Hn yep I wrote a second chapter, one person deemed it a good idea, another one said update o.o lol but yeah, I guess I wanted to do a second chapter, so I did, it's not as dark as the first one, it's got light humor...i am in a better mood today then i was when i wrote the first chapter lol
But YES, oh I don't watch TMNT much...i havn't really seen any episodes since it was on toasted t.v in the mornings, i do however know the TMNT movie word by word lol so I kind of know the characters, if they appear OOC please TELL me, it doesn't matter what story i write, I do not like writing OOC the way i see it though, they are younger and Mikey is upset, i kinda based this on some interactions i have seen with my brothers and myself, awww my brothers are useful for something, naaaaaaw haha
Disclaimer: I only just got to this thing! DOES IT LOOK LIKE I OWN THEM?...no i do not own them =.= stop trying to get me sued!
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Sleep was definitely his favorite pastime, it was relaxing, he didn't have to deal with training, being a ninja, or an annoying older brother who is mr perfect at EVERYTHING, he was just so INFURIATING, being the best at EVERYTHING, he wished he could just punch Leo in the face and then Raph could be the leader, he was the biggest and bravest after all, so what if Leo was older? Leaders don't have to be perfect or older, they can be clumsy and younger, HE HAD SEEN IT ON T.V!!
Anyway sleeping meant he didn't have to deal with older brothers, but that didn't stop younger brothers from running in his room jumping on him, screaming and crying, scaring the shit out of the red clad teen and flipping out of his hammock and ungracefully onto the floor "WHAT THE FFFFUUU-uuuuuh funk" he saved himself before swearing, Splinter would be on his ass all night if he heard one of the many colourful words he had picked up from the surface
He glared at the pitiful image of his baby brother, on his knees whimpering with tears streaming down his cheeks, shaking like turtle maracas, his glare somewhat softened, he couldn't help it, seeing his lil bro in such a state always brought out the protective big brother in him, he sighed running a hand over his bandanna covered head "What is it Mikey?" he asked grumpily
The younger teen sniffled unhappily "I-I had a bad dream" he whimpered, which was the understatement of the year, it was a horrible nightmare! Mikey looked desperately into his brothers eyes, finding relief that he didn't hold the same expression that he had in his nightmare, the tired amber orbs just stared back at him with unmasked concern and slight annoyance
Mikey let out a shuddering breath and almost broke down crying when Raph gathered him close in a big comforting hug, it was a rare gesture from the older, usually only reserved for when him and Donny have nightmares or fall and get hurt - He remembered once when Donny had sprained his wrist and ankle, Raph had hugged him very gently till Splinter found them and Donny up, after that Raph had carried him almost anywhere he wanted to go, played with him, helped him get stuff, and even snuck him some gizmo's to mess around with while he was bed ridden when Splinter said he should be asleep and resting his body, Leo had said it was because Raph felt guilty about his injuries, even though it wasn't his fault he took responsibility - He briefly wondered if Leo gets the same hugs that they did, but the way they fight and stuff he found it hard to believe
"You don't have a thick head Raphie" he sobbed
The red teen scoffed "Where'd dat come from?" he asked slightly amused "...And don't call me Raphie" he snapped lightly, Raph was a teenager now and Raphie was a baby name, Raphael Hamato was no baby
"M'sorry" Michelangelo wriggled in his brothers embrace and wrapped his arms around Raphael's neck "Y-you were bleedin bad...so bad..." he said quietly, the older tensed slightly, his lil bro had a bad dream about him? he could feel Mikey hesitating to talk, which was strange because the sea green terrapin always told him his dreams and nightmares
"Go on" he encouraged "Tell me"
Swallowing the lump in his throat, he shivered again "Bleedin, really bad an-an these two guys wanted to hurt you, one guy went up to you callin you a twerp, then..." he paused and sobbed again "Then you pulled out a gun and shot him in the head... the guy bled everywhere, an-and the other guy was cryin and he called you a freak an you shot him too!" he cried, "Th-then I was there, and you put the gun to your head and asked me if the bullet would go through your thick head and-and it DID- I'm sorry Raphie! I-I- You don't have a thick head! Your not dumb or fat and I don't care that you broke my batman toy when we were 8 or my silver surfer toy, or spiderman- I DON'T CARE, just don't ever try-" his voice cracked as he cut himself off and started bawling his eyes out, big fat tears dripping down his cheeks, clinging to Raphael like that if he let him go the older would just disappear into thin air
Raphael cuddled him closer still slightly startled by the dream, he knew that dreams could get bad...but he never thought that Mikey would dream him doing something like that, especially if something like that horrified him so much to the point of tears, he felt a painful tug on his heartstrings, he hated it when Mikey cried "Hey-hey calm down, it was just a dream" he soothed, rocking from side to side in hopes of comforting him "I wont ever do anythin like dat, I know I ain't bullet proof" Mikey looked up, big watery blue eyes looking into his amber ones "Would be cool if I was though" he added as an after thought
His brother giggled slightly, wiping some stray tears off his cheeks "Yeah, then all you would need is a cape and then you could be superman"
"I ain't gonna be no pretty boy in tights" he said indignantly making his brother laugh
"Why not? every hero needs a costume.....Even though Superman's is pretty bad" he added
Raph made a face, him prancing around in the city wearing THAT costume? not on your life "Nuh, I think I'll skip on the superhero gig, bein a ninja is fun enough and ya don't have ta be bullet proof ta do it" the younger nodded wearily in agreement, being a ninja was fun, but still being a superhero was pretty awesome, maybe he could be both? Mikey the ninja turtle by day and Mikey the- Uhhhhh Turtle Titan by night!..no that sounded stupid
The turtabuster?...nuh
Super Duper Turtasaur? Yeah!- On second thought, no
Blobboid?...where the heck did that come from?!
He sighed, may as well stick to the Turtle Titan, he would probably come up with a better name later anyway
Letting his eyes close he quietly asked "Do ya-" Mikey quickly cleared his throat "- Do ya th-think we will die young?"
Sighing deeply the older shifted uncomfortably, he honestly didn't know, sensei hadn't really said anything about going to the surface, fighting or helping people, none of them had really asked, although by the age of 6 Raphael had already made the decision to help people as soon as he got the chance...and when his ninja stealth was good enough so he could sneak past Splinter, that of course was the thought he had when he was 6, now his stealth wasn't perfect, but he could sneak out
But it had genuinely crossed his mind that living till the age of 20 was near impossible for him, he had always been the one to rush into things without thinking them over, crossing old rusted sewer pipes over some sort of deadly fall without actually checking to see if it would hold him, punching the lights out of some thug that was beating up a small girl without any kind of backup and in broad daylight as well - The thug had backup...bastard thought things through -
It was a scary thing to think about, but he knew somewhere in the back of his mind that he may be the first of his brothers to die, he was a pretty skilled ninja and all but even Splinter had said that some of his actions would kill him someday
His brothers on the other hand, he could see Mikey near his 30s playing some old video game and comparing them to the newer ones, or Don tinkering with some kind of holographic supersonic boom machine or something like that, even Leo still being Splinter Junior...heh heh 30 year old Splinter Junior
He closed his eyes and just breathed for a minute, he didn't want to die young, but he was just putting the facts together, he would eventually die, but he hoped that he was going to be the first one to perish, he didn't think he could survive if one of his bro's went before him, a sharp painful sting went through his chest, he didn't want to think about his brothers dieing, he quickly shook the depressing thoughts from his head, he couldn't die young, Mikey would cry, Donny would cry, Leo....might either celebrate or cry juuust a little, he would survive for his brothers, nope no dying till he was 3 cagillion years old, then his bro's could visit after he died, he wasn't letting his bro's die before him either, he would protect them
It was silent for a while...then a very loud snore broke through
Raph snickered and lifted himself up, picking up his brother with him, he was lucky Mikey was still kind of small - Raphael was not kidding when he said that he was the biggest, he was both taller and slightly buffer then all three of his brothers, Donny had said it was because he had his growth spurt before them, something about starting puberty...he didn't know, Donny always talked about stuff that was confusing, and what did he care about some medical explanation for his growth, as long as he was big and strong he didn't care -
The sea greens turtle's arms still around his neck and legs wrapped around his middle, he carried his brother back to his room, the dream completely forgotten
A couple of weeks later, Raphael took his first kill
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Yep, his first kill, kind of what i based the fic on in the first place, the dream however is not his first kill, it's just a dream, a kind of manifestation of his first kill and the way Raphael might of felt afterwards, kind of guilty and a bit hysterical about the act, killing somebody isn't an easy thing to cope with i think, thats how i see it anyway
Is it OOC? Does it suck? should I just delete this forever and ever? TELL ME R&R
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