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It was saturday night, Alex lay on the sofa watching the she gazed at the screen her mind began to wander and she began to think about what she would be doing if she was back in 1982. She knew exactly what they would be doing at this time - getting pissed down at the Luigi's till early in the morning.
She let out a small laugh as she remembered the time Ray had lit his hand on fire using alcohol and how Chris had unsuccessfully tried to do the same. She thought about the time her and Gene had gone and bugged Super Mac's office and the way the both made excuses to leave at the same time and the funny looks they had received.
Gene. Her rock, her constant, her Gene Hunt. It hurt like hell remembering him. The way he'd fell for that stupid irish tarty bitch Jeanette and how he'd found out to late about the lies that Jeanette had told. But the worst thing was the way that he had looked at her when he had realized that he'd shot her. She felt a tear slide down her face as she remembered the pain that had ripped through his face.
"Mum?" It was Molly.
"Yeah Molls, i thought you'd gone to bed!" Alex replied trying to keep her tears in.
"Mum what's the matter, since you've come home you've looked all sad, why is that? Molly asked looking Alex straight in her eyes.
"I...I think I'm in love with a man who I'm never going to see again and it's silly because he's probably not even real and..." Alex began
"It's ok mum,i understand, i read Sam Tyler's file again when i heard you say 'Gene' in the hospital and i guessed you'd gone back there too and it's not silly at all cus Gene was real and you know something mum...he loved you!" Molly said her eyes shining.
"He loved me?" Alex asked her eyes wide in shock. "How do you know that, you weren't there ,you couldn't , Molly how'd you know that!"
"Simple really, i got Evan to get me the file and i read it i said that Gene Hunt died from a self inflicted gun shot 2 years later from the accident of shooting D.I Alex Drake, and so it was real , you were there and you love him" Molly answered smiling.
"Wait , Evan got a C.I.D secure file ,what,how did get he something like that Molly!" Alex teased.
"Well you know DC Pippin who liked you well i asked for it and said it would help you get better and being PC Pippin he agreed and Evan got it from him." Molly said blushing.
"Molly Drake you cheeky liar " Alex said laughing.
"Sorry mum" Molly replied grinning.
"But hold up, Gene wouldn't shoot himself he just wouldn't he'd take it like a man as he'd say...are you sure Molls?" Alex asked.
"Yes it said that he died from a self inflicted gun shot wound and they found a letter saying in short he was joining his Bolly were ever that may be - It said that Bolly meant D.I Alex Drake" Molly answered.
"Stupid bastard, He killed himself...because what he felt guilty or something! Stupid stupid bastard!!!" Alex yelled tears dribbling out her eyes.
"Calm down mum! Look i got Ray and Chris and Shaz's address for you from their files...you could go and see them maybe..." Molly said nervously incase mentioning there names upset her mother.
"Oh Molls, I'm sorry, look at me crying and shouting like this, thank you for finding out what you did and you know what i am gonna see Ray, Chris and Shaz." Alex replied stroking Molly's hair.
"Mum please don't leave me...i know you love him but i don't want to be left" Molly whispered staring at her shoes.
"Molls, i would never leave you if i had a choice and at the moment i don't know which way to go!" Alex said staring at her daughters frightened eyes.
"Then promise me this mum, if your gonna leave...please can i say good-bye first?" Molly asked quietly.
"I promise Molls, you have my word" Alex replied solemn. And wit that she lifted Molly on to her feet and put her to bed.
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Next morning Alex got up early-ish, had a shower and began to look through her wardrobe for something to sighed in disgust at the rows of plain jeans and t-shirts in her wardrobe, she longed for her tight skinny jeans, her pink off the shoulder top and black beads and most of all her amazing white jacket that had stayed with her through out her time in the 80's. In the end she chose some tight-ish jeans a red top and a jacket.
"Molls...hurry up and get dressed please, i want to go and see Evan before i go off to find," Alex took a deep breath. "to find them."
"Yeah sure mum, I'm just putting my jeans on then I'll be down!" Molly called back down the stairs.
Alex sighed and began to hunt through her handbag till she found her car keys, by this time Molly had appeared fully clothed and eating some toast.
"Right lets fire up the Qua.." Alex said loudly then realizing what she was saying she blushed.
"Fire up the what mum?" Molly asked looking confused.
"Ermm nothing Molls..."Alex replied quickly walking out the door. "Come on, Evan's expecting us."
Alex drove quickly almost Gene like to Evan's place, tearing manic-ally round the corners till she reached the street where he lived and she slowed down and parked outside the house.
"Come on Molls get inside quick." Alex said ushering Molly through the front door as it began to pelt with rain.
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