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Chapter 2: Careful
I quickly made my way out of mine and Kendall's room and out of the apartment. Kendall was so deep asleep that he wouldn't notice me leave. I needed to talk to Dak and find something to eat other than human food. It was driving me nuts. I had been back for a week now and I had not had any blood. I needed it and I knew there was one way to get it. Dak had to know how. He had to have been doing it. I knew he needed it as much as I did. He had to have a stash with him.
I walked down the hallway to 2B. I had texted Dak that I was on my way. I knocked on his apartment door. It opened seconds later to reveal a shirtless Dak.
"Not interrupting something am I?" I asked.
"Just trying to sleep," Dak said, "but it's useless so come in," he said stepping aside for me.
"Sorry for coming over so late, but Kendall can't know about this," I said as I walked into the apartment.
"I understand," Dak said, "I mean you don't want him getting his memories back until we're sure it's safe," he said. I nodded my head and walked over to the bar by the counter.
"I just don't want to risk being outed," I said.
"Let me guess as to why you are here," Dak said looking at me. "You're hungry," he said looking at me. I nodded my head. "Human food isn't doing it for you now is it?" he asked.
"Not at all," I said shaking my head.
"You are in luck," Dak said walking over to his refrigerator. He opened it and pulled out a bag of blood and my jaw dropped. "It's my last one," he said.
"It's yours, I couldn't take it," I said not taking my eyes off the bag.
"I insist," Dak said laughing.
"I couldn't it's yours," I said still not looking away.
"Logan your eyes are glued to that bag I insist you drink it," Dak said laughing. I finally looked up at him. He handed me the bag and I couldn't resist much longer. I took the bag and drank from it. Once I finished I looked up at Dak.
"Thanks," I said.
"Your welcome and before you get scared to death I have a guest over," Dak said.
"This late at night? What kind of guest?" I asked.
"Yes this late at night," Dak said laughing, "and not that kind of guest. You know there is only one person for me and I can't even get near him," he said.
"Sorry," I said looking away. Dak couldn't get near Carlos without setting off his memories.
"Dak," a female voice said from behind me. I turned and saw someone I did not expect to see. It was Lizzie all grown up.
"You must be Lizzie," I said looking at her. She really did look a lot like Katie it was unreal. She had James' eyes though.
"Yes and you must be Logan," Lizzie said smiling at me. I nodded my head. I looked her over. I was shocked to see her all grown up. The last time I remember seeing her she was just a few days old. "What?" she asked me.
"Sorry, it's just the last time I remember seeing you, you were just a pup," I said.
"I know that's what Dak's told me," she said smiling.
"You look so much like Katie, but so much like James too," I said looking her up and down.
"I know Grandma Jen tells me that every time she visits me," Lizzie said.
"You see Mrs. Knight?" I asked.
"When you still lived in Minnesota she came to visit once in while, but now that you're in L.A. she visits more," Lizzie said.
"So how have things been since you got you're memories back?" Dak asked me. I turned to him.
"I haven't gave anyone their memories back yet," I said.
"Good," Dak said.
"We should have a talk with Buddha Bob soon," I said.
"I know, Dak said, "He warned me about this," he said.
"So he's not gonna be happy about this is he?" I asked. Dak shook his head.
"But, how's Carlos?" Dak asked.
"He's great, he 'fan boys' every time your name is mentioned though," I said smiling. Carlos had a really big crush on Dak and I know that helped Dak with not being able to get near him. Dak smiled at that.
"I just wish I could hold him again," Dak said, "I mean I know we weren't together that long, but when you're in love you just know," he said.
"I know," I said nodding my head. It had been that way with Kendall. We had just fallen in love. Sure we tried to kill each other that first night, but we got to love eventually.
"I just hate being so close yet so far away," Dak said pouting.
"Hey once we get this figured out I will let you loose on him," I said.
"Don't tempt me," Dak said. I laughed. I looked down at my watch. I had been here for almost a half hour.
"I have to go," I said, "Kendall could wake up and I don't want him questioning me," I said Dak nodded his head.
"It was nice meeting you Logan," Lizzie said.
"It was nice seeing you again," I said. I left the apartment and headed back to 2J. I slipped in and back into my room without being noticed. Kendall was still asleep like I had left him. I climbed into bed next to him. Ever since we came out a week ago we just started to share a bed. It's not like we did anything, we just slept.
"Logie," Kendall said rolling over to face me.
"Sorry did I wake you?" I asked, "I just got back from the bathroom," I lied. Kendall was too groggy to catch my lie. He nodded his head and pulled me to him. I snuggled into him. I loved sleeping with Kendall. He was always so protective of me in his sleep. It was like he was subconsciously remembering his days as a wolf.
-Similarities-
A few days later Gustavo gave us all a break. The day did not go as I had planned it to. I had wanted to get into a math lecture by a great mathematician, but in the end I got mobbed by girls who hated boys. In the end I showed up at the apartment and made my way back to mine and Kendall's room. Kendall followed after me curious as to what had happened.
I changed and explained everything to him. He laughed causing me to laugh as well. It was hilarious when I thought about it. We both fell into a fit of laughter.
"I'm sorry," Kendall said after awhile.
"No, no, it's really funny," I said.
"Are you ok though?" Kendall asked.
"I've taken worse on the ice," I said waving my hand. I had also taken worse from other vampires. That was something Kendall didn't know and didn't need to know. It was way before we met anyways.
"Do you need me to kiss your boo boos?" Kendall asked moving closer to me. I laughed and nodded my head. Kendall leaned in and seemed to kiss everywhere he could get except for my lips.
"Ken," I whined trying to direct his head up to my lips.
"What I am kissing your boo boos," Kendall said as he kissed my neck. A soft whimper escaped my lips.
"Kiss me on my lips," I demanded. I grabbed his hair and pulled his head up so he was looking me in the eyes.
"Ooh bossy," Kendall said smiling. I growled and pulled him in for a kiss. Our lips smashed together. I moaned at the contact. I fell back onto the bed pulling Kendall with me. We laughed and locked eyes and our laughter stopped. Suddenly things weren't so funny anymore. We sat there staring at one another.
I don't know who made the first move but soon we were kissing. Hands were roaming and clothing was being removed, until I realized one important thing. As soon as Kendall and I had sex it would make me pregnant again.
"Ken wait," I said stopping him. We were both shirtless and my sweats were pushed down a bit. I didn't want him to find out this way. I wanted his memories back before we did anything. I wanted to make sure Hawk wasn't up to anything.
"Sorry," Kendall said sitting up.
"I'm just not ready," I said blushing.
"It's ok," Kendall said, "I get it," he said.
"Sorry," I said again. He didn't know the reason why we couldn't have sex and that hurt me. I hated lying to him. He had no idea I was even lying though. I pulled my pants up and looked at Kendall apologetically. "Can we just lay here together?" I asked.
"Of course Logie," Kendall said smiling at me. I moved so I was laying next to Kendall. He placed his arm around me and held me close. I closed my eyes and just relaxed. There was just something relaxing about Kendall.
-Similarities-
The next day I was sitting alone at the Palm Woods pool. Kendall, James, and Carlos were off goofing off and I was alone relaxing.
"Logan," Camille said walking up to me. I smiled at her. "Dak told me you got you're memories back," she said. I nodded my head knowing she was just like me. I remembered everything.
"Yeah, it was an accident," I said.
"Dak wanted me to tell you to meet him here tonight," Camille said lowly, "Buddha Bob's back," she said. I nodded my head. I really wanted to talk to Buddha Bob and figure things out. I was curious to find out what was up with the wolves and vampires. I hated that I had to hide who I was.
"What time?" I asked.
"After midnight," Camille said. I nodded my head again. I would have to sneak out again. I hoped I wouldn't get caught. "I have an audition to go to I'll see you later," she said smiling at me. I nodded my head and Camille stood up and walked away. I sat back in my chair after she left. I close my eyes and laid there content until a shadow fell over me. I cracked an eye open and saw Kendall standing over me.
"Hey," I said smiling at him.
"Hey, what you up to?" Kendall asked me as he moved and sat down on the edge of my chair.
"Nothing much," I said, "just relaxing," I said shrugging.
"Mind if I join you?" Kendall asked.
"Not at all," I said moving aside for him. Ever since we told the others we had come out to people at the Palm Woods and since we hadn't really made a CD yet people were ok with it. We were still in the Demo stage. We were almost ready to give our demos to Griffin actually. We were almost halfway there. We could all taste it and we wanted to make our first CD. We all wanted this now, even I did.
"So we have to send our demos to Griffin soon," Kendall said.
"I know," I said nodding my head. Kendall placed his arm around my waist and I scooted closer to him. "I kind of want this to work out," I said.
"Me too," Kendall said nodding his head.
"It's odd," I said.
"What?" Kendall asked me.
"Less then three months ago we were just two hockey players from Minnesota," I said. That was true, just two months ago that's what we were. Now everything was different and Kendall didn't even know the half of it.
"Yeah, now we're so close to becoming pop stars," Kendall said smiling as he leaned in and kissed my nose. I giggled and kissed him on the cheek in return.
After awhile Kendall and I decided to head up to the apartment. Katie and James were there sitting on the couch watching a movie. Kendall and I joined them. We were relaxing again when my cell phone buzzed. I pulled it out of my pocket and saw I had a text from Camille. I opened it.
911 COME TO THE LOBBY NOW!
I looked at the text once more before putting it in my pocket. I looked at the others. None of them noticed me. I yawned and stood up.
"I am gonna go get some fruit smackers I'll be back," I said.
"Kay don't take to long," Kendall said smiling at me.
"I be quick," I said. I hoped whatever it was wasn't serious. I left the apartment and went down to the lobby. I saw Camille standing against the wall. "what's the emergency," I asked. She pointed out to the pool area. I looked confused until I spotted what she was pointing at. Carlos and Dak were sitting at a table.
"We need a distraction so I can get Carlos out of there before Dak ruins everything," I said.
"I know a way," Camille said. She cleared her throat before she spoke next. "Oh my god it's Dak Zevon," she hollered. The girls around the pool turned to look and saw him and swarmed him and Carlos. I managed to push my way over to Carlos and pull him away from Dak.
"What happened?" Carlos asked me.
"Dak got recognized and some of those skanks probably wanted to try and get a part in his new movie," I said. Carlos nodded his head.
"I guess this is what I get for crushing on a celebrity," Carlos said. I nodded my head looking over at Dak who was signing papers and things for the girls around him. He looked up at me for a moment. I glared at him and he only smiled.
"Come on let's get some fruit smackers and head up to the apartment, I promised Kendall I would be quick but I saw you getting swarmed and I had to help," I said.
"I love fruit smackers," Carlos said racing over to the vending machine. I followed him and we both bought fruit smackers. We both made our way up to the apartment. I joined Kendall on the couch and Carlos sat down alone on the other end. I felt bad for taking him away from Dak, but I didn't want to risk Dak bringing his memories back just yet.
The rest of the afternoon just flew by with the five of us hanging out and laughing. Eventually day turned to night and it was time for bed. Everyone headed to their rooms and I followed Kendall to our room. We both changed and I remembered I had to meet up with Dak tonight in a few hours. I laid down with Kendall and he was asleep in no time.
I laid there thinking about everything that had happened in the almost three months since we had come to L.A. and since we became a band. I never would have thought that my dream was real, but Dak was proof that it was.
I glanced over at the clock and saw it was midnight. I looked over at Kendall who was snoring softly. I smiled and slowly got out of bed. I grabbed my cell phone and snuck out of the room. I made down to the living room when I ran into Mrs. Knight.
"What are you doing up so late?" she asked me.
"I need to go talk to Dak and Buddha Bob," I said. She looked at me and nodded her head.
"I'll be back soon," I said.
"Be quick," she said. I nodded my head and left the apartment. I made my way down to the lobby. Mr. Bitters wasn't out so that was good. I hoped he was sleeping. I walked out of the lobby and to the pool area. I saw Dak, Lizzie, and Buddha Bob sitting under a cabana. I walked over to them.
"About time," Dak said smiling at me.
"I had to wait until Kendall fell asleep and I didn't want to wake him," I said.
"It's ok he's just impatient," Lizzie said.
"What was that today?" I asked Dak as I sat down.
"He caught me, and I couldn't help myself," Dak said looking away from me.
"He just wants to hear Carlos call him Ducky again," Lizzie said teasingly.
"Ducky?" I asked. That name seemed familiar to me.
"Yeah it's what Carlos called me," Dak said blushing.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because it sounded close to Daky," Dak said, "can we move on," he asked. I laughed and nodded my head. I couldn't help but think that the name sounded really familiar to me. I shook it off and turned to Buddha Bob.
"What's gonna happen now that I know," I asked.
"If we're careful nothing," Buddha Bob said.
"And if we're not careful?" I asked.
"Hawk could find out and try and attack again," Buddha Bob said, "he fights with Gustavo but he doesn't know Gustavo helps vampires and wolves," he said. I nodded my head. I remembered Gustavo now.
"What about Dustin and Hailey?" I asked. I hadn't asked Dak about them at all since I had gotten my memories back. I had been wondering about them though.
"They are laying low since Hawk knows about them," Buddha Bob said, "they're alive," he said. I nodded my head.
"Ok so I have another question," I said.
"What?" Dak asked.
"Why can't I changed?" I asked. I had tried to, but I could not take on my wolf form.
"You need werewolf venom in you," Dak said, "when you and the guys got turned young your powers were taken away and for you to get your morphing abilities back you need werewolf venom in you,"
We spent the rest of our time together talking. I asked more questions about what had happened since I had been turned into a kid basically. I found out most of the wolves were reborn and the vampires were all around. I found out that most vampires and wolves had been wiped out. I knew that from school though. Some teachers talked about it while others didn't. I also remember hearing rumors that there were wolves in Minnesota. I now knew that was true. I looked at my cell phone and it was almost one.
"I have to go," I said jumping up. I ran from the pool and back up to 2J. I snuck in and back to my bedroom. Kendall was still sleeping. I set my cell phone on the bedside table and laid down. Kendall stirred but didn't wake up. He scooted closer to me and put his arm around me.
I sighed and thought about my talk with Dak and Buddha Bob. I knew I had to be careful. I didn't want the guys getting their memories back since they would be able to take on their wolf forms.
I thought about what Dak had said about his nickname from Carlos. That name sounded so familiar to me. I had no idea why though. I just couldn't shake it for some reason.
There you have it. I really like this and I just want to say that I have several plans for this. SLIGHT SPOILER ALERT. I will be dipping into the past before Kendall and Logan met and into Dak's past and everything. No one is safe. Everyone will be put under the microscope and things will be revealed and brothers will be tested. This is gonna be epic. I hope you all liked this chapter adn will review adn let me know what you think of this so far. Is it good or disappointing.
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