I met her in the auditorium she was singing a old Etta James song with Will playing 'All I could do is cry." on the piano. She was killin it.

"Come on Panny bring it home." He said. Then the Mariah Carey notes came out. When she finished the was applause was much needed. She looked at me and blushed.

"I'm gonna leave you two alone you know." Will said. He grabbed his backpack. She gave him a hug and he left.

"What's going on with you. " I asked. Her smile went to a scared look of grief.

" Well, the reason why I freaked the other day, and this morning,cause over the summer me and Luke went out. He was nice to me on our first date he took me to this fancy restaurant and when he dropped me off he forced himself on me, and told all his friends that I slept with him and I've been on defensive mode ever since. That's why I stick with my sisters all the time. It scares the shit outta me every time I'm around them cause it feels like they might rape me again. I know you like me but I know I would never be able to make sexually contact with you you cause I'm dirty. " she rambled and rambled I just pulled her into hug. She started to cry in my chest. I kissed her forehead. I can't believe I let that happen to her. I wanted to beat the shit outta Luke for damaging what I loved and cared for. It's like when a little sibling breaks the object you love.

"Who knows other than me." I asked.

"Nobody but you don't tell anyone about this Nick." She said. I pat her back. She wiped her face and starts to laugh.

" I cause this is payback from the time you were in in my lap crying this summer." She said. I laughed softly.

" Baby, That bullshit you said isn't true about sexual contact with me. That was your first time sadly. So your just tampered with not dirty. "I said

" Sure Nicò." She said. The bell rang and interrupt the perfect moment. We got up and she gave he a big hug .

" Nico, you know your perfect and I feel lucky for any girl that gets to love you." She whispered in my ear.

" Well, you can be that girl. " I said. She pressed her lips on mine. It felt wonderful she pressed her curvy body on mine and I was kinda turned on. Then the she whispered in my ear.

"Nick, you're intoxicatingly fine and I'm in love with you." She kissed the spot behind my ear. When our eyes met she smiled and laughed.

" What." I asked.

" Nick, I'll be your girl keep Nick number 2 in your pants." She said in between fits of laughter. I looked down and a tent in my pants very active. A red dust brushed my cheeks. She kissed my cheeks.

" Go handle yourself and meet me in the parking lot after school. Okay babe" she said. She smiled and ran off. Stupid ain't the word to describe how I felt. I put my hand deep in my pockets and I taught of Luke hurting her and my anger returned.

When I snuck in my next class while my teacher was writing something on the board.

" Mr. DiAngelo be on time next time." I flat voice said from the . I hit my leg." No need to take your tartieness out on your leg. Sit down."

" yes Ms. Chase." I said. I got in my chair and tried to sit through her lecture but I just wrong over and over 'I'm gonna hurt that bastard like me hurt mine' I underline it until the pencil led broke. It just didn't mine. When the bell rang the first thing I was him and Dora at her locker he had his hand on her shoulder her knees buckled and it looked he was pushing her down, but she was trying her best to stand, but after a minute she pushed his hand and recovered. The halls were starting to clear out with kids going home

" Luke, what part of I'm done dont you get?" She said. He scoffed.

"Whatever,you know your nothing but a slut anyway so." He said. "So let me this straight your gonna diss me for that DiAngelo boy right."

"I never dissed you. I don't know what else to do. You slapped me around like a little housewife, you took my first time, I what the fuck do you want from me." She said with tear in her eyes.

"I know that wasn't your first time you little pathological lair." He said. His hand cup her cheek. Then I knew he would choke her and I just got tired of watching this shit just happen. My mother told me if you really love someone you won't let nothing happen to them.

" Man, leave my girl alone." I said sternly.

"Or what you gonna do drum me to death. Man take you little twelve year old ass somewhere this grown folks talkin." He said. Then I saw red, I elbowed him hard on the back of the neck. I was only about four inches shorter than him what his he talkin about man. He let go of Dora and rubbed his neck. He looked at me and swung for my head ,I ducked and swung for and hit his jaw. He spit a clod of blood. Then the rage from before him raping Dora set in and I got him three times in the stomach he fell to his knees and I kicked him in the head. I was hyperventilating. Dora was staring at me with tearing running down her face, and her hands covered over her mouth. She started to walk away. I caught her arm.

" Don't fucking touch me Niccolo ." She snapped. I looked at with concern." Do you think you beating him will make him leave me alone. You just made it worst just."

"Dora, I got tired mm of him putting his hands on you. I love you too much for you to indure that type of torture." I said. Then two taller girls came up to us they both look like Dora. Her big sisters

"Ciara, you got two second to tell us what the hell just went down before I start making assumption and tell dad." Kira sked.

" Yeah C.C. please this is us ." Pearl said.

" Nothing, happen some words were said and they got physical that's it." Dora said. I wrapped my arms around her shoulders. She looked at me and smiled, I smiled back. Kira pulled out her phone and started to dial a number. She put it to her ear.

" Hey, wassup someone wants to talk to you." She said. She thrusted the phone towards her. She took it and but it to her ear.

" Hello." She spoke into the phone. I swear all the color from her face was drained. The phone was really loud I could here it.

" Dora, what did you do?" A musculine voice said.

" Charlie, how you doing?" She said nervously. Pearl gave Kira a disapproving glare, and hit her arm. She mouthed

"You called Charlie are you loco."

" Good, now what did you do. I got class little girl now hurry up before I drive down there." He said.

" Nothing, this boy hurt me that's it." She said as if it was no big deal.

" Who?" He asked sharply.

" Chris's little brother Luke. " She said barely above a whisper.

" What, let me talk to Kira." He said. She gave the phone screaming came pouring through.

" Nick take her home." Pearl said . I followed her direction we got in my car and I took her him but when we got there she didn't budge.

" Nick, I want to stay mm with you please. I want to be with you and only you. "She said.

"They told me to take you home." I said. She leaned over and kissed me. Her hands started to go to my pants. I detached and moved her hands.

" What's wrong with you Dora. "I screamed. Tears were streaming down her face.

" I don't know most girl like me can't stand to be around boys but, I attract and entertain them. What is wrong with me Nick. Most girls are devastated but I still want to get laid. I'm a natural born whore. Oh my God I'm a nature born whore." She said. She blinked back tears but didn't help. She looked me dead in in the eyes " He made me like that help me please." It sounded like she officially just broke and her defensive side just crumpled, everything I loved about her everything about her just collapsed in itself. Then a black Ford truck pulled into the driveway behind me. She was crying in her hands. I pulled her in a tight embrace. A dark-skinned man about in his early twenties in a semi-loose black tshirt and baggy jeans. He could pass as a thug but I know Dora don't hang with thug or gangsters. He opened the door.

" Dora, come on Silena is waiting for you to cry on her shoulder. "He said softly. He tried to pry her off of me.

" Charlie quite it." He still tried" Charlie I said quite." He still pulled.I could tell she gave up and got in his arms bridal style. He took her in the house I wanted to make sure she is okay so I went in too. He set her on the couch and sat beside her.

" Baby girl, what wrong with you?" He asked concerned. She went upstairs to her room. He was looking at me at me.

" I'm her boyfriend and a good friend to her make sure she's okay please." I asked.

Dora POV

I was in my closet with my knees to my chest crying . For some reason small places make me comfortable. Everytime I try to forget Luke someone or something forces me to remember. I just need to be alone to would be better that way. Someone knocked on the door.

" Who is it."

"Silena C.C please let me in please." She said she's like my therapist but with less questions.

"Leave me alone please I need to be with with myself." I said. I heard her footsteps go down. I got out of the closet got my ipod and went to my dresser and got a small pink vibrator. I went up to the closet and closed it. I played a Playlist that I just named 'songs about sex'. I pulled my jeans to my ankles put a pair of earbuds in and put the vibrator to good use,just letting it tease me even at a point fucking myself with it. When the point of satisfaction came I put it up and and turned down the ipod and fixed my jeans. I still felt depressed put I felt better. I think Luke was right but he should at least been less forward with it. I stay using that toy. Someone knocked on the door. It was Pearl she was the one who understood me. She's kinda the Sodapop to my Ponyboy (A/N:Outsiders)

"Are you okay." She asked.

"Whats the difference between a manipulative man and a and a horny girl? They both use toys and they always want to havze sex with the opposite sex. Dam ain't that a bitch." I said flatly except for the end.

" Why are we taking about this. What you just jilled off or something?" She asked. I gave a her a raised eyebrow saying really did you just ask that you know I did. "Figures, girl what is eating at you please tell me at least just me. I won't tell."

"Me and Luke went out on eight dates this summer and he raped me eight time you picture that scene. And it my fault let him his stick his dick in me. I didn't say I wanted to a have sex with me ,so he took my quietness for weakness and he took it advance of me." I said. I started to laugh but pain was behind it.

" C.C. baby why didn't you tell at least me." She said. She started rubbing my back like mom did when we were upset.

" Cause , I know I would thought you would be like Kira,and think I was a whore but it doesn't matter that realization already set in." I said laid in her lap.

"Girl, you know ma raised us not to talk bad about ourselves. Why do you call yourself that its like you want to be that for the rest of your life."she said.

" Don't you get I'm not gonna be nothin'. He's your friend. And when he told his friends about the summer they all want a peice of me. I get harassed by jocks once Percy followed me in the bathroom and rubbed me, and Jason pulled up my shirt and bra and gropped me. Even boys I don't even know slapped and gropped my ass. Saying do I want something big in my slutty clunt. The only friends I have is Will, Leo, and Nico. Please don't make me go back please. It don't matter I don't wanna leave this room." My voice broe even more than usual now.

" I'm so sorry baby. I don't care I'm telling Charlie. You shouldn't have to go through that bullshit everyday. How do you do it everyday. I would slapped a couple of them by now. Your a strong girl."

"One more he hit me." I said softly. She got up and marched down stairs but I tried to tell her to by the time she got downstairs she started talking without stopping . Charlie and Silena looked at me in shock. Like 'Is this the little tomboy who whoop anybody ass if you got in her face.'

"I'm calling the police . " Silena said . She started to dial the number but I snatched it out her hand clutching the Samsung close to her chest.

" Don't dare call the police it's not even necessary I'll get over it. I knew I should never told you. You overaggregate everything dammit." I snapped.

"So let me get this straight you'd rather take Luke's torment and let him have his way with you, then not get get help and watch him suffer. I know what you think I'm gonna say and I'm gonna say it. Are you out of you damn you have officially lost you damn mind. " Kira snapped.

" Okay we get it. Let me intrepid this in Dora. Luke raped you which is a crime that is about twenty years in federal prison. Assult which is about fifteen to twenty years which is fourth year. And if people can get charged with sexual harassment with is about five to ten years I federal prison if I'm not mistaken. Take is almost fifty years come on C.C. they won't ever mess with you again. They won't have the time come on please let Silly call them." Charlie said. He knew there was a legal way to but everything and I loved the ways he put it. He was studying to be a lawyer anyway so he was getting practice. I shook my head saying yes then I thought about it. What if they don't believe me. And even worse Luke gonna kill me. That was his favorite threat always saying.

"Tell anybody and I'll kill you whore."

"I need to see the bruises." Charlie said. I slowly went in to the kitchen, got a dish towel, and washed the makeup off my face and off my midsection. When I went back to the living room. Uggly bruise covered alot of my body.

"I'm fine, I'm fine they healing."I said.

"And you didn't want the police to be called."