CH2
Bucky's P.O.V
When I woke up everything was glittery, lights were shined brightly into my view and everything was glimmering.
I lifted up my left hand and saw the new attachment Hydra had added to me, there's no flesh just metal. Wow, a metal hand when did they invent this?
They can't even make flying cars so since when can they make metal into a hand?
There was a doctor standing next to me checking something off a clipboard. Ah, he must have done this to me, well time to see how this thing works, I think as I work the hand up to his neck and squeeze tightly until I feel his vocal chords snap, ah so that's how it works. I'm going to have some fun….Aren't I.
(flash back 1)
"But he's been out of cryo for too long."
"Then wipe him and start over."
A Hydra agent walks over to me and pushes me down into the seat I was already in, he takes out a mouth guard and sticks it in, I'm helpless to what they're doing, I know what'll happen if I protest.
Suddenly locks wrap around my arms and I start to breathe really heavy, I feel metal coming into contact with my head this is when I start to panic like there's no tomorrow, I grit my teeth as the pain comes In big bangs all across my head and into my brain, it hurts so badly.
(flash back 2)
I'm hanging on for my life, I know that if I let go then I'll die.
"Bucky hold on!" I hear Steve's voice but the train is rumbling by so fast that it's basically impossible to hear him, I try and grab his hand but the bar begin to break, the window was closed to grab onto Steve's hand and now the window is smashed and needs to be replaced. I'm screaming and falling Steve fades away and I hit the ground with a loud spinal cord crackling BANG! Losing my arm in the process of it all, I black out.
(flash back 3)
"Bucky?" I turn to the sound of a voice, my head booms with the start of a headache
"Who the hell is Bucky?" I say but to hear myself say that name sends shivers down my spine. Before I knew what had happened two feet had landed harshly on my back and pushed me straight to the ground, I get up in a haste and stumble to my feet, something came to mind….
Bucky, Bucky, Bucky why does this sound familiar to me….
I sprung up from my bed only to realize that I wasn't being tortured by Hydra or falling to my death OR meeting Steve for the first time since the fall, I look around and almost fell off my bed when I saw the Black Widow and the Falcon both staring me down.
"...Holy...Shit…." I say breathlessly, the Widow's face softens and a frown sprawls across her face, yet I don't know why she's frowning.
The Falcon clears his throat, "You tell him, I'm not looking forward to getting my throat ripped out." she lets out a sigh, and I start to hyperventilate.
"Where...Where am I?" I yell as I start to heave deeply. The Widow frowns and her posture sag's a little.
"you're at a recovery guest room in the stark tower, you were cleared from the hospital so we brought you here."
"Why..."
"Because you were shot in the chest, Captain Rogers insisted that you get the bullet taken out of your chest." She says while avoiding my eyesight.
"And...Natasha, you're leaving something out..." The Falcon says just as a strong headache comes on.
"So….When you passed out, I found a syringe next to you and I had Bruce, he's a doctor here, analyze it and we found out that it held a super-virus created by hydra…."
"So what does this have to do with me, can't I leave now since I'm cleared-" I say but then I got cut off by a nasty sounding cough that Rattled in my chest when I was done, leading to more coughing, Natasha and Falcon ran to my side saying things like, "it's starting," and "we better call Bruce."
"Guys I'm fine it was just a cough," I reassure them, they do back down and give me my space but they both have the same expression on their faces, wide eyes and chewing their bottom lips.
"Bruce has found large amounts of the virus in your system." The Falcon says as he sits back down in his chair
"Again can I leave because I have the super soldier serum in me so I won't get sick," I say while trying to assure myself that what I'm saying is true.
"Yes this would be true on any other day but, unfortunately, you had direct exposure into the bloodstream, in other terms the exposure you had experienced is an overdose of the virus so we aren't sure if your serum is strong enough to handle it," Natasha says while continuing to chew on her lip, I felt my heart sink when a cold sweat came over me. No no no, this can't be happening to me. I think as Natasha continues. "Now if we were talking about Sam, he would be dead from that much exposure but your serum is reproducing new cells and burning off the infected one's so to you it may feel like a bad stomach flu but Bruce says because of the direct contact into the bloodstream it could kill you slower but he's unsure and just in case it does we are working on a cure for this." My heart sank a little more after she said this.
"Me and Sam are going to take care of you until Steve get's back, he's on a mission but I know he'll want to see you cause he was glued to the glass watching you get surgery, Fury almost had to drag him away screaming and kicking." I smile at this, to know that even though I shot him over two times he still cares about me, makes me feel a tad bit better.
