom and appeared in Jess' flat

"This is when Jess got back to the flat." Nicky said and I saw Jess sitting on the sofa in her pyjamas eating some chocolate

"Hey Jess how come you didn't come to the pub with us everyone was wondering where you were." Connor said

"Oh sorry I forgot I'm just tired I think I'm going to go to bed." Jess said getting up.

"You sure Jess it's only half and we haven't even had our dinner yet." Abby said.

"Yeah I'm sure night guys." Jess said towards her bedroom

"Jess has something happened at work?" Abby asked

"No nothings happened at work why do you say that?" Jess said innocently

"Well earlier you were really happy and cheery at work but near the end of work you seemed upset and not a happy as you were before. And then you didn't come to the pub with us and you're going to bed at 7:30 before you've even had dinner." Abby answered

"Nothings happened I'm just tired night guys." Jess said before walking into her bedroom and closing the door behind her.

"I really hurt her that much?" I asked in complete shock?

"Yeah I know you didn't mean to but you really hurt her she didn't expect you to hate Christmas this much."" Nicky said before we were in my bedroom again.

"You need to buck up your ideas and confront your feelings for Jess before you lose her for good because the way your going you will lose her and some of your friends if you don't start facing up to what is right infront of you! I would love to stand here and talk all night but unfortunately my time is up with you and I'm afraid to say that the next visit will be the worst one good luck and merry Christmas Becker." Nicky said.

"Ok thanks Nicky night and Merry Christmas." I said before she disappeared

"This is going to be a long night." I said getting back into bed for the second time that night falling back into a sleep waiting for my 3rd and final visit and to see my future.