Disclaimer: I still own nothing, except this story.

AN: Okay. If you're wondering why the chapters titles are like this you'll probably figure out its Jades thoughts and experiences during that episode. Also I do realize that it is not in order. And the reason why is long. I think…

You're sitting on the red love seat beside Beck. You have a scowl on your face but deep down inside you are happy. You think Beck knows that too. But you end up having a fight anyway. You don't know who started it, but what's done is done. You know all this fighting isn't good for your relationship but you're both too stubborn.

You blink once but you're not at the game show anymore. You're entering Tori's house. You and Beck are still shouting at each other even when you enter. The fighting is also affecting your friends you can feel it. And they just confirmed it when they didn't invite you both to play cards with them.

You blink again and this time you're at Tori's doorstep. "Six" you say calmly. You hear someone shout from inside, it sounded like Trina. Then you hear a fall. You hear sounds and barely audible protests and bits of the conversation. It sounds like their trying to get someone o ff of someone else. You were too busy trying to comprehend what they were saying you lost count. "Seven " you say starting form where you left off. "Eight" you say, you're starting to lose confidence now. "Nine" you continue, you think you're going to cry, you suck it up and wait before you start bawling your eyes out. "Ten" you say it softer than all the other numbers. You saw the doorknob twitch a bit. But you knew it was over. He wasn't coming after you, not this time.

You blink, but you're still there staring at that unopened door, the love of your life on the other side. You take a step forward, but last minute you turn around. You walk towards your car tears slowly starting to stream down your face. You slam the door as hard as you can and quickly drive away. You keep blinking hoping you transport yourself somewhere else just like the other times. Nothing happens.

It's dark; you soon gather that your eyes are closed and that you were probably asleep. You flutter your eyes open. The ceiling is white you're not in your room, but you've been here before. You were here when you faked being hit by Tori. You feel a presence beside you and eyes on you. You turn your head to the side. Beck has his arm around Cat who has fallen asleep on his shoulder. You blink at him a few times hoping you're still dreaming.

"Are you alright? You seemed like you were having a nightmare." Beck says somewhat concerned. You stare at his arm around Cat but quickly divert your gaze back to his face. You ignore his question instead answering him with a question of your own. "Where's the leather jacket I was wearing?" you ask, your comfort gone. "The nurse told me to take it off. You have a fever and you were burning." He replies, a strange fire burning in his eyes. "Well I'm cold now. Where is it?" you say, trying to keep your cool. He doesn't answer your question instead he counters it with another question. "Who's jacket was that Jade? I've never seen it before." he says tightening his grip on Cat. She squeaks in surprise, but stays asleep. "It doesn't matter who owns it, okay! Just give it to me." you shout in fury.

Your both more than a little surprised when the door suddenly slams open and a nurse walks in. She looks out of place in the room with white walls, floor, ceiling, bed sheets, white everything; in her green shoes, red dress, blue lab coat, yellow headband, and purple glasses.

"What good students you three are, especially you Miss West!" she practically shouts. "Huh?" you hum, confused. "What?" Beck asks, confused as well. "You have a fever yet you still come, dedicated is what I call it! Schools closed due to the earthquake yesterday, it was on the news." she states excitedly jumping up and down. "Where's the jacket?" you deadpan. "The what..? Ahh! The furnace you were wearing!" she says lost in though. "Would you stop thinking about that stupid jacket?" Beck stands shouting. Cat falls to the floor. Oddly enough she's still fast asleep.

"The jacket isn't stupid. You are!" you shout back at him. "I-me- what? Why am I stupid?" he lowers his voice a bit, staring at you. "Because-" you pause, why is he stupid? Because he didn't open the door; because he didn't go after you; because everyone just LOVES him; because he cares for others too much; because YOU love and care for him too? "because I just want the jacket back, okay? It's- it's important to me." you whisper, defeated. He looks taken back by what you just admitted. He stutters a reply you didn't quite get and hands you the jacket back.

"Thanks!" you immediately perk up at the sight of it and put it on. Beck looks stunned for a minute. Then you hear someone stir. The three of you look down to see Cat waking up. "Jade! You're so loud!" she whimpers. Beck snaps out his daze to help her up. Suddenly you don't feel too good. You hope nobody notices, but the nurse does. "You alright there dear?" oddly enough she's smiling and doesn't look concerned at all. "I'm fine. I think it's the fever." you thank the Gods you can act. "You should get some rest, go home, oh and eat some food. Oh! But do that in the reversed order!" she adds. "Don't worry Doc! We'll get her some food, get her home, and let her rest!" Beck answers for me in a British accent, God that's hot!

"No!" you shout loudly in protest. They all stare at you. "I mean I'll just go straight home, eat, then rest." you save yourself from your outburst. "Did you bring a car?" Cat asks seriously. "No, she doesn't. Mine was the only one in the parking lot." Beck answers for you again. You can already tell he's doing it on purpose. He knows you hate it when he talks for you. "I walked here, I can walk back." You state simply. "Maybe we can call your mom or dad!" Cat laughs not serious anymore. "Yeah! I'll do that now!" you smile at her. You move to your bag which is on the floor beside the bed to pretend call your parents because you know no one's at home waiting for you.

"Liar, you posted on the slap last week your dad's on a business trip and your mom's visiting your aunt and how you were going to spend the time without them thrashing your house." Beck exclaims before you can even turn your pear phone on. "Maybe we should just take her to lunch then to her house Beck! We are having lunch together later anyway." Cat says smiling innocently at Beck. I glare daggers at them. Neither of them seems to notice.

And now you're seated at the backseat of Beck's car all alone as he goofs of with Cat in the front seat. You guys get some food to eat, and Beck insists on paying. You know he's just doing that because you suspect this was supposed to be a date between him and Cat. You don't talk for the rest of the evening and when he drops you off you mumble a short thanks and leave.

You love this jacket you conclude. and the next time you see that kid your buying it from him. This day has been sponsored by the devil, you just know it! Thanks God you had this jacket with you. As you go back up to your room you ask yourself again "Who could be the one for me?"

AN: Ok! I realize this chapter sucked! Ahahaha. Anyway the next chapter will be her thoughts on Car Rain & Fire and The Gorilla Club. And be ready cause it will probably be a short chapter. Thanks xx