Broken Promises
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Twilight characters but find it such fun to create emotions and drama. What can I say? Kei Kat Jones loves drama. =D
He says the words and as much as he hates them, he can't stop them from falling from his lips. He watches as disbelief, surprise and confusion dances across her eyes; the eyes he planned on staring into for the rest of their lives together. His brow furrows as she chuckles, is there confidence or mirth in that sound; it sounds eerily distant, insecure and unsure.
He takes in a deep breath as a soft 'wha?' escapes her lips. He wishes he could take it all back and tell her this has all been some sick and twisted joke. But he can't and they come out again only sterner, colder and angrier.
"I don't love you anymore, Leah." He wants this to be easier – if he would've never become a wolf that would make all of this easier.
His eyes widen slightly as her breathe hitches, her eyes become blank and for a moment her heart stops beating. He freezes as it feels like an eternity before her heart starts beating again. He watches stunned as tears begin to roll down her cheeks. He reaches out towards her to provide comfort but stops himself short – he can't comfort her.
Slowly he begins to back away from her, her eyes now dull, glassy and distant. The look chills him to the core; she never looks away from his eyes but only continues staring at him – through him. He turns and runs away from her, as fast as his legs will carry him until he's within the safety and cover of the trees.
His breathing is shallow as his eyes begin to burn and there's a sudden cold touch on the spine of his back. He sucks in a breath and turns around expecting to see Leah standing behind him. Instead it was a droplet of rain, it's now raining and she still remains standing where he left her – crying.
He watches as she begins to slowly crumble before his eyes, the girl that was always so strong in his eyes. She was the one who made him believe that he could be better than his father. His own mother only told him 'you have got to be better than your father'. Leah made it easier, she only expected him to be himself.
His heart clenches as she opens her mouth and lets out a painful cry.
"WHY, SAM? WHY?" She cries out in a painful howl that cuts his insides up. He shuts his eyes and cover up his ears as he fights back tears. Unable to withstand anymore he phases and disappears into the forest, running away from her cries of pain, abandonment and sorrow.
He runs until his paws bleed and his soul aches but it's not enough to ease the cut. He's hurt the one person he has always loved the most in this world.
A/N: Alright so here goes the second part of my Cut installment. Just to be upfront with everyone I only wrote four parts - Leah, Sam, Emily and Seth. For some reason, at the time, they seemed most fitting as they were probably the most important people in Leah's life at the time outside of her parents. So as I had mentioned before in some other author note *flicks wrist and rolls eyes*, really can't remember, but I promised that I would not post any new stories unless they were complete. And I have so far been true to that promise. Huh...that should've been my New Years Resolution. But thanks for the reviews because as always they really mean a lot to me and I'm glad that you get the emotions that I struggle so hard to convey. T-T It means my long nights and furious typing while at work is for naught. FOR NAUGHT! But it's getting late and if you read this and don't review...here's some food for thought. My birthday was Tuesday, the 29th, yea, yea, yea "Oh Happy Birthday". Well tell me through a review. *bats eyelashes* You all know by now that I'm a whore for reviews so don't be stingy. *ties tourniquet around arm and slaps her forearm* HIT ME! GIVE ME A HIT! I NNNNEEEEDDDD IT! Your reviews sustain me like Sam's tears and Emily's guilt, they keep me young. Bhahahah hahahhaha.
And hilja I'm not sure what's going on with me and Sam...I seriously doubt that I'm going soft on him. o_O? Maybe...maybe cushiony - just kind of easing up on him. Although him struggling is just SO DELICIOUS!
Oh Ses, I didn't mean for this to bring up baby Harry for you or anyone. TnT *sniffles* Little Harry! So full of promise, energy and life. To only have snatched away by that - that DEMON SPAWN! *grabs teddybear and hugs him tightly whimpering* Now look what you made me do. Don't make me go back down that path!
twilighter, you know I love you too but sometimes I can't control when the muse will hit me. I really did mean to post the first chapter on my birthday but was being a butt and didn't want to allow any new stories. Hmph, I showed them. As far as Wake-up Call...awwwhhh, sorry but Leah and John won't be making an appearance. In fact, since there's only 10 of you reviewing but 156 *coughs* freeloaders *coughs, coughs* I can tell you all that Leah and John may be bowing out for a while. It all depends on how my mind pieces everything together. It won't be for long so don't worry about that - just...maybe...two or three chapters. Maybe!
shelbron, I agree with you wholeheartedly. Leah suffered the betrayal and heartbreak not just at the hands of the man, using the term loosely (whether you take that as a jab at Sam or Edward, is your preference =D), but at the hands of TWO people. And then, THEN she looses her father. What did Bella loose? Hmm...Charlie? No, no because Jacob saved her there. Her best friend? No, no she never had one to begin with. Respect of her peers? No, no because for some reason riding on Bella's tit was the greatest thing EVER. *gags* Well...huh, looks like Bella didn't lose anything - anything at all. I do believe she only TOOK from everyone around her! *growls* Gah, I hate her! *kicks rocks*
MidnightStarr, thanks for the review because THAT means a lot coming from you. ^-^ I'm glad you liked.
krazy1twilight, I'm with you 'poor Leah' but she wouldn't want us to feel that way. That would be pity so instead lets sit beside Leah and curse out Sam and the rest of our worthless, good-for-nothing ex-boyfriends!
hgmsnoopy, thanks for the review and again I'm glad the emotions weren't lost between my brain, fingers and the black and white screen. Blue, black and white...cuz...well, you get what I mean. LOL.
ellie! I think I still owe you a review! Thanks for the review and you still have me torn up about Kris.
o0FLAM3S0o thanks for the review.
LGW, also, thanks for the review and I love knowing that I was able to put the images and feelings inside of down for others to understand.
You know...shout outs are so much easier when there's only a small amount of reviews. =P But you all know that I can't keep this up, right? Because I secretly talk to you all while I'm reading your reviews at work, home or in the car. If you hear some random laughter, an awe or a growl/OoOoo...that's me in spirit. Communicating with you.
Nite!
