I See Her Again
Edwards POV
"Edward?" I was talking to Alice on the phone. "Are you still there?"
"Oh sorry, Yes I am," I answered. "And I know why you phoned me, Alice"
"Well she misses you, and wants to see you at 12:00pm. Ok?" Alice has been trying to find me a wife and she managed to get me to marry Tanya, after Bella left me I've been….well…depressed. I hope Jacob Black is treating her right, if she ever gets hurt and I find out, that dog will be dead!
"Edward?" Alice said, annoyed.
"Um…..No thanks, Alice,"
"That's what you say every time!" She complained.
Click
She hung up. I have to get away from my family I need a little time on my own.
Now that were living in Denali, I haven't been to Seattle for awhile. It will be along drive, but no one else I know will be there. I should probably go out hunting first so I don't kill someone. I started my car, and drove the direction to the. There are lots of bears up there, I'll just have a few, today though.
That was good, there are many good bears in Denali. As I was driving towards Seattle, I thought about her, Bella. The way she loved me, her smell, her beauty, her humour. I felt as if crying if I could. I love her, even though she loves that dog. I winced at the memory of the day I left. I remember it like it was just yesterday.
"I don't think you should become a Vampire, Bella." I had said.
"Edward you already agreed to, so you have to!" She screamed.
"Bella I am not going to, no one in my family will if I can help it!"
"Edward………..LEAVE!!" She shouted at me.
"Forever?" I asked, I had thought that she would say no.
"Yes…..I don't love you anymore, you bloodsucker! I love Jake,"
"Fine," I was trying not to show my emotions.
I left her, forever.
I tried to get that day out of my head, I felt like crying even more. I pulled over, and leaned my head against the steering wheel. I felt moisture in my eyes, tears were running down my cheeks. I was crying, after all these years I now decided Vampires could cry. Carlisle had told me a story once, about one Vampire that had seemed to be crying, but it was raining at the same time. I let myself cry, for an hour, and then started to drive again.
I turned towards the Seattle Mall, as soon as I got in the mall, my phone rang.
"Hello?" I answered it.
"Hey, Edward!" It was Tanya, my new wife…..
"What do you want Tanya?" I was annoyed every time I didn't come home on time, she phoned.
"Well…..Why are you sad?"
"I was thinking about someone, Now Tanya get to the point what do you want?"
"Were you think about, Oh lets see your wife?"
"No! I wasn't thinking about you, I was thinking about…..Bella," I felt moisture in my eyes.
"Oh……Well I called because……I wanted to know where you were," She sounded upset as soon as I said Bella.
"Oh, well I'm in Seattle, but please make sure no one comes,"
"Ok anything for you, Edward!"
"Bye Tanya,"
"Wait I miss you,"
I sighed. "I miss you, too"
Click
I hung up. I was standing near the Food Court, When I heard Alice's thoughts.
'Bella' she was thinking about Bella, and she was picturing her. Oh no, Alice was in the mall! Ugh! I just stood in the same place, listening to Alice's thoughts, when I heard my name being called, out loud. I looked around, there she was running towards me, Bella.
She ran right in to me, but of course I didn't move at all.
"Bella?" I asked.
"Edward, I've missed you so much, and-" She was starting to babble like Alice.
"I've missed you a lot too Bella," I enjoyed the moment of seeing her again." Life's been tough without seeing you everyday?"
"Edward can you come back to Forks?" That surprised me I thought she didn't want to see me around there again, maybe she dumped that mutt! I hide back a smile.
"I thought you loved Jacob," I spat out his name. "Oh and where is he?"
"At home, he didn't want to come with me, and anyways he's been moody lately."
How could he do that, Its dangerous here! "WHAT! How could he let you come here alone!"
She started to babble on again, so I wasn't really listening. She was staring at her hands, thinking about something.
"Edward, I……Love….You….More!" How could this be possible. Did she choose the wrong life? Bella leaned against my chest, I've missed that.
"Be reasonable Bella, you love the dog!" I practically yelled at her.
" I just thought I loved him more, but really I just wanted a change after our little fight. I finally figured out that I love you, Edward Cullen. That's why I think about you everyday." She looked up at me and smiled.
I chuckled. "Cheating on your husband?"
She giggled. "Soon I will be,"
I was smug. "So are you getting a divorce or staying Bella Black?" Bella Cullen sounds much better.
"I don't know, I need time to think, but please come back to Forks with me!" She begged. I would love to, Bella.
"Fine," I answered.
At that very moment, my phone rang again.
"Hello!" I answered surprisingly happy.
"Hi Edward, Why-Oh," It was Tanya again.
"Tanya, why are you calling now?"
She giggled. "Say you love me,"
"Tanya…Why?"
"Because, you only said it on our wedding day,"
"Ugh, Fine…..I love you…" I liked Tanya, but more like a friend. Bella was staring wide eyed at me, she looked sad.
"Tanya, I have to go, Bye."
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