A/N: Ready, set...READ!! Oh and by the way, I dedicate this song and chapter to Sinthya Van Dan for being the first person to review. You make my heart burst. 333
P.S.: There's a little surprise in here, and they are all hinted, so don't feel frustrated!!
Song: I Caught Myself, Paramore.
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He didn't want to question her about it, he just wanted to see how long it would last. He was scared shitless. Scared she didn't want him anymore. She said Emmett's name twice in her sleep, and he had to maintain his control. He didn't want to get angry as he held her.
But Bella on the other hand, thought he was telling the truth. He always tells the truth, she thought. She was just so relieved that Edward hadn't found out about her liking Emmett.
They sat there on her bed, still kissing. Not stopping for anything. But they did stop, because of what Bella said against his lips. "Touch me, Edward."
He pulled away from her, staring at her in bewilderment. "What?"
She went back to him, kissing him again and pulling him closer. "Touch me, Edward." She kissed him again. "You know you want to." And again. "Don't be afraid, baby. I just want you to touch me. Ne faites pas attention pour une fois: don't be careful for once." She kissed him and tangled her hands in his hair. He never knew she could speak french...but that was far from his mind now. Did she really want this? Did he really want this? His protective and safe side said no, but the rest of his body screamed HELL YES! She slid her hands under his shirt, taking it off and throwing it across the room. She was ready, but he wasn't sure if he was. She licked his bottom lip, begging for an entrance, and he let her in. Their tongues battled for declaration as he thought. Finally, he made up his mind.
"I want to save our time for tonight," he whispered against her lips. "So then it'll be a little more romantic and intimate."
She wasn't listening. She wrapped her legs around his waist, and roughly bucked her hips to his repetitiously. "Bella...please," he moaned. He couldn't find his voice. He couldn't find his own physical strength. "You have to listen...ah dear lord...just for a second Bella...dammit."
She shook her head no, moaning, and laid down so that he was on top of her, so he'd have no choice but to move with her.
Maybe...he was wrong.
Maybe...she did still want him.
"Bella please...I don't have the control to stop...oooh...please Bella. Just listen...fuck." He buried his head in the crook of her neck, still moving with her. He had no idea what this feeling was that gave him the urge to move with her, to not stop. He was on the edge, and so was Bella.
"Bébé d'Edouard… Edouard plus dur," she pleaded in a moan. And without his mind telling his body to grind harder, his body did it on its own.
He went harder, but his body told him it wasn't enough; that there were to many pieces of fabric between them. So he ripped off her pajama pants, and ripped of his jeans, and returned to the activity he was participating in.
The springs in the bed made it go up and down.
"Ahhhhhh…EDOUARD!! Ah...sh il, oooooh de merde…je suis… oh." Bella gripped the sheets, almost ripping them with her fingernails. To him, it was like Tongues when Bella spoke french.
"Un dieu d'Oh, Bella…" Finally, they reached their climax. Edward, with his seed all over the bed, was panting. Bella, with her juices spilled out of her, was panting also.
"Come on," Edward said. "We have to clean this up and get dressed, and then we go back to the house."
Bella sighed at the thought, and she almost did a little happy dance in her head. She was going to see big, sexy, rough man the she called her brother...but it was weird that she'd think about him after she and Edward had dry sex. Anyway, she was a little excited. She might even tell Emmett what she dreamed about. But...that would probably get her in trouble.
For now, she just had to keep her mouth shut until she could talk to Emmett without any other vampires around.
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They made out in the cab of the truck for a long while. "I'm glad I did that, Bella. I got some sexual frustration out of me."
"I'm glad too. I want us to do it again. Tonight."
He frowned. "No Bella. You don't understand; that feeling I felt took control of me, and my body took control of my mind... I can't."
"But...mais je t'aime."
He looked into her eyes, kind of disappointed in his self that he couldn't give her what she wanted. "I love you too, but I just can't."
She nodded. Maybe Emmett will do it... and then looked into his eyes. "You need to go hunt," she said, noticing his dark eyes.
He sighed. "I know. All of us do."
They got out and walked inside the Cullen house, obvious excitement raging through Bella. She saw Emmett staring intently into the screen, playing his PS3. "Hey guys," she greeted. Everyone looked at her and replied...except for Jasper. He was holding his breath, for he needed to hunt.
"Okay Jasper. Let's go, guys. Jasper needs to go and so do we. Bella, will you be alright here with Emmett?"
Oh my god... "But doesn't he need to hunt?" Bella asked. Please say no.
"No, no. He tends to go before us. We're okay with it though." Yes!
Bella couldn't believe it. She was about to be alone with Emmett. "Oh...okay. When will you be back?" So while you're gone, I could just kiss Emmett senselessly. So we can go somewhere private and just –
"Probably close to nightfall. Is that okay with you?"
Okay?! I was more than just pathetic okay. I'm excellent with it! That gave me a whole lot of time to be alone just with Emmett. To just lick that –
"It's cool. See you then."
"Okay. Bye Bella."
"Bye." Bella waved behind the whole lot of them, and then they were gone. She went to the couch and sat down, watching Emmett play his little video games like a pro. God, how she wanted to just run her fingers over his shoulders and massage those beautiful pecks.
"What do you wanna do?" he asked without turning from the game.
"Uh..." She wanted to see if the same thing would happen from her dream, but she was too chicken to say it. She did, though. "I wanna do..." she swallowed thickly, "...you...?"
She bowed her head in her hands, ready to find him with his mouth open when she looked back up, but surprised to hear him guffaw.
"That's the best thing I've heard all day!" he laughed. She pouted, and crossed her arms over her chest. That's it, she thought furiously.
She walked over to him a grabbed his face. "I don't like it when I'm not taken seriously," she whispered.
He finished with a chuckle and said. "Really? Well, you gotta learn to..." he trailed off, licking his lips and staring at hers, "warm..." He looked at the pulse beating rapidly in her neck. "Pulse..." he looked back up at her lips, but only to find her pulling her bottom lip in with her tongue.
"J'ai toujours la sorte de ai eu une chose pour toi," she whispered before she kissed him softly. Surprisingly, he kissed her back. But, he had to stop. He had to stop because he had to figure out what the hell she just said.
"What the hell did you just say, 'cause that was kinda hot. Rosalie has never spoken a different language to me before," he said against her lips.
She chuckled and whispered, "I said I've always kinda had a thing for you. Is Jasper coming anytime soon?"
He shook his head. "Nope."
"Good," was the last thing she said before they resumed their kissing.
This...wasn't a dream.
This...was reality.
This morning...it wasn't enough for her.
Right now...she wanted more. And she knew Emmett would be that more for her.
"Emmett," she began, "if we can ever pull this off for a long period of time, I want you to touch me without hesitating...please."
"Oh, it'll be more than just a touch, Bella. I'll be the touch."
She bit her lip and smiled. She was beyond happy that someone didn't have to be careful. "Que diriez-vous de toi touchez-moi maintenant? Touch me now." They resumed kissing, and as they kissed, Emmett brought his hand up and gently massaged one of her breasts. She gently moaned into his mouth saying, "Oh qui se sent bon...mmmm. Yes..." She was gently pulling at his hair, and he started to move his hand to other places.
That's what they did. They continued this until near nightfall.
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