Thinking about you

X

I've been thinkin' 'bout you

Do you think about me still?

Do ya, do ya?

Or do you not think so far ahead?

'Cause I been thinkin' 'about forever

X

Its been a few days since I've been reunited with my lost love.

Everyone has decided to keep her rebirth a secret from Charlotte for now.

Rebirth.

I feel like my life has been reborn since Lauren's come back to me.

She hasn't got her memories back yet.

Tamsin says that's how it is with Phoenix Fae.

I don't' care. I'd wait forever it that's what it takes.

X

Yes, of course

I remember, how could I forget?

How you feel?

You know, you were my first time

A new feel

X

She asks me how met. How we fell in love. Yes she can feel the love between us. She's met our daughter. They click instantly. Charlotte can't seem to contain her joy and I don 't blame her. Lauren is a natural with her. I sit back and watch them. When we're alone I find myself watching her every movement. She says she can see the pain in my eyes when I'm not…trying.

This time I tell her what I never could in her past life. At her grave. I spill my guts. I tell her I love her , that I never deserved her. That I let her down. That it was all my fault. I break down.

In true Lauren fashion she contemplates me. And when I think I may have overstepped she says she knows. The memories slowly sink back in a little at a time. She's felt the love but the hurt as well. She was afraid to say anything. She was afraid of losing the place we've built.

She holds my hand and we sit on the beach watching the sun fade away into horizon. I tell her about the first time we made love. How I fell in love with her that night.

No matter what happened afterwards. She had my heart from that moment.

It was my first time giving it away.

X

It won't ever get old, not in my soul

Not in my spirit, keep it alive

We'll go down this road

'Til it turns from color to black and white

X

Its been a few months since Lauren's rebirth. Her memories are back fully. We've talked about the past. It hurt. I just hope that over time all our new memories will replace the old hurts. She tells me about her formula to boost the fae gene in humans. I didn't realize she was even a half breed at that time. Neither did she till Taft. She'd been working on the formula in order to set herself free.

We talk about the aftermath of her "death". She knows how bad things got with me. Knows that I sunk so low I couldn't even raise our daughter at first. We make love. This time it feels like a new beginning. Its not rushed. We have thousands of years with one another.

And yes I've been thinking about that too. Before it felt like a prison sentence. A thousand years without her. Now it's the opposite. I can't wait for each new day to wake up to my love. The Fae think she's a sign from the Gods. A human reborn. They have no idea about her work…Only Evony and Trick and they aren't telling anyone.

So yes. We finally have time to talk, to work on us, to be about nothing but us.

For once it doesn't hurt to think about the future…

I been thinkin' 'about forever

THE END…..

thats a wrap guys! hope you liked it. Song is Thinking about You. by Frank Ocean.