So I'm just having fun with this now. :L

I am going to continue doing these, but I have no schedule. I will upload whenever I can. I'm off to New York on Saturday so there shouldn't be any for the next few weeks, but you never know with me. I'm kind of addicted to this and can see me doing yet another one this evening!

Who knows there might be another one tomorrow!?

Based loosely on Taylor Swift's 'Speak Now.'

*RE-WRITTEN*

Disclaimer: I do not own Glee.


Speak Now


Kurt was getting married today, and it wasn't to him.

They'd dated, years ago, and he may still love him, but they didn't know that. Well Kurt did, but Kurt loves him too.

He couldn't understand why Kurt was willing to marry Sebastian, when only two weeks together he and Kurt had gone out for dinner. Kurt had admitted to loving him more than he would ever love his soon-to-be husband. Their marriage didn't make sense.

Kurt had invited him to the wedding, and he would've gone for support regardless of his feelings. Yet, he'd somehow found himself uninvited by Kurt's lovely groom-to-be. Which was the reason he was currently hiding in an office watching the guests take their seats.

He knew he shouldn't be here. He isn't that guy. He isn't the guy who tells someone how he feels when they're in a relationship. He isn't that person to hurt people to make himself feel better. He isn't the type of guy to ruin a big event. Yet here he is, intruding on his best friends wedding day.

So, Blaine hadn't had an 'official' invite to the wedding, he and Kurt had been best friends for over fifteen years. There was no way he was going to miss this, even if Kurt was making the biggest mistake of his life, he had to be there for him. He had to.

The ceremony was due to start in just over half an hour. Kurt was standing around talking to the bridesmaids while Sebastian was nowhere to be found. So, considering he shouldn't be here he decided to sneak in and see what his best friends fiance was up too.

He was now stood by the door to the 'Second Groomsman suite' as it had been dubbed, standing on his tip toe's trying to see through the little window. He looked up on Sebastian's family looking ridiculous in their get up and fawning all over their 'perfect little boy.' His Mother's words almost make him gag, that man was anything but perfect.

Sebastian was wearing a a form-fitting black tux, accompanied by black dress shoes and a black tie. His Mother was wearing a god awful lilac frilly dress while his sister sports a pale yellow dress that poofs out at the bottom, making her look like an ugly, unappealing, upside down cupcake.

The Kurt he knew would never have allowed anyone to attend his wedding wearing that god-awful dress. Blaine shook his head wondering why he was allowing it now? This wedding was nothing like the one he knew Kurt wanted. They'd discussed his perfect wedding back when they were dating, and this? This one was a far stretch from a January wedding in a castle with only friends and immediate family.

He watched as Sebastian started yelling at one of his best men, telling him he's an ass and all the usual shit that comes out of the bastards mouth. Then, suddenly he's ushering his family out the other door so that he can have a minute with his 'step-brother.'

As soon as the two men are alone Sebastian wrapped his arms around his waist and pulled that blonde headed asshole him closer. Sebastian had been smart enough to fool Kurt, but standing their with his hand in that guys back pocket, on his wedding day, was more proof that Kurt was making a mistake.

Sebastian had changed when he'd met Kurt, no doubt about it, but it hadn't lasted long. Three years into their relationship, Sebastian started going back to the gay bars when Kurt worked away. Blaine knew, and he tried to tell Kurt but he refused to listen.

After the first few times Kurt caught Sebastian cheating he'd ended up turning a blind eye to it. Blaine had never understood why he'd chosen to stay with him regardless. He'd assumed it was because he loved him too much to leave, but if Kurt loved him more than he loved Sebastian, it didn't make sense.

There were other options that didn't make sense either. One of them was that he was afraid of being alone, but he wouldn't be alone. Kurt knows how he feels, and he has friends who love him. Kurt would never be alone, ever. So Blaine was stumped, the only thing he could assume was that he's missing whatever it is that is keeping Kurt tied to Sebastian like this.

Blaine was positive Sebastian was about to kiss his 'step-brother' when he heard the sound of high heels and Rachel squeals echoing down the hall, meaning it was his cue to make a run for it. He could hear light footsteps from the other direction and had no other option but to hide behind the curtain's draping the walls and praying that no one would see the human-shaped lump behind it.

Closing his eyes and breathing as slowly as he possibly could without holding his breath he found himself zoning out and wishing he wasn't here. Blaine found himself caught up in a day dream where he's put a stop to this. Where he put's a stop to the love of his life marrying a cheating bastard.

There has to be a way, and he knows it, but he can't do it. He can't stand up and object to the two getting married in front of everyone, he just, he couldn't do that. As the foot falls got louder he squeezed his eyes tight wondering how on earth he'd found himself in this situation.

"Kurt! How are you holding up?" Rachel asked as she ran up the corridor, her heels hitting the floor harsher with her pace telling him this. He already hate's this.

He can't see anything. There's a gap in the curtains just to his left but if he moves and they're too close he'd be discovered. Then Kurt would hate him for sure. So he doesn't know what Kurt's reaction is, only knows that it's bad when Rachel coo's telling him everything will be okay. Will it though? he finds himself thinking as he let's his head fall against the wall.

The fact that Kurt is crying on the other side of the curtain and the fact he can't do anything about it, it's heartbreaking. That's his Kurt out there, crying, and there is nothing he can do about it. At all. Ten minutes later and Kurt's still sobbing and no one's explained why. It was becoming too much, way too much.

He'd had enough, he decided Kurt could get mad, he just needed to help him. To see him. As he made the decision Burt's voice came booming down the corridor and making Kurt hic-cup at the unexpected noise. Blaine froze on the spot, while Kurt probably started trying to hold himself together. "You alright kiddo?" Burt asked as he more than likely stood in front of his son, his voice literally in front of him on the other side of the curtain.

He can only assume Kurt shook his head, only assume! I should be out there! "come here you" Burt said sighing. "You're weddings about to start and you don't want to be late do you?" Burt's words were layered with some form of emotion he couldn't understand.

Blaine tried to figure out what he meant, but before he could think too much about it Kurt had just said something that would change this day completely. "I want Blaine" Kurt murmured before the three of them disappear around the corner. He'd heard it, he knew he had. But Kurt had just disappeared off to get married. Why is he doing this!?

As soon as he was sure the coast is clear, he remerged before sneaking off to find a new curtain to hide behind, as Burt had said, the ceremony's about to start. Once he was hidden behind the soft velvet of a black curtain at the back of the hall, he allowed himself to think about Kurt's words. 'I want Blaine.' What could they mean? Does he want to be with me? Does he want me here for supprtt? What?

The preacher quiets the hall as Sebastian share's a few hugs from his best men. Kurt's bridesmaids are smiling forcefully but keeping their distance from him. Looks like I'm not the only one against this he thinks angrily, wondering once again why on earth it was happening. Why had no one said anything or put a stop to it?

Then he realised who Sebastian was hugging and his thoughts strayed from confused to venomous. How dare he have the man he's cheating on Kurt with stand at the alter during their wedding!? The nerve! Why would he do this? Who would do this? When the hall fell silent the organ starts playing a song that sounds like a death march. Much better suited for a funeral rather then a wedding. Then again, if Kurt marries Sebastian, death would probably be easier.

Blaine watches as Kurt, his beautiful, beautiful Kurt walks up the aisle with his Dad. He can tell that Kurt's been crying due to the puffiness of his cheeks and the redness of his eyes, even though he'd done a very good job at covering it up. He knows Kurt's smile is forced, he also knows apart from The New Directions and his Dad, he's the only one who will notice.

He looks so beautiful, so perfect it pains Blaine to see him walking up the isle towards Sebastian. He shouldn't be hiding behind a curtain at Kurt's wedding. He should be stood at the alter waiting for Kurt to take his hand, waiting to slip that ring on his finger with the promise of forever. Kurt may be smiling but his eyes are far off, they may be focused on Sebastian, but he knows he isn't seeing him.

In that moment he knows Kurt wishes it was him stood at that alter, he knows he does.

Sebastian doesn't deserve Kurt. At all. He changed once and he changed back. Sebastian's a cocky bastard, an egotistic ass. He cheated on Kurt more and more as the years went by, yet Kurt's too afraid to leave him. It doesn't make sense. Kurt deserve's someone so much better then Sebastian, hell he deserves someone better then him, but he couldn't let him do this.

Blaine knows, with all his heart that Kurt wishes it was him up there, so why couldn't he be? Why shouldn't it be? Standing behind the curtains he watched, silently debating as the ceremony started. He wants to do something, he wants to swoop in and save Kurt, but he doesn't know if he can.

Then he hears the preacher say, "speak now, or forever hold your peace." The room is silent, this is his only option. His last chance. If he doesn't do this now, he'll never be with Kurt. This is it.

Taking a deep breath he stepped out from behind the curtain, his footfalls on the floor gaining the attention of everyone. His hands were shaking as everyone watched him with horrified expressions. Everyone that is, apart from Kurt. He knows the New Directions and Kurt's family will be glad he's doing this too, but all he see's is Kurt.

"Umm, yes?" The preacher coughs, looking between Kurt and Sebastian as if he has no idea why this just happened. He can feel everyone looking at him, murmuring in confusion and distaste. He can hear Sebastian swearing at him telling him to leave but he's only looking at Kurt.

Kurt's eyes are wide and panic-stricken, but they're also relieved. Taking a deep breath and risking a small smile he finally finds the courage to speak up. "I'm not the kind of boy who should be rudely barging in on a black tie occasion" he says with a chuckle not caring how many people are judging him.

He walks up the aisle towards Kurt, needing to be closer to him. "But you're not the kind of boy who should marrying the wrong guy" he said jerking his head towards Sebastian. He took two more steps towards him before stopping with a smile. Sebastian and the crowd are currently too stunned to move, but Kurt is finally smiling. A real smile, and he knows he can't stop now.

"So don't say yes Kurt" he pleaded. "Don't say yes. We can run away now," he doesn't really know where he's going with this, but he doesn't care because there's a light in Kurt's eyes that he hasn't seen for years. "I'll meet you when you're out of the church" he said grinning, "at the backdoor."

Then he see's a flicker of fear in Kurt's eyes and he knows, he knows he's thinking back to that moment. That moment all those years ago that made them 'just friends' again, but he can't dwell on that now. He needs Kurt to understand.

Stepping into Kurt's personal space he grabs both of his hands in his and presses them to his chest. Kurt's eyes are wide while his are begging, "don't wait or say a single vow, Kurt. You need to hear me out and they said 'speak now'" he said helplessly willing him to understand.

The room was silent. The only thing Blaine could hear was the heavy breathing of the man stood in front of him. This is it. Either Kurt accepts and they'll live happily ever after. Or Kurt will slap him, marry Sebastian and he'd have lost him forever. All or nothing.

Blaine's hands are still shaking so he can only guess that Kurt's are too. Kurt's eyes are still wide but he hasn't dropped his gaze and Blaine hopes that's a good sign. He knows Kurt, he knows he wants this, but just because he wants it, doesn't mean he'll let himself have it.

The silence has dragged on too long and panic sets in. Has he just made a fool of himself and ruined his best friends wedding? He had thought, for certain that Kurt wanted this too? Maybe he was wrong? He looked down, ready to question everything he thought he new when Kurt moved. He blinks a couple of times and glanced towards his Dad who's sat somewhere in the front row.

Blaine took a deep breath knowing this is it. This is when his life starts or ends, there's no in between. He looks back up to see Kurt looking at him again and his gaze is sad. I've just made the biggest mistake of my life he thought as he willed himself not to cry and make more of a fool of himself. He'll always be Kurt's friend, well he would've been, maybe not after he'd made such a judgmental error.

Blaine dropped his gaze to their interlocked hands resting on his chest, holding on as tight as he can before he's forced to let go. "Baby" Kurt says, his voice so happy, so hopeful that the tears fall instantly as Blaine looks to him.

Kurt's smiling, hell he's grinning as the tears fall one by one. "I didn't say my vows" he said squeezing his hands and stepping closer. "I'm so glad you were around when they said 'speak now'" he whispered, then Kurt's arms were wrapped around his neck. It took a second for everything to catch up with him, but as soon as it did his arms were wrapped solidly around Kurt's waist.

Moment's ago he'd thought he'd lost this forever, but he hadn't. Instead he's gained it forever and he knows it couldn't have been more perfect, even if he did have to ruin a wedding. There's uproar in the church, Sebastian's swearing and being restrained by Puck and Finn as they laugh at the fool Sebastian's making of himself, but he doesn't care.

Everyone else can deal with this, he isn't letting go. "Let's run away now" Kurt whispers into the side of his neck before kissing the skin of his neck briefly. Kurt pulled back, a smile full of hope and his eyes wide with excitement.

Is this really happening? "Really?" he asks not caring when his voice breaks or at how desperate he sounded. He was about to have a second chance with the only man he's ever loved.

Kurt smiled at him and there was the light in his eyes again. Right then, he swore he would do whatever it takes to make sure that light never goes out again. "I'll meet you when I'm out of my tux at the backdoor?" he asks pulling out of his grasp completely, Blaine wines at the loss of contact because he doesn't want to let go but Kurt just smiles and puts a hand on his cheek.

If he hadn't just ruined Kurt's wedding he would've kissed the boy senseless, but he didn't want to cause more of a commotion then he had already. He nods as he agree's "back door," his heart racing painfully in his chest and his grin so big it was painful.

Kurt pulled away with a huge smile "I'll meet you in five minutes by the back door." It's Kurt's words and the promise in his eyes that has him smiling and shoving his hands in his pockets as he watches Kurt exit through the side door with a skip in his step. I did that.

Watching Kurt skip away from his disastrous wedding with the promise to return to him, is one of the moment's he knows he'll cherish forever, because he did that. He put that skip back in his step, he put that light back in his eyes, and all by interrupting his wedding.

He's so glad he took that chance. He doesn't ever want to imagine what would've happened if he'd stayed in hiding like a coward, instead he can focus on getting forever with the man he loves. Turning around Blaine started to make his way to the back door, not wanting to keep his love waiting.

He guessed he should've been scared of the way people were looking at him or the things they were saying, but he wasn't. He really didn't give a shit. He'd saved Kurt from a life time of misery with an arrogant bastard and he Kurt back. Nothing else mattered.

He looked towards Kurt's family and saw Burt nodding his head, his thumbs up as he smiled. Blaine grinned back not caring how stupid he looked. Coming to the wedding, regardless of Sebastian's un-invite, will always be the best piece of advice Burt Hummel will ever give him.

The New Directions were clapping behind him as he walked out of the hall. Rachel was shouting something about how he was here new hero and Finn was Santana was telling Sebastian how much she hated him, her words could make a trucker blush. Smiling, he opened the two double doors and left.

Perfectly ready to run away and start on their piece of forever.


These are so much fun! I can see myself getting addicted to these.. especially because this is the second one I've written today! :L