A/n- I'm back with my third freeverse. This goes along with my first one. Lily's secrets go even deeper than just cutting. She is roughly two years older than she was in the previous chapter.

Here we go again

You're trying to be the :s:a:v:i:o:r:

Saving me from |m|y|s|e|l|f|

(Does it make you feel good to be the hero?)

You're desperate to help

To put the /b/r/o/k/e/n/ pieces back together

(But the sticking charm isn't working, darling)

They still lay :s:h:a:t:t:e:r:e:d: on the floor

But don't you know it's mostly |y|o|u|r| fault

That I've been hiding behind a /m/a/s/k/

(Am I not good enough for you?)

Maybe that's why I pretended to be happy

So in the end

Only I suffered from the painsorrowhurt

I may be a Hufflepuff, but I act like a |S|l|y|t|h|e|r|i|n|

(I've always been good at deceiving)

But they aren't just :l:i:t:t:l:e: lies anymore

They are nearly /k/i/l/l/i/n/g/ me

Because I'll never be good enough for you

She's got everything I don't

(We're as different as fire and ice)

She's brightens :e:v:e:r:y:o:n:e:s: day

Shining as bright as a million |s|t|a|r|s|

While I'm just /t/h/e/r/e/

Unnoticed in the background, as usual

Unable to :b:r:i:g:h:t:e:n: my own day

(Will anyone ever notice my pleas for help?)

All I really need is love

I'm free-falling and I need to be /c/a/u/g/h/t/

We can only :d:e:f:y: gravity for so long, love

Is that why you're standing in front of me now?

In the /p/o/u/r/i/n/g/ rain, getting soak to the bone

Trying to |m|e|l|t| my cold exterior

Or are you angered by the dozens of :b:o:y:s:

I have hanging off my every word?

I know you know what they want from me

(I'm not as innocent as you think, honey)

Is that disapproval in your blueblueblue eyes

As I cling to him for :w:a:r:m:t:h:

When the rain drops coming /p/o/u/r/i/n/g/ down?

You could've been |h|i|m|

But you chose her

(Is it because she shines like glitter and gold?)

Have you realized how I :p:l:a:y: my games yet?

My smiles don't brighten my brownbrownbrown eyes

I don't talk about my feelings

The ugly :s:c:a:r:s: are always hidden from everyone

Though, /m/o/r/e/ scars show up every day

(Old habits really die hard)

But I guess you've |h|e|a|r|d| of my newest habit

I can see it your eyes :e:v:e:r:y:t:i:m:e:

(You're not good at hiding your emotions, sweetie)

The horrordisgustrevulsion that lies behind your looks

When you |m|e|e|t| my glances

You think I'm /t/a/i/n/t/e/d/

I might be daddy's little girl

But I'm not an innocent :p:r:i:n:c:e:s:s:

My love only last a night

(Most guys don't mind though, love)

I'm rather good at faking lovelustpassion

Just for the night

I'm no longer /u/n/n/o/t/i/c/e/d/ by people

(Words have their way of spreading like wildfire)

Being quietshytimid was two years ago

But I'm still :m:e:

-Lily-

Just trying to get my |m|i|n|d|

Of off not being good enough

That's why I throw myself at each temptation

Wanting to forgot I was still :a:l:o:n:e: in the end

A/n- I hope you enjoyed. Please review.