Chapter one:
Kurt pov:
I cringed as we pulled up to the large brick building. A large black fence surrounds the property, with two guard's at the only entrance. I glanced at the white sticker on my Dad's windshield, the only thing that could get you in or out of this place.
"Kurt please understand, I am trying to help you. I swear I will visit everyday buddy. I promise, and you can call me whenever you like and when I was talking to the head nurse earlier today, she said that in a few weeks you may even be able to leave to property with an orderly if your good." My Dad didn't even look at me as he said this. I knew he wished that I didn't have to come here. I know he blames himself for everything that happened. But I am still mad at him for making me come here, I am not crazy and only crazy people come here.
"Kurt buddy please reply. I am sorry, please I am only doing what I need to in order to keep you safe." My Dad went to grab my hand but I pulled it away before he could. I got out of the car so I wouldn't have to see the tears fill his eyes. When Dad told me that I needed to come here, I swore to myself that I wouldn't talk to anyone. Why should I? I'm apparently crazy, so why not just think I am insane while I'm at it!
As my Dad began to lead me towards the doors of Brookdale, I clutched the only personal items I'm allowed to have closer to my chest. Brookdale only allows us to have a few personal items. Pictures, books, ect. I looked at the floor as we entered the building, and cringed as the strong scent of bleach hit me.
"You must be Kurt. I am one of the nurse's here. Please call me Nurse Beast." Glancing up I see a husky women, in nurses cloths talking to me. She smiles at me and nods for me to follow her.
As I follow behind her my Dad grabs me and pulls me into a bear hug. "Kurt I will see you tomorrow okay kiddo? Call me tonight I you want to, I swear I will talk to you as long as you want. I love you Kurt."
I nod and pull away as the tears begin to prickle in my eyes. I turn and face my head to floor again, following behind the Nurse's ugly white shoes.
I nearly laugh at the thought, my Dad would be so happy to hear the old Kurt come out. But I'm not that Kurt anymore. That Kurt is the gay kid that attends Mckinley High. That Kurt gets bullied all the time, and comes home with more bruises' covering his body. That Kurt is normal to his Father but a freak to the kids and teachers at school. That Kurt was nearly killed at school but the person who called the police was the janitor who had the graveyard shift. That Kurt was left for dead by kids and adults alike.
The Kurt that I am now is only one word, crazy, and the people who think that are not just the kids from school. It is the whole town, strangers who he has never met think he is. My own Father who always promises to protect me, thinks I am crazy. So why should I believe anything but that?
"You have ten minutes to shower, then you need to change into theses." Nurse Beast hands me the uniform white shirt and pants, as she points towards the curtainless showers.
I don't even flinch as I undress and hear her breath go deeper when she sees the bruises along my back. I am used to it by now, even the nurses from the hospital that had seen it on multiply occasions still did it. They often questioned me on how I was even able to sleep on any part of my body, because there was hardly any spot that wasn't purple or blue. At those times I just shrugged my shoulders not really wanting to tell them, that I was used to the pain.
As I stepped into the shower I heard the door to the room open and looked to see a women with short white blonde hair come in with another guy. The guy had blood splattered across his smirking face, he didn't even blink as he undressed and stepped into the stall beside mine.
I cringed as he looked at me and his smile got even wider. But I wasn't really looking at his smile but the blood that was running down it. I saw him begin to lift his hand and before I could even think about what I was doing, I screamed. The guy jumped back just as I darted for him. But he was to slow and slammed him to the ground. Flashes of the attack came into my mind, there smirks. As they laughed as they hit me. I couldn't help it when my fist collided with his face. Or when I was being pulled off of him and my arms and feet kicked and punched trying to hit anyone near me.
I felt a pinch in my arm and the world went black.
Other pov:
Kurt was lifted off the ground by a male orderly, and with the help of two others, they got his uniform on. They carried him to his white room and placed him on the bed. They picked up the leather wrist ties that tie his arms to the bed, worried that he will attack someone else. They stood around his bed and waited. Finally a women with brown hair and a nurses uniform entered the room.
"Nurse Shelby, are you sure you want to watch this kid. He attacked Anderson for no reason earlier."
The women sat down in the chair beside the door. "I saw Anderson's face, there is no way he attacked Anderson for no reason. I never even thought it was possible for Anderson to even lose a fight but with the way his face looks, its no surprise that he did. I am guessing Anderson did something that caused him to react, they were in the showers right? From what I read in the report he was attacked by the football team at his school. Maybe he got scared because there was another guy in there, the only other people in there at the time, was Shannon and Sue, and he didn't react to either of them."
"So your saying that he is scared of men? What should we do then put him with girls at every moment of the day?"
"No I am saying that maybe we should figure out what about Anderson made Hummel decide he was just like the football team. There is nothing about Anderson that screams 'Oh look at me I am a Football player'. So it had to be something else. We need to find out what so we can help."
Authors Note:
Thanks for reading! I am sorry for any mistakes that have been made! Please review!
-Robin
