A/n- I'm back with my third freeverse. This goes along with my first one. Lily's secrets go even deeper than just cutting. She is roughly two years older than she was in the previous chapter.
Here we go again
You're trying to be the :s:a:v:i:o:r:
Saving me from |m|y|s|e|l|f|
(Does it make you feel good to be the hero?)
You're desperate to help
To put the /b/r/o/k/e/n/ pieces back together
(But the sticking charm isn't working, darling)
They still lay :s:h:a:t:t:e:r:e:d: on the floor
But don't you know it's mostly |y|o|u|r| fault
That I've been hiding behind a /m/a/s/k/
(Am I not good enough for you?)
Maybe that's why I pretended to be happy
So in the end
Only I suffered from the painsorrowhurt
I may be a Hufflepuff, but I act like a |S|l|y|t|h|e|r|i|n|
(I've always been good at deceiving)
But they aren't just :l:i:t:t:l:e: lies anymore
They are nearly /k/i/l/l/i/n/g/ me
Because I'll never be good enough for you
She's got everything I don't
(We're as different as fire and ice)
She's brightens :e:v:e:r:y:o:n:e:s: day
Shining as bright as a million |s|t|a|r|s|
While I'm just /t/h/e/r/e/
Unnoticed in the background, as usual
Unable to :b:r:i:g:h:t:e:n: my own day
(Will anyone ever notice my pleas for help?)
All I really need is love
I'm free-falling and I need to be /c/a/u/g/h/t/
We can only :d:e:f:y: gravity for so long, love
Is that why you're standing in front of me now?
In the /p/o/u/r/i/n/g/ rain, getting soak to the bone
Trying to |m|e|l|t| my cold exterior
Or are you angered by the dozens of :b:o:y:s:
I have hanging off my every word?
I know you know what they want from me
(I'm not as innocent as you think, honey)
Is that disapproval in your blueblueblue eyes
As I cling to him for :w:a:r:m:t:h:
When the rain drops coming /p/o/u/r/i/n/g/ down?
You could've been |h|i|m|
But you chose her
(Is it because she shines like glitter and gold?)
Have you realized how I :p:l:a:y: my games yet?
My smiles don't brighten my brownbrownbrown eyes
I don't talk about my feelings
The ugly :s:c:a:r:s: are always hidden from everyone
Though, /m/o/r/e/ scars show up every day
(Old habits really die hard)
But I guess you've |h|e|a|r|d| of my newest habit
I can see it your eyes :e:v:e:r:y:t:i:m:e:
(You're not good at hiding your emotions, sweetie)
The horrordisgustrevulsion that lies behind your looks
When you |m|e|e|t| my glances
You think I'm /t/a/i/n/t/e/d/
I might be daddy's little girl
But I'm not an innocent :p:r:i:n:c:e:s:s:
My love only last a night
(Most guys don't mind though, love)
I'm rather good at faking lovelustpassion
Just for the night
I'm no longer /u/n/n/o/t/i/c/e/d/ by people
(Words have their way of spreading like wildfire)
Being quietshytimid was two years ago
But I'm still :m:e:
-Lily-
Just trying to get my |m|i|n|d|
Of off not being good enough
That's why I throw myself at each temptation
Wanting to forgot I was still :a:l:o:n:e: in the end
A/n- I hope you enjoyed. Please review.
