Hey guys! Okay, I got bored I'll admit it, so I wrote the next chapter of The Not So Secret Diaries. I did it for 2 reasons,

1. I somewhat started it already and I might as well just have finished it

2. The chapters are short so I can easily just type them up and post them. But I have this thing. Every time I post a new story, I MUST update my other ones. So expect Terrible Twos and Reaping to have new chapters some time today or tomorrow. On another note, enjoy Paulina's diary!


Dear Diary,

I CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT THAT GOTH FREAK DID TO ME! Amity Park's carnival is in just two days! And even though she hit me yesterday my face looks like an enormous balloon! Waaaaah! It's not fair! The ghost boy is going to think I'm a freak and I'll never get a kiss from him! I didn't even do anything to Sam! She just hit me! That's not fair at all! At least Danny took my side, and so did that techno-geek Tucker, but two losers defending me over their friend doesn't make my face any less swollen! For the longest time I wouldn't talk to anyone, not even my mama! But Star came over today, and I couldn't really say no to my best friend. That's just because for the longest time I really couldn't say anything. No one understood what I was talking about, and talking to Star wasn't very easy either…

"Whoa!" Star said the moment she entered my room and saw my puffed up face, "What happened to you?" Instantly my eyes formed tears and I dove on my bed, burying my face in my Sayonara Pussycat pillow.

"It's not fair Star!" I cried, "Fenton's stupid girlfriend hit me for no reason!" Star gasped.

"Manson hit you?" She sat down beside me and patted my back sympathetically. She always did understand me, unlike everyone else.

"Why do people have to be so mean, Star!" I shouted, crying into my pillow again. Star sighed.

"Tell me exactly what happened…" She smiled at me. Sniffing, I turned to my best friend.

"Well, I just got done talking to Danny about the carnival and I was walking to go home. I was halfway down the street when I realized I was going the wrong way so I turned to head back." I sniffed again and buried my head in the pillow. My words were muffled a little bit, but Star could still understand me.

"I was almost home when I ran into Manson and we bumped into each other by accident! She started yelling at me and calling me names and me, being the nice person that I am, didn't say anything to her." I could feel tears swell in my eyes again as I turned away from Star.

"So she hit you?" I started to cry, but I nodded my head yes, "Oh Paulina!" She said hugging me as I cried into my pillow, "I'm so sorry!"

The only person who should be sorry is that goth-geek! I thought in my head, scheming what I was going to do the next time I met the freak, Maybe next time I'll actually push away my feelings and insult the girl!

"Wait, you were going the wrong way?" I wanted to slap her. That was the only thing she got out of my whole story?

"Yes!" I shouted, making Star flinch, "I was…thinking of something…"

The ghost boy…My mind drifted off to the white-haired ghost. With his enchanting emerald green eyes filled with love and determination. But defiantly love! A smile spread on my face, I could see him so well…

Hey Paulina! My dream ghost boy said, You're really pretty…

"Does anyone else know?" Star asked, pulling away from the hug and breaking me out of my thoughts. I scowled and shook my head no, "Just Danny and that techno-geek." With caution I quickly added, "I'd like it too stay at that if you don't mind Star."

"How do Fenton and Foley know?" She asked, blinking and clearly confused. I sniffed and grabbed a tissue from my tissue box with the ghost boy's DP symbol on it.

"I ran away from her after she punched me," I blew my nose, "and on the way home I passed Danny's house. Danny asked me what was wrong and I told him the story I just told you. I couldn't help it anymore! I just started to cry again and I ran home from there. Why are the good people the one's that get hurt?" Star smiled.

"I know, Manson will pay for this! I promise! You and I will get her at the carnival."

"I'M NOT GOING TO THE CARNIVAL!" I shouted jumping to my feet and scaring my friend, "Not like this! The ghost boy might be there! And I don't want him to think that I'm some sort of freak!" I fell to my knees and buried my head in my hands, "My life is so unfair! I never get what I want!"

EW, Paulina! What happened to you! The thought of the words the ghost boy could say to me just made me cry harder.

"Paulina, the carnival is the biggest event all year round! Everyone is going to be there, and if you can't go then you're considered the biggest loser in all of Amity!"

I know that stupid! I thought, Everyone does! That's why they all go there! God Star, why can't you just help me in my one time of need!

"I know!" I continued to cry, "But I don't want to take the chance that the ghost boy is going!"

"You're face doesn't look that bad!" Star defended, I couldn't help but glare at her, "I mean, all you have to do is ice it, and it should be fine by Saturday!"

Really? I never thought of that. Maybe I could fix it up and be just as pretty, if not prettier for the ghost boy! A smile spread on my face as I jumped up to my feet. Can't waste any time!

"Star, you're right! I should start right now!" I ran over to my friend and pushed her out into my hallway, "Tell everyone that I'm okay and well defiantly be going to the carnival on Saturday!"

"But-" Star started to say, but I interrupted her again.

"Thank you Star! You're the best! Bye, bye now!" Slamming the door, I turned to my closet and looked through my outfits. Eventually I found the perfect one for the carnival and hung it up to use later. My mirror was covered up with my bed sheet.

I didn't want to look at my face so I covered up my mirror! If I couldn't see the bruise, then I was still the pretty and popular Paulina I always was!

Slowly I took off the sheet and looked at my reflection blankly.

Star was right, the swelling had gone down. But it still wasn't good enough for Saturday. I opened my door and headed downstairs, careful to make sure mi papá o mama didn't see my face. I headed over to the freezer and got some ice. Then I put it into a bag and snuck back upstairs. I closed my door and iced my bruise like Star had told me too. Staring at my mirror, I smiled at my reflection.

"Don't worry ghost boy!" I said to myself, "I'll be pretty by Saturday!"

I'm going to keep that promise to ghost boy! Sam's going to pay for what she did to me, but I promise when (and if) I see you at the carnival I will look better than I ever did before! So good in fact, you're going to WANT to kiss me! I can't wait until this weekend! It's going to be PERFECT! I feel my cheeks getting rosy at the thought! And that's not because my cheek is frozen from the ice right now. No one understands me like you do! I think I can easily convince that loser Fenton to go. And if he goes, you're sure to be there! This is the best summer of my life! No one, not even Manson is going to ruin it for me. I love you ghost boy! And I hope to see you at the carnival!

A million and one kisses,

Paulina (Phantom) Oh I just love the sound of that name!


If you didn't like Paulina I probably didn't make her reputation any better in your eyes. 'dodges rocks thrown by Paulina fans (don't think there's too much to dodge)' Hehe, sorry about that...Anywho Star's diary is next! I'm going to work on my other stories sooo, see you then.