I still do not own Big Time Rush, or Superchic[k], even if they are awesome…

No one talks to her, she feels so alone,

She's in too much pain to survive on her own,

The hurt she can't handle overflows to a knife,

She writes on her arm, wants to give up her life,

Each day she goes on is a day that she's brave,

Fighting the lie that giving up is the way,

Each moment of courage, her own life she saves.

Logan looked for another way to ease the pain, but this was the only thing that helped at all, so he stood in front of the mirror in his bathroom, holding a blade in his hand, staring at the blood that ran down his arm, his blood. This had been happening for weeks, he wanted to just end it, but at the same time, he didn't want to die. But it's the only way, the only way to be free of the pain, the only way out…

If things don't get better tomorrow, I'll do it, I'll do it…

I can't take it… I'll do it…


Wow, well I feel bad for doing this to Logan, and unfortunately, like so many things, it's gonna get worse before it gets better, but it will get better I promise.