And so, there he was. Kneeled in front of her, her usual flawless pale body and dazzling bright orange horns glistening in the late dusk light. But now, now she was completely and utterly broken. Her skirt was torn, ripped at all angles, dark red blood seeping out vein by vein by vein. She laid there, limp in his cold arms. And all he could do was watch. All he could do was watch her pour out, watch her very existence seep through his hands. Watch her slip away. And all because of him. It was all his fault his best friend was dieing. It was all his fault his best friend was pouring into his hands. It was his fault, and her blood would forever stain his skin. Tears of yellow swarmed down his face, despair and anger taking his body over. He held her head close to his chest, sobbing and gritting his teeth together. He buried his face in her dark hair, smelling of ash and death. Suddenly, his pocket vibrated. He held her hair in his hand, but reached into his pocket, seeing the grey text. He glared at it in fury, but sadness quickly took over.
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CG: WHAT ARE YOU DOING.
CG: NEVERMIND, THAT WAS A STUPID QUESTION.
CG: YOU'RE MOST LIKELY JUST COMING UP WITH AN EXCUSE OF A HACK.
CG: ASSHOLE, DON'T IGNORE ME.
CG: SOLLUX.
Sollux glared at his name, remembering everything that had happened, everything he did. My name is Sollux Captor. I killed Aradia Megido. I killed Aradia Megido. I killed Aradia Megido. The words echoed over and over in his head and no matter how hard he tried he couldn't get them out. Another wave of tears flooded his eyes.
TA: what do you want kk.
CG: NOTHING. NOT EVEN A SINGLE ARGUMENT.
CG: I NEVER THOUGHT THIS DAY WOULD COME.
TA: iim not iin the mood kk.
CG: THAT'S ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY.
TA: FUCK OFF KK.
CG: OH.
CG: WOAH.
CG: ALRIGHT, ALRIGHT.
CG: WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM, CAPTOR.
TA: ii kiilled aa.
CG: YOU WHAT.
TA: ii.
TA: bla2ted.
TA: a.
TA: hole.
TA: through.
TA: aradiia'2.
TA: che2t.
TA: and now 2he'2 dead.
CG: WHAT THE FUCK.
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Sollux stared at her body, running his fingers through her hair one last time before standing up and walking away. The one thing he craved for, the one thing he longed for was revenge, but he knew that it was a waste of time. Revenge was a forever, endless game. Back and forth, back and forth. He wasn't about to sink to Serket's level, no way. He walked lifelessly back to his hive, sitting limp in his chair and returning to his coding. He kept checking pesterchum to see if she had somehow woken up, to see if she was just asleep. Maybe it was all a joke? Well, jokes on him. He clicked her name far more than once. He didn't type anything, just tested to see if she would respond. Nothing. And when the voices came that night, he didn't hear her. Where was she? Was she dead, gone for good? Sollux considered the possibility that he would never see her again. He couldn't have that happen, and ended up breaking through another wall in his respiteblock with his eyes. He sat there, his head in his hands. He gripped his hair tightly, thinking about everything he did. It was all his fault. He may never even see his best friend ever again. He gritted his teeth together, before blowing another hole through his wall, letting out a loud howl of anger. Finally, he calmed down, laying in his recooperacoon. He took slow, raggedy breaths before sinking to the bottom and bringing his knees up to his chest. He felt as if he stayed in there now nobody would care. It didn't matter anymore, no one was there to care about him anyway. He had no best friend anymore. Sure he had Karkat, but he was a dick most of the time. He could hear the beeping of his trollian as he laid at the bottom of his recoopercoon, not wanting to go check who it was. He knew it wasn't Aradia. He killed her. There was no reason to even talk to anyone anymore. Who was there to talk to? For a while, he sat at the bottom of the sopor, going up for air every once and a while, but sometimes staying under until his lungs screamed for it. Why live if you have nobody to live for? He wanted to just fade away, he didn't think his presence was important to anyone, if it was ever important to Aradia. He didn't even know that. He never even discovered what kind of relationship his and Aradia's was. Red? Pale? The question, he knew, would never be answered. Not now. Not ever. Finally, he got out, deciding to code. He looked at his computer, and skimmed through his recent messages. Only Karkat and Vriska. He decided to answer Vriska first.
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AG: How's it going Sollux? ::::)
AG: Dammit, I forgot what I was going to ask you…
AG: Oh right!
AG: How's Aradia?
AG: I heard you went to visit her.
AG: Captorrrrrrrr, you have to answer eventually!
TA: you got what you wanted, vk.
TA: congratulatiion2.
AG: Fantastic. ::::)
AG: …..
AG: That's it? Your not going to do anything a8out it?
TA: why would ii.
TA: ii dont want anythiing two do wiith you.
TA: iim not 2iinkiing down two your level.
AG: Aw, how sweet.
AG: Well I'll remem8er that next time we talk!
AG: Catch you later Captor. :::;)
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Sollux pushed his hatred for Vriska as far as possible. He promised himself he wouldn't have anything else to do with the spider bitch, ever.
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CG: SOLLUX.
CG: ANSWER.
CG: GOD FUCKING DAMMIT, SOLLUX.
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- twinArmageddons began trolling carcinoGeneticist at 23:34 -
TA: what ii2 iit kk.
CG: DID YOU KILL MEGIDO OR NOT.
TA: ye2.
CG: YOU DID?
TA: yeah.
CG: …
CG: THAT'S FUCKING MESSED UP SOLLUX. WEREN'T YOU GUYS CLOSE OR SOME SHIT.
TA: yeah. we were.
CG: SO DID YOU GET IN A FIGHT OR SOMETHING.
TA: no.
CG: THEN WHAT HAPPENED.
TA: vk ii2 what happened.
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