As Ianto held Jack, he began to hear his name whispered over and over. He looked down to his captains lips as they formed "Ianto" over and over. "Jack, I'm here. I'll always be here for you. Wake up and smile for me." His words took on a desperate edge as the low chanting continued. He began to kiss Jacks neck, softly at first. Gentle kisses gave way to small nibbles and licks up and down his neck. He paid special attention to Jacks ear and bottom of his jaw, knowing that this usually drove him mad. He ghosted his hand up and down Jacks chest. First small circles then slow brushes working his way lower and lower. The response he got was not what he expected.
The chanting stopped, but Jack rolled over, pressing his face against Iantos' chest tightly and began sobbing. Ianto began rocking him back and forth, murmuring comfort in soft Welsh, and kissing his head. Jack continued sobbing until his voice was so hoarse that he stopped making any sound save for sniffles and gasps for air. Ianto reached behind his for the tissues and tenderly cleaned Jacks face and his own drenched chest, throwing the used tissues into the wastebasket by the bed. He gently pulled Jacks face up to look in his eyes and after a moment he was rewarded with Jack finally focusing at him with a wild desperate look. "Cariad, I'm here. It's going to be ok." Jacks mouth formed the word "How?". Ianto smiled, knowing all the ways Jack meant that question. "It's a long story. I'll tell you everything later but right now I need to know you're with me. Can you trust me?" Jack nodded and loosened his grip slightly.
Ianto leaned down and kissed Jack tenderly, his thumb brushing his jaw as his other arm cradled him close. "I missed you so much" he said with more soft kisses to emphasize his point. Jacks arm came up and cupped the back of Iantos head, pulling him closer, deepening their kisses. Both were out of breath as Ianto pulled away with a small laugh. "Jack, you need rest first. You look like you haven't slept in days." "Months." Jack replied in a gravely broken voice. Iantos eyes widened at the tortured look in his lovers eyes. "Sleep love. I won't leave." Ianto whispered as he rested his head on Jacks and kissed his soft hair. Jack gave no protest as he weakly laid his head on Iantos chest and let his heartbeat lull him into a soft and peaceful sleep. His last thoughts were,"If I'm dreaming, please don't let me wake up again." Ianto waited until Jacks breathing became rhythmic and normal before finally letting his own eyes close.
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Jack awoke with a start. His eyes darted around the unfamiliar room before he realized his pillow was warm and breathing. He closed his eyes tight, not wanting to look in case it wasn't real. He couldn't handle any more disappointing dreams that became nightmares when he woke to find the truth of his loss. Ianto felt Jacks movement and opened his eyes. "Are you ok?" he asked quietly. Jack slowly raised his eyes to the young Welshman. His eyes filled with tears and he let out a strangled sob as he grabbed Iantos face and pulled him down, kissing him fiercely. "Are you really here?" Jack asked, afraid of the answer. Ianto grinned lopsidedly and said "Of course, you didn't think I would leave you on your own did ya?" Jack rolled on top of Ianto and began peppering his face and neck with kisses. "I missed you so much. I don't know how you're here, but please don't leave." "Never again." Ianto promised.
Soft, light, disbelieving kisses became deeper and more demanding with each passing minute. Jack pressed his body against Iantos as he in turn hugged Jack tighter. One hand gently kneading his ass, while the other rubbed his back. The room was full of moans and calling of one another names as if to prove this was real. Both were as hard as iron and aching as they ground against one another, straining for release. Underwear and pajama bottoms were shed hastily. The need to feel each other's skin overcoming them. Desperately they clung together until Jack pulled Ianto on top of him and said "Oh god, Ianto, fuck me now .Please." With that, Ianto reached over to the bedside drawer and pulled out a bottle of lube, hastily pouring it on his throbbing cock and hand, He reached down slowly circling his lovers opening, dipping one finger in. At this, Jack threw his head back and yelled, "Now. Please. "Ianto smiled and pushed his second finger in scissoring them prepare his lover. Jack was uncontrollably bucking his hips, pushing himself against Iantos hand, sobbing "Now,now" over and over as Iantos fingers found the sensitive area that made Jack see stars and caused lightning to flash through his body. As Ianto pulled his fingers out he pushed his cock hard into his lover, burying himself as deep as he could. Without waiting a second, Jacks legs wound around Ianto and he was moving beneath him. They set a furious rhythm, both racing towards release. Jack screamed out as he came, shuddering, tightening around Ianto. Ianto came with a cry, his entire body spasming. As the tremors subsided, Ianto rolled off Jack, pulling him close. He noticed the tears on Jacks face at the same time Jack noticed them on his. They both smiled and began to tenderly wiping each other tears away. Kissing softly and holding each other tight.
Jack looked carefully into Iantos beautiful stormy blue eyes and said, "I love you. I think I have since the first minute I saw you. I'm sorry I couldn't face it sooner." Ianto smiled sweetly and said "I love you too. Sir."
