It has been a month since you received the note from Kylo Ren. Since then, you have received a note from him requesting a sandwich at least two times a week. However, your encounters were not as eventful as the first time. The moment you put the tray down he would request that you leave which was a relief to you.

However your relief was short lived. You had just walked into Kylo's room when he yelled at you.

" Girl, why are you always thinking such ridiculous things?!"

" I'm sorry. What do you mean?" you responded. You knew that Kylo could read minds but you always had heard that you could feel it when was entering your mind but you felt nothing.

" You are always singing or you thinking of some trivial thing. I don't understand how you even manage to make it to my room without getting lost."

Ouch, that was a low blow but it wasn't exactly false. You did get lost on your way here today. You did take a couple of wrong turns.

" I was right, you did get lost. I'm not surprised since all you were thinking about was all the possible things you could do if you had an extra finger. "

Oh my, this was so embarrassing. Not only did he hear you admit that he was right but he heard your list of 10 things you could do with an extra finger. I wonder what else he has heard? Shit, he is probably hearing this entire convo in my head.

" Well if you did grow another finger, I would think it would be another thumb. " he said.

Don't laugh. Don't laugh. But holy shit, he is actually commenting on my crazy thoughts. It sounds even more ridiculous coming from that mask.

" Maybe if you had an extra thumb you would be able to cook better."

And he is back to his insulting self. I bet he only commented on the finger thing to be able to insult me.

" You are correct"

Oh dang, I forgot that he could hear everything. What a dick.

At that moment, Kylo walked towards you . You started to take a few steps back that resulted in you backing into a wall. He pounded his fist into the wall right next to your head. You flinch.

" I am your Commander. I would refrain from calling me such names"

" Well it is not my fault you can hear my thoughts. Maybe you should get out of my head if you don't want to hear what I am thinking" You were feeling brave. He had no right to listen in on your personal thoughts.

" If only it were that easy, you insufferable girl. Typically, I can block out every ones thoughts but for some reason you are on full blast. It makes me want to snap your neck just to make it stop." Your eyes went wide. Your heart felt like it was going to jump out of your chest.

Oh boy, so it wasn't the food that was going to get me killed. It was just my crazy thoughts instead. I always thought I was going to live a nice long life and die peaceful in my sleep or by getting attacked by a rabid animal. Random I know. But this is definitely, not how I saw myself dying.

" Oh just stop thinking for one second. I can't even think for myself. I don't understand why this is happening to me?!"

" I'm sorry. I don't mean for you to hear everything. Perhaps, you could give me topics that you would like to hear me think about to make it more manageable but please don't kill me. We can figure this out"

" I'm not going to kill you, girl. But I don't know if I can figure this out, this has never happened to me before."

" As much as I love you calling me girl. I do have a name you know."

" I don't care. I have no reason to know your name."

" Addison. My name is Addison."

" You don't look like an Addison. "

Well it was worth a shot.

" Get out of my sight, girl."


You were not surprised that Kylo Ren could hear your thoughts so easily. It did take you by surprise at first but the more you pondered it the more it made sense. You figured you were overcompensating with your thoughts to keep the truth hidden. You figured that if and when Kylo looked into your mind and if he found nonsense, he would not see you as a threat and he would not look any deeper than the surface.

However, you did not realize that you were broadcasting your thoughts so loudly. Your nerves must have gotten the best of you . You could try and quiet your thoughts but if you did so, he would become suspicious.

In a way this was a good thing, you annoyed him and he thought you were a complete idiot. But you had to be more careful now to not let the truth slip out.

Plus, you did the one thing you were not supposed to do. You were given explicit instructions to stay away from Kylo Ren. They were not going to be happy with you but its wasn't your fault that he liked PB & J so much.


You were awoken by a knock on the door. It was your day off so you decided napping the day away would be the best use of your time.

It was a Storm Trooper with another note.

Girl,

Mac & Cheese

-KR

Well at least he dropped the kitchen part but why can't he ask an actual cook to make him the Mac & Cheese. It's early enough that they would still be working. And better question…. if I bother him so much, why does he keep asking me to bring him food? Ugh, I guess I should go make the man child some food. Well crap, he probably heard that.