ok well here's chapter two, i would have put it up sooner but i ran into a little hard spot with Hardy


After the show I walked back to my dads dressing room

" clean?" i asked once again

"yep!" randy yelled from the other side of the door

i walked in smiling till i seen that it wasn't only Randy and Ric.

"great..." i said under my breath before speaking up " hello mother. what are you doing out so late, i tolded you i wouldn't be back to night and that i was staying with Mike." i said before siting as far away from my mother witch happend to be on Randy's lap

"Julie, dont be like this.." my mother said sighing

"what are you doing here?" i asked looking at Ric

"Ric called me" i heard her say

" thanks, and here i was thinking you where the farther i never had and will never have" i snaped at Ric before walking out of the room

i walked down the halls...i never was planing on staying with Mike again, but i still dont have a place to stay.

i sighed and looked at the names on the doors, maybe if i talked to Vince he would help me or maybe Hunter

after a little but i found Vince's office with his door was open

" Vince? are you there" i called in

"what?" he snaped before he seen who it was " oh i really should look before i talk..."

"yeah you should." i said siting down

" whats the matter?" he asked after a few mins

"Ric called my mother. for what i have no clue but he called her." i said looking at the ground

i heard some people calling my name in the hall before vince closed the door

" i can't help you if you dont tell me why you hate her. hell no one can help you if they dont know " Vince pointed out

"yeah" i sighed "she wants everythign to be done when and how she wants it, she doesn't care if your doing something else, and if she dont get what she fucken wants she will bitch" i said before looking up at him

he was looking right at me

"im sorry. did you ever think of moving out?"

"IM ONLY 15! VINCE FUCKEN 15. I CAN'T EVEN DRIVE LET ALONE MOVE OUT!!!!" i yelled

i was about to walk over to the door when Randy, Ric, and myu mother walked in. i sighed knowing this time i was going to have to talk to her there was no fucken way Vine was going to let me leave with out me happy or out of the house. i didn't want to hear anything what was going on so i blocked it all out, somethign i have got really good at

after a little bit i felt somethign or someone hit me.

"huh? what?" i said looking around...i found randy siting next to me meanign that he must have hit me

" told you she wasn't hearing anything we just said" my mother told everyone

"shut up mother, did you ever think that i dont want to hear what ever you have to fucken say about any fucken thing?" i snaped

" i didn't have to think that because i know it. the way you run off every night! or maybe it was the way you do nothing but right in that stupid notebooks!" she snaped back

i wanted to flip out but the looks i was geting from Vince was saying ' shut up and hear what we have to say' so i did as i felt i should shut up and be good

" can we do this with out fighting?" Vince asked looking between me and my mother

"sir yes sir" i said smilling

i looked over at my mother who nodded

"good" Vince, Randy, and Ric said at the same time

" ok guys that...was odd" i pointed out

everyone nodded

i looked at Randy then at Ric. why the fuck did Ric call my mother...he knows i would have been long gone past pissed when i found out yet he still called her...

" ok, daddy why did you call mother over here?" i asked

" first off whats with the 'daddy'? " Randy asked

" he was the first person after my grandfather that cares for me...even more then mother." i filled in for Randy

"ohhh...how?"

" god Randy this is really a good time to go into the past, right? NO!" i snaped. im always really snapy when my mother is in the room

" julie! stop snaping at everyone" my mother yelled at me

" fuck you bitch." i said before i remembered Vince and Ric there, once i rememberd that they where there i slaped my hand over my mouth.

i knew i was going to get it...maybe not now but sooner or latter i will the looks on daddys and Vinces faces told me so

" what did you say jul?" daddy asked liek he really didn't hear me but i knew he did

" daddy... you know what i said and i know if i say it again i'll get yelled at" i said pouting

" thats right, but now isn't the time to yell and fight, is it Ric?" Vince asked looking between daddy and me

"yes" we both said looking at the ground

" ok back to the main topic, julie get's out of school at the end of this week, right?" vince asked me or my mother

" yes" we said at the same time, i keeped my eyes on the ground hateing the summer jsut thinking about it pissed me off even more

" how about Ric, me, and some of the other superstars take julie for the summer? maybe all you two need is a cooling off time, and if it doesn't work we will talk about what to do for the school year, how does that sound?"

" i think it sounds like a plain" Ric and Randy said at once

it seemed like my mother was still thinking it over so i spoke up

" i think its teh best plan in this motherfucken earth...i mean i like it" im soooooo dead, Vince is going to yell at me soon i can tell

" i guess. but julie you can't run off anymore." my mother said...atlast

" fine, but you can't bitch if i spend most of the week out with friends or in side my room." i said trying to move Randys hand off my lower back with out anyone seeing it there

"fine" my mother said " you can stay with Mike tonight like planed, call me if you need me" she said geting up and walkign out the door

i sighed and cooled off waiting for the yellign from Ric nad Vince to come

"jul..." daddy said slowly " i know your waiting to be yelled at and i know we should but im not going to...hell i dont like you mother so i know why you act like you do"

"think god someone does" i said under my breath

" so who is this Mike your staying with?" Randy asked

i felt the color drane from my face..." im...well im not staying with Mike...i really dont know where im staying at, i mean i could stay at mikes but it would be the 3ed time this week and i really dont want to..." i said really scared about what they where going to say

" so that was the other thing bugging you when you first came in here?" Vince asked

i nodded and leand on randy who put his arms around me

" well jeff hardy has a bed left in his room, and i know he didn't go out so you can stay there to night, and in the summer you can pick a room to your self or a room with someone else" Vince said getign up

everyone fallowed.

" you may be underage but i still really like you" randy wisperd in my ear before he let me go so we could fallow

we all took Vince's limo to the hotell. once we where there vince took me up to jeff's room and opend it with a key-card that he got from the desk

"HARDY!" he yelled once the door was open

" what?!" he snaped walking out of the bathroom with hair dye in his hands

i spoke up before Vince could " im sleeping in here with you."

i walked in and hoped on the bed that didn't have his stuff around it. i looked over at Vince who nodded then walked out

"why are you sleeping here?" jeff asked walking back in to the bathroom

i followed him in " cuz you have a bed...and thsi is the last day till summer im not sleeping at my house."

" whys that?"

" im hanging with everyone this summer as a little 'cool down' "

i wached as jeff dyed his hair. damn maybe i should do that...it would piss my mother off.

" hey jeffy?"

"what its not easy to dye and talk at the smae time" he said looking over at me

i sighed it was now or never " could you dye my hair...like maybe the tips or steks?"

"um...yeah pick some colors and i'll finsh with mine then i'll do yours" he said going back ot his hair

SWEET!!! i looked in a black bag that was on the floor, it must have had like 60 colors

"damn. thsi is going to be hard..." i said to myself

i heard jeff laugh before the water started to run

" how about you pick, cuz there is no way in hell i can" i said looking over at at the wet jeff.

as soon as i seen him i felling in a fit of laughter.

"oh...my...god" i gasped trying not to laugh

jeff looked at himelf then at me before speaking " whats so funny?"

i opend my mouth to say something but i couldn't so i jsut pointed at him

" i dont see how im funny"

i held up a finger saying hold on. after a few minuts i stoped laughing enough to talk

" you look like a fucken wet rat!" i said pointing at his hair

jeff looked at himself then started laughing his self

"see funny." i said with a smug look

once we both where done laughing jeff grabed purple and pink out of the bag "well what are we waiting for?" he asked

after about a half an hour, my hair was done and i was ready to show it off...but jeff jsut wanted to sleep.

" come on, plwzzz. its one about 2 AM. plzzz jeffy" i begged

"no."

i started to pout and use the puppy eyes, knowing that everyone gives in when i use then

jeff sighed " fine, lets go"

i jumped up and grabed his hand and pulled him to daddys room. once we got there i opend the door and smiled, he was sleeping

"DAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I yelled.

jeff tryed not to laugh when he jumped out of the bed.

"huh?" Ric said in a sleepy voice

" look what jeff did with my hair. mother is going to flip, but i love it." i said all in one breath

daddy looked at me till i lost my mind, witch in turn made jeff laugh harder (he was no longer trying not to laugh)

"shut up jeffy!" i siad smaking him upside his head

" ow" he said rubing the

" jeff did what to your hair?" daddy asked just geting what i said.

god he's slow sometimes...maybe most of the time, but still

" he dyed it," i siad smilling but i could tell daddy wasn't to happy so i spoke up faster," but only after i used the puppy eyes and the pout."

" god jul, do you get everythign you want with that?" he asked

" only if its not mother..." i sadi trying ot keep the sadness out of my voice

" ok" he said not hearing the sadness

"yep! ok daddy we got to go, times a wasting and i need to show vince and hunty my hair." i siad giveing him a hug, " oh i have to go at 6 so i wont be here when you wake up"

he nodded and i draged jeff to vince's room

" he better be awake cuz i dont want to be here if you wake him up" jeff said as i knocked on the door

i heard someone comeign to the door

"julie, what happend to your hair?" vince asked once he opend the door

" jeff did it. you like?" i asked doing a little spin

" yeah it looks great." he said smiling

jeff leand over to me and wisperd in my ear " he can smile."

i laughed cuz he sounded so shocked

" whats so funny jul?" vine asked

" jeff is in shocked," i said," he didn't think you could smile"

" oh."

jeff blushed said somethign abotu going back to his room before leaving

" vince do you know huntys room number? i want to show him my hair"

" he's in here. we where...talking before you knocked"

"what where you guys talking about?" i asked knowign it must have been about me

" a mach for next week " he said a bit to fast for my likeing

i looked at him closely, i know he was leaving somethign out and lieing

" yeah...i bet" i said in a flat tone

vince nodded and led my in his room

" what took you so long?" hunty asked not seeign me yet

" oh i wouldn't let him go." i said steping into his view

" i'll leave you two alone for a little bit" Vince said before tuning around and leaving

i wached him go, waiting for hunter to talk

" i like what you did with your hair..." i tryed not to laugh at that. he said it like he didn't really like it

" yeah so do i. jeff did it for me"

i turned to look at him

"julie... im sorry for not calling you..."

" and..." i said leading on that it wasn't the only thing i was mad at him about

"um...and for thinking you where a crazy fan...even if you are crazy." he said smiling

" its ok, your forgiven. now i have to get to bed call me sometime this week." i said before walking out of the room and heading about the room my bunking with jeff in.

once i got there i seen jeff fast asleep on the floor, i laughed and went to my bed to get at lest a hour of sleep


what will happen when she's stuck with her mother for a week, and will happen at school? well i guess you could guess what will happen or you could just wait

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