HEY BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE!!! I hope everyone had a great holiday season. I'm back and here to answer the age old question, what the hell are boys thinking. Unfortunately I don't have the answer for all boys just Jacob.

JPOV

Would she like roses or chocolates? A stuffed bear or dog? A kiss or hug? Oh, damn she's already coming down the hallway. Oh well, I'll surprise her with a present tomorrow. Ok do the smile, one… two… three. Wait bella's not even looking , oh there's nessie. Why did she stop and literally start staring at something in the middle of the hallway. Huh, she's been acting weird lately. Maybe I should wave. Oh yes Bella's coming over here. Oh so hot, and smart, and sweet, the one and only girl for me.

"Hey bells what's up." I say while hugging her. Then I do it, because I'm stupid and messed up I know but I can't resist. I sniff the girl. Ah the sweet beautiful smell of strawberries and freesias. I look up only to see nessie looking intently at a yellow flyer. Hmm, I wonder what that's about?

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I figured out what the flyer was for. Stupid school musical showcase. This is a bunch of crap. The girl that just performed butchered I believe I can fly. I need to delete that from my ipod now. It will never be the same again. I wouldn't be able to bare this stupid showcase if not for Bella. Especially since half the school's here. But she keeps me grounded, among other things. Unfortunately Bella still hasn't seen me as more than a friend. I don't get it; I'm doing everything nessie told me to do. Like talk to her none stop, buy here frivolous items, and show her how cool I am by burping at lunch.

Oh yeah speaking of nessie that's why were here. According to the program she's next. I look up to check out Bella again when I hear nessie's name being called. I clap loudly, good thing to because I'm one of the only one's even bothering to clap. Stupid high school kids. Don't know anything about a truly good person. Nessie's great, just because she's not a slut she started being ostracized after eight grade, Poor girl. But I was there for her. I guess I haven't been there as often as I would like to because of Bella but I doubt nessie even notices.

Nessie walks timidly onto stage. She looks so scared, why is she doing this anyway? I guess I should've asked. But all she told me was that I needed to be here and it was important. Ehh what are friends for right. Nessie sits on a stool in the center of the stage, takes a deep breath and starts playing. Wow, girls come a long way since we learned those three cords on the guitar when we where seven. If I thought the guitar was amazing, I was blown away when she started to sing.

It wasn't the actual singing that stunned me. Not saying it wasn't good it was beautiful. She already won this showcase with one chord. It was the words that spoke to me. They seemed to hold some meaning, as I started to decipher them.

She can't see the way your eyes,
will light up when you smile (hey I've been told my eyes do that, coincidence?)
She'll never notice how you stop and stare
Whenever she walks by
(when did nessie see me doing that to Bella, I thought I was being subtle)

And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her (Wait does she want me? No she would never look at me that way, were friends. Right?)
But you are everything to me

I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
(hold up is she talking about me and bella?)

By now I'm positive Nessie's talking about me Bella, and her but I don't understand.
And you just see right through me
(Wow I feel guilty, I have been lately)
if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle
unbelievable (ok now she's tripping, she knows we've been forever friends)
Instead of just invisible

yah

Theres a fire inside of you
That can't help but shine through
(Well I am kind of hot, hehe)
She's never gonna see the light
No matter what you do (Wait but she's given me all that advice about Bella, she must think I have a chance)

And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me
if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable
Instead of just invisible

Like shadows in a faded light
Oh we're invisible

I just wanna look in your eyes
And make you realize.

I just wanna show you she don't even know you
Baby let me love you, let me want you (wait love)

You just see right through me
if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable
Instead of just invisible

(oh oh yeah)

She can't see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile

Only one word sums up my new discovery, of what I think is nessie proclaiming her love to me. I think of all my years of high school education and honor societies and use the strongest word my well developed brain can muster. Damn!

I know this was basically a filler chapter, but I felt it important to show Jake's POV from the showcase. Next chapter is when it starts to get interesting ;)