A/N: Thanks to all the followers and reviews! Means a lot, because this is really personal! I hope to not disappoint the followers, so here you go!

Beca

Two weeks had passed now since that fuckin day when she brought this douchebag into the Bellas house. Two weeks now that we barely spoke or saw each other. I try to act normal. She in her carefree way of being wouldn't recognize a change in my behavior anyway. She's too occupied with her Mr. Right and fucking her mind out.

My sadness is replaced by an anger that makes me nauseous when I think of him and how he touches her and ensnares her.

And I feel so used and dumb that I let things go this far. That I allowed myself to increase into this friendship, almost relationship with Chloe. I should have known better! I never experienced anything else. But I also never learned…

Chloe

She's still avoiding me. Whenever we're in the same room, she leaves on instant. She's paler then usual and I think she barely eats because to me she's only skin and bones.

The other Bellas have noticed it too but no one, not even Amy who was with her when I eavesdropped her outburst, said anything. But there's a tension in the house that is poisoning the atmosphere and lasting heavy on each of the girls. But mostly on Beca and me.

I need to do something! This can't go on! For god's sake… she's my best friend…

So I intercept her this morning when she came out from the bathroom and shoved her into my room.

"We need to talk!"

Her eyes are glistening furiously but I see through this mask she tries to hold up. And I see the hurt girl behind it that is afraid and crying. I need to get to this girl, to save her, to save myself.

Beca

I knew it would come to this, but I'm not ready to face her yet. How should I explain myself? I don't wanna be in the way on her path to happiness. I don't want her to feel any responsibility towards me. What would it change anyway? She made her choices.

I feel trapped, her eyes are searching mine, and I know she's always successful when doing this. I was never able to hide anything before her.

Suddenly everything is spinning and tears shot to my eyes, inevitable.

And I'm falling.