Hmm. I'm still wondering what I can write… if it's weird, bear with me :D and I'm depressed because my exams are over. Yes that's weird, but if my exams are over, then there's no more break from CCA, and if that's the case, I have to go back for softball training and yes it makes me so depressed I just tend to sit around and mope all day :\ yeah well T_T I hope you guys find chapter 1 okay.
Ciel Phantomhive opened his cerulean eyes and registered the ceiling above him. His heavy dark velvet curtains were still drawn, so it was still much too dark to see all the way to the top. He lay in bed with the covers over himself, wondering if there was something he was supposed to be doing.
He had dreamt that he was someplace cold, waiting for something. He had been waiting and waiting and waiting for something that never came—and he still had no idea at all what he had been waiting for.
The urge to remain in that spot and wait; that was the only feeling he had. And so strong was that urge it overpowered his senses and riddled his mind senseless. It made him foolish enough stay motionless in someplace cold, waiting, and relying on instincts alone.
It had felt like years.
He stretched, his bangs falling over one eye, and in the moment of dizziness between lying down and sitting up after waking up in the morning, a hazy scene, the very essence of a memory, flashed through his drowsy mind.
'Bocchan, it's time to awaken.'
A flash of light so bright it penetrated the safety of his eyelids and pinpricks of brightness assaulted his darkened vision.
Grunting, he sat up and rubbed his mismatched eyes. A dull expression was plastered onto his face.
An unidentified man with black hair glided across the bedroom floor, pushing a cart. 'Bocchan, it's Jackson's Earl Grey, and your choice of chocolate muffins or blueberry scones.'
'Scones,' the boy said offhandedly.
'Yes, my Lord,' the man said, getting down on one knee and holding a hand to his heart.
When he looked up, the boy could see the crimson flash in his eyes.
Ciel froze. The boy in the memory was undeniably himself, but who was that man? He looked and acted like a butler, who was definitely common for the master of the Phantomhive Household, but Ciel had felt something different for that particular servant. It was almost as if their existences were bound to each other. He had felt a bond so strong he could not describe it in words.
Shaking it off, he swung his legs over the side of his bed.
And the door opened.
Sebastian was surprised to see Ciel up before he had woken him up.
Ciel continued to stare at Sebastian, not even giving a snide remark like he usually would.
'My, my, Bocchan, aren't we early today?'
No answer.
'Bocchan, are you feeling unwell today?'
'I'm fine.'
'Is that right? Well then, Bocchan. It's Jackson's Earl Grey today and your choice of chocolate muffins or blueberry scones.'
Sebastian saw Ciel's eyes widen significantly and the look of shock on his face intensified.
'…Bocchan?'
'You're…' Ciel's voice cracked. 'You're…' he shut his sapphire orbs and squeezed them tightly, shaking his head slowly.
'Bocchan, is there anything wrong?' the butler started towards his master, a slight frown on his face, his eyes mildly narrowed.
'Wait.'
Sebastian paused in his movement.
Ciel opened his eyes and Sebastian's hands started to tremble, clenching them.
'Bocchan… your—'
'Shut up, you're a servant aren't you? Why are you talking back to me?' Ciel's arrogance was familiar to the demon, and comforting, but it was not right. 'And I haven't seen you around before. Are you new?'
Sebastian remained silent, rage radiating from him like a dark aura. 'Bocchan…your eyes…'
'Who are you?'
The demon was rendered speechless.
(see, LovelyWickedDescet, I took your advice :D and others thanks for reviewing you know i love you XD)
A/N: Hmm. It's kind of weird, this chapter, really. I shall start on chapter 2 right away :D so wait for chapter 2 it'll come out today as well. Please review. I really need feedback. You guys who read and subscribe to this story, you know I know who you are because you know very well I get notifications every time you subscribe –tries to sound threatening- IM GONNA GET YOU IF YOU DON'T REVIEW! –bursts into laughter- guess in the end, being threatening just isn't me. I'm more of the egoistic kind :D I know im awesome and you can't help reviewing :D –pukes-
