Chapter 2: Dead
Its been a little more than 2 years since we first moved into Sebastians it was just a regular saturday morning. Aspen was hungover and well I was still high from last night since i didnt have the chance to sleep enough for it to ware off.
"Pass me my cigarettes , oh my god my fucking head is killing me man , it feels like someones banging a drum inside my head... fuck i hate hangovers" Aspen said
I couldn't help buy chuckle a bit she was not a morning person at all. I grab a smoke out of the pack before i tossed them over to her and lit it up. When Aspen lit hers I looked over at her and said "Where did you got last night, I was looking everywhere for ya"
She tensed up a little and a akward silence took over her, I gave her some time to gather her thoughts and when she finally spoke she said " Alice, i went over to Liam's to go get more coke and when i got there Liam was..." she started to sob but i couldn't comfort her i was to scared of her finishing that sentence. Liam and I we were something it wasn't love but somehow he just made me feel safe. Aspen finally said the word i knew all to well " Alice he was dead I think he overdosed, i called the cops and took off before they came but I was watching the whole thing"
He's dead , gone forever. My mind wanted to shut itself down but i wouldn't let it instead i picked up my needle and filled it with my drug a single tear fell down my face when i injected it.
The day passed quickly it was just me and aspen sitten around all day getting high and forgeting all about Liam, nice right? The day turned into night and thats when people started to show up there were dozens by the time the clock reached 11pm, perfect party hour. I haven't slept more than 15 minutes in the last 2 days I never slept much after my parents died I always got these weird dreams of completly weird stuff , sometimes stranger or aspen and even myself, but i was to wired up to even clothes my eyes.
I looked over at Aspen and she was snorting something I didn't even have to ask because she yelled at the top of her lungs "SPEED!!!!!!" I chuckled at her and started making my own poison. Aspen came to sit over beside me and started rambling on about Liam , i really didn't want to here it but i listened sometimes.
Untill she finally asked me "Alice, is this the rest of are lives?" I didn't know how to respond becasue truthfully I didn't no either. I told her "I really don't know, i guess it is we owe alot of money to sebastian still and i doubt he will let us just walk out of here"
"but alice were wasting away into nothing! I don't want to end up like Liam or my Father but im afraid, afraid of change and so are you! whats going to happen when this all ends or we end up in jail?!" she asked I started to get this vibe going through me it was like something bad was going to happen, I get these sometimes and they always seem to come true.
Again, i didnt know how to respond she was ruining my buzz but i couldn't help but think about her words. What if Aspen was right could this really be the rest of are lives?
It was around 4am and i was out of it! I couldn't move of the couch, I couldn't see Sebastian anywhere but i saw aspen dancing for this guy. I didn't think anything of it, i looked away trying to find someone to help me or give me a drug that will keep me from closing my eyes. Thats when out of the corner of my eye i saw aspen begining to fall, maybe she just tripped or to fucked up to stand anylonger. When she hit the ground i knew something was wrong everyone began to laugh around her. Untill they started to clue in, I wanted to run and help her up but I couldn't move. Sebastian came out then and started panicking " WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE !!!! WHATS WRONG WITH HER!?" He ducked down to check her pulse but i knew she was gone already.
Aspen was dead lying on the floor with her lifeless eyes open staring at me, I couldn't stop the tears that began to fall. I cryed for what seemed like hours, Then i started remembering all the things i tryed to forget. They came at me so fast i fell of the couch, I though i was going to die. Maybe i should die, theres nothing left for me here. The worlds not going to miss Alice Brandon, hell not even Sebastian would miss me or all of my fake friends.
My vision started to go fuzzy, I think someone was lifting me off the ground but i couldn't be sure, I heard whispers "she's freaking out" "someone should drop her at the hospital" "2 dead in 1 night , holy shit".
After that last one i stopped fighting the darkness and let it take over me.
JPOV
My name is Jasper Hale/Whitlock , I am a vampire. I was created for a war against other vampires clans in the south. I lived for more than a century and i still look around 19 or 20. I served my creator Maria for a few decades just killing everything in my path that is until i t finally took off. I met the cullens in 1950's and been with them ever since . There was Carlisle, Esme,Edward,Bella,Rosalie,Emmett and myself. I am the only one not paired with a mate but i didn't mind it sometimes it was hard dealing with everyones emotions. Until one day everything changed.
The phone was ringing downstairs, I heard Esme pick it up. It was Carlisle he sounded very upset and impatient. "Esme darling, I need Edward and Jasper at the hospital as soon as possible!" "why , whats wrong" she said anxiously "a girl just showed up here tonight and has just woken up but she seems so dead im very worried i need to not what she's feeling and thinking, im afraid we might lose her soon" "okay were on are way!" she said quickly and hung up. The rest of the family stood at the bottom of the stairs, Esme quickly made her way over and we were off to the hospial.
When we arrived the smell of blood hit me automatically but it wasn't tempting. We seen Carlisle make his way over to us as fast as he could with humans around. He kissed Esmes forhead and told us to follow him. When we got inside the room i seen the most beauitful girl i ever layed eyes. She had short black hair and was very tiny, She had the most amazing eye color i seen on any human they were like a bluish grayish. Thats when i realized those eyes looked dead, when i checked on her emotions it was blank but i knew she couldn't be dead i heard her heartbeat.
"Carlisle i can't feel her emotions" I said as calm as i could get
"Yes i can't seem to read her thoughts either" Edward said still holding onto Bella
Carlisle told us everything he knew about her, Her name was Alice and she was dropped off in the parking lot about 2 hours ago she had multiple drugs in her and alot of alcohol. That was it he couldn't find any information about her. Her heartbeat started to slow down and when Carlisle began to check her she sat up quickly and let out a scream. Then her emotions hit me like a ton of bricks. There was anger, sadness, and quilt. She looked around the room quickly then began to realize where she was. She started to get up but Carlisle held her down. The angel began repeating "WHERES ASPEN! I need to protect her! WHERES ASPEN!" She started sobbing and i felt sadness come over me, all i wanted to do was pick her up and try to calm her down. I looked over at Edward and he was filled with sadness also. He read my thoughts and whispered so no human could hear us, "her memories, there horrfying she been through so much" I could feel the pity washing over him. I turned my head towards alice and as soon as i did her eyes connected with mine and she whispered "she's gone, gone forever"
