Hey Guys! I know 2 chapters in one day O.o It's 2am and I am dead tired but I wanted to get this story going so I wrote a second chapter. Sorry if it's bad but I am really tired. I probably shouldn't stay up so late. :P ANyways, enjoy!
~Fairy Tail Until The End
Chapter #2 - That First Cut
Natsu's POV
I heard Lucy let out a soft cry and when I looked at her she was crying with her eyes locked shut not wanting to live in the cruel world. I carefully wiped the tears from her face not wanting to cause her anymore pain.
"Lucy, I know it hurts just please don't cry." I said not wanting her to be in pain. She opened her eyes and looked at me. My eyes filled with tears as I looked down at her. "Lucy… I'm sorry I let this happen…" She looked at me with more tears falling from her eyes.
"Natsu… Why me?" Was all she was able to say before she fell back into her restless sleep. The truth was I wanted to know why it had happened to her too. We didn't even know who did this too her. I had more of my own questions bouncing around inside of my head, 'Why was Gray able to find her so fast out in the middle of nowhere?' and 'Why did she try to take on a mission without me?' What confused me was that Gray had told me that she was sobbing my name. Did she blame me?
Lucy woke up about 5 hours later after a restless sleep. I had stayed with her every moment since I learned what happened.
"Natsu…" She said reaching her hand out towards me.
"Lucy do you feel better?" I asked worried about her.
"Yeah… Natsu… Just so you know… I don't blame you," When she told me that I looked at her wondering why she didn't blame me. If I hadn't have gone on that mission none of this would have happened.
"Lucy do you feel well enough to go home?" I asked and she nodded. I called Mira to ask her if I could take her home. Mira entered the room and looked at me and Lucy.
"What do you need Natsu?" She asked me while she used a wet rag to wipe off some of the blood off of Lucy's face.
"Can I take Lucy back to my house so she can get better there?" I asked and she nodded and went to get me some supplies for caring for her. When she got back she explained it all to me.
"Here are some bandages and cloths. I also have some pain meds here if she ever has severe pain." I nodded and she turned to Lucy to tell her something, "Oh and Lucy… Luckily you are not pregnant…" When she told Lucy this she sighed a quick sigh of relief but I saw a tear fall from the corner of her eye when Mira mentioned what happened.
When I got Lucy back to my house I laid her down on the bed. I went to get her a glass of water and when I got back she was sitting up in bed crying.
"Lucy you really shouldn't be sitting up." I told her as I fought the urge to hold her in my lap and comfort her.
"Natsu,,, Can you come here,,," She asked and I looked at her shocked before crawling onto the bed and sitting next to her. She then crawled into my lap and curled up against my chest.
"I wish you were my first." She whispered so quiet that even I could barely hear her.
"Lucy… I want you to know something." She looked at me now realizing that I had heard what she had just said,
"What…. What is it Natsu?" She stuttered through her tears.
"I love you." I said pulling her into a hug against my chest.
"I love you too, Natsu." She mumbled into my chest before drifting off to sleep.
Lucy's POV
"I love you too, Natsu." I mumbled before falling asleep in his arms.
~Dream~
"Stop! Leave me alone!" I screamed as a hooded man played with my breasts.
"You know you like it. You're such a whore. No wonder Natsu didn't want to be with you." The hooded man said before pushing a finger inside of me.
"No! Please!" I screamed but nobody could hear me.
"Shut up!" He said as he slapped me across the face. My cheek stung and tears formed in my eyes as he pushed his shaft inside of me.
"No~!" I screeched as he quickly thrust in and out of my womanhood.
"Oh be quiet you love it when I fuck you raw." He said going faster and harder.
"Lucy wake up!" I awoke to Natsu shaking me. I was covered in a cold sweat. I started crying as I clung to Natsu who was now laying next to me looking into my eyes,
"Natsu… It's even haunting me in my dreams." I sobbed my eyes swollen from all the crying that I had been doing these past few days.
"Lucy… It's ok, I'm here now." He told me bringing me closer to him.
"The truth is I wanted you to be my first… I loved you and that's why I wanted to surprise you with some more food money so I took on a job…" I confessed my true feelings and Natsu tightened his hug.
"I've always loved you Lucy… I didn't think you felt the same way. That's why I've always tried to protect you no matter what." He told me and I sobbed even harder against his chest.
Natsu was taking a shower and I was walking around the house looking for something to do when images of the hooded man appeared in my mind again. I looked at the table and saw a razor sitting there. I picked it up and went over to the kitchen sink. I turned on the water and put my arm under it. I made the first cut and tears filled my eyes. It hurt but the pain made me forget about what had happened. After about 3 minutes I had around 6 cuts on my arm. I quickly hid the razor and washed the blood off my arm. I then took the bandages that Mira had given us and wrapped my arm up in the cloth. The blood started soaking through but not enough to be noticeable. I quickly pulled my sleeves down as I heard Natsu get out of the shower. I couldn't let him know what I had just done,
Natsu's POV
My shower was hot just how I liked it. I washed my hair and body for the first time since I got back from my mission. I had stayed at the guild's infirmary with Lucy until last night when I brought her I got out I got dressed and then walked out into the living room,
"Lucy are you hungry? I can make some curry." I asked to Lucy who was sitting on the couch.
"Oh yes. I love your curry Natsu." She said and I smiled happy that I could do something that she liked. I went into the kitchen and started making the curry. When I finished I set the table and put the 2 bowls of curry on the table for Lucy and me. I was glad that happy was on a long trip with Carla and Wendy because Lucy needed some time to recover.
"Lucy! Lunch is ready!" I called for Lucy and she came into the dining room. We sat down at the table and ate the curry. Lucy had a look of depression on her face that was so common after the other night.
After we finished eating we went and sat on the couch together. We watched some lacrima vision and Lucy read some books. I put my arm around her and held her close to me. I would never let anyone hurt her again. If they did I was going to kill the bastard.
"Natsu… What would you do if I kissed you right now?" Lucy asked me. I was caught off guard by the question and looked at her with confusion.
"Why are you aski-" I started but was interrupted by Lucy kissing me and then walking into the bedroom.
"Natsu, I'm gonna take a nap can you come lay next to me." She asked and I knew why. Ever since what happened she's been scared to be alone. I didn't mind it though. It meant that I got to spend more time with her. I followed her into the bedroom and laid down next to her. She was soon asleep and I laid there thinking. I took a deep breath through my nose but noticed something smelled funny about Lucy. She had a stronger smell of blood on her than she did last night. 'I must be imagining things.' I thought to myself before I fell asleep too.
Again I want to make something clear. Cutting is bad. If you feel that depressed tell someone so that they can help you. I know it may seem like a hard thing to do but trust me it will help you get better. Anyways, I hope you liked Chapter #2. Sadly tomorrow is Monday so I have school and Idk when I'll be waking up since it is about 2am and I plan on staying up to watch YouTube :P I'll try to get the next chapter up asap. Thanks for all the support. I love reading your reviews so if you have something to say go ahead and say it. 3
~Fairy Tail Until The End
