Me: Okay so i'm gonna be trying to write a chapter about every tuesday if you guys are interested
Ikuto: When is this going to get interesting?
Me: You don't have to be soo meeeeeaaaaaaan! (T ^ T)
Ikuto: Just go on to the story, and Freya doesn't own any characters from shugo chara!
Dawn's P.O.V
So after all that I went home, I went straight to my room. I sighed and got out a black tank top and some red pajama shorts and my undergarments (okay what i mean by undergarments is a bra and underwear, I find it easier to just say undergarments). I took out a knife from my drawer that was under all of my clothes then sat in the corner i always cut. I cut my arms around 5-15 cuts per day depending on how my day is going. After I cut my arm 6 times I got up and went to the bathroom.
"Dawn are you sure you should still be doing this?" said Amira. I looked at her then closed the door to the bathroom. I took off my clothes, I know they are here for me but this isn't the only reason I do it I kinda like the pain of this. I sighed and turned on the water and got in the shower.
Flash back of earlier:
"We want you to wear this tomorrow" said Alex smiling his charming smile while he looked at the guardian cape, wait why am I thinking this?
"Why do you want me to wear it?" I asked curiously as i tilted my head a little to the right.
"We are going to announce the new member of the guardians in an assembly" said melody waving her hand lazily in a circle. I looked at them as my eyes widened. I shook my head, no i can't handle people looking at me and what if they judge me? I can't do this, I started walking back slowly then Alex gently grabbed my arm.
"What are you afraid of Dawn?" he asked with a little bit of a worried tone. as I fell to the ground on my knees. I clutched my head tightly as tears started falling down my soft red cheeks (her cheeks are a bit, red they are naturally like that….). No I can't deal with always being judged! I cried more as Alex and Cleo hugged me trying to comfort me. I stood up and ran home.
"Wait! Dawn wait for us" all of my charas said in sync. I kept running not stopping.
Present time:
I got out of the shower and got a towel then wrapped it around me. I looked at the many scars that I had on my arms and walked out of the bathroom. I changed into the clothes that I had on the bed and sat down on my desk chair. What should I do? I looked at the clock, It's only 6:30… I sighed and looked out of my window that was right next to my bed which was right across the room. I walked over to my bed and looked outside., it was already getting dark and I kept looking so that I could see the sunset. Maybe I should wear my guardian cape tomorrow. I smiled.
"It sounds like someone is making some friends" said Adriene to Arima and Clarice. and i could tell that they were happy.
Alex's P.O.V (before Dawn left)
"What's are you afraid of Dawn?" I asked with concern in my voice. I wonder what happened before she came here that she would act like this…. She fell on her knees and I rushed over to help her as so did Cleo. what should I do? I don't know what to say, what if my make things worse by saying something that reminds her of her situation? She then stood up and ran off. I looked at her and frowned, I couldn't do anything to help her. I looked at Cleo and she looked back at me.
"Should we still do the assembly?" Melody asked, Cleo and I nodded. She may not want to stand up in front of people but we have to inform the students.
"Yes we will, we can inform the kids and add other information that they need to know" said Cleo and she smiled. She was always the one that held us all together, but it only natural considering that she's the queen of the guardians.
"We are going to be here in the morning so we can spread the news. Well we are all dismissed from this meeting" I said. While i walked home the only thing that I thought about was Dawn crying in Cleo and my arms. I felt bad for her and i also want to know more about her.
"A-Alex?" I heard someone say. I looked around and saw no one, it was probably my mind, but it did sound a lot like Dawn. I heard a door open and then someone tugged on my shirt. I turned around and saw that it was dawn, she had on a back tank top that went a bit past her waist and red pajama shorts, I then saw that her legs had cuts and so did her arms. I gently grabbed on of her arms and ran my finger through her arm. So what was bothering her has brought her to do these kind of things to her body… I looked at her as she looked down.
"You're probably judging me right now" she said looking down. I looked at her then she looked up at me.
"I'm not judging you" I said after i shook my head. She smiled and then hugged me. tightly, I then smiled, the hug was really warm. I looked at her as she still hugged me and I rubbed her soft red hair then I heard her purr as black cat ears and tail popped on her. I looked at her surprised and then I saw her three shugo charas.
"I'm Clarice" said the chara with hair that was a lighter red than Dawn's hair that was in a Ariel like hair style and Black cat ears and tail.
"I'm Adriene" said the chara with Black hair and had a baggy beanie with some of her hair in it with her bangs covering her forehead and with a sketchbook and pencil in her hands.
"And I'm Amira" said the other chara with dark blue hair that was waist long and with her bangs to the side and with a microphone in her hand.
"Hello, I'm Alex" I said as i smiled. So her would be self is to be a kitty cat, a artist, or a singer. that's really interesting.
"And I'm Aidan" said my chara. he was the total opposite of what i was, I am quite and very caring and he's so loud and obnoxious, but he's there for anyone and he knows how to help people in trouble, and that's what i want to be someone who can go up to someone with any type of problem and help them, no matter who they are.
"Oh that's right, i'm going to be at the assembly, also what is the humpty lock for?" she said the first portion with a bright smile and the second with curiosity. I just shrugged.
"I don't know, I was just told to give this to a person with 3 charas, and go to the 'Royal Garden' in the morning when you get to school. " I said looking at her. Wow, she's so beautiful. what am I thinking?! I just meet her today!
"I have to go, excuse me" I said nervous, and then I quickly walked away towards my house.
Dawn's P.O.V.
Well that was weird i wonder what he was thinking…. I walked into my house with my chara's following me and saw my parents eating dinner at the dinner table when i walked in. I sighed and went to the kitchen and grabbed some chips and a juice box and went to my room and ate the chips first then drank the juice. I looked at the clock and it was 8:14, well i have time to kill, i took out a piece of paper and i started drawing I drew Alex, Cleo and I standing next to each other with my charas and Aidan.
"You were always good at drawing" said Ariene as she saw the picture while i was putting it away. I smiled and then put it in my folder full of drawings.
"Yeah, you were always good at what you did but you loved drawing and singing that most, and you always wanted to be a cat, so that why we were born." said Amira. I yawned then put my hair up and tucked myself in my bed then fell asleep..
The next morning
The Alarm clock rang and I woke up then I put it on snooze. I got up and put on my uniform and grabbed my guardian cape and put it on. I went to the bathroom and put some of my hair the way Ariel has them (I love the way Ariel had her hair! :3) then curled the rest of my hair with mousse like I always did in the morning after I put my hair down and wet it a little.. After i got a extra chain the I had in a jewelry box and put the lock on it and put it around my neck. I went down stairs and got a bowl and some cereal and poured the milk in the bowl first and then poured the cereal. I got a spoon out of the drawer and went to the table and ate my cereal. Someone knocked on the door and I ran to the door and opened it. My eyes widened but not so much so it wasn't very noticeable, it was Alex!
"Come in" I said with a hint of excitement in my voice and a smile on my face. He came in so gracefully, as if he was being careful not to break anything. I heard him mumble something under his breath but I couldn't really understand it so I ignored it. I started at him, he looks so cute. what no, I can't have those thoughts! I shook my head and went back to eating my cereal. Once I finished eating I put the bowl in the sink and looked at the clock shit it's 8:21 I have to go already, I'll just wash the bowl when I get back, I got my bag and then left the house with Alex.
"We're going to school!" said Amira.
"Yeah, we are second day of school already and her life is already changing" said Adriene. We didn't talk the whole time we walked to school, it felt really awkward. We finally arrived at the school and went to the 'Royal Garden', everyone was there already, Melody, Cleo, and Jake.
"Hey! you actually came!" said Melody, actually happy I came, I kinda thought she didn't like me. I looked at her and smiled.
"Okay so we are going to tell the teachers, I already told the principal to inform all the teachers yesterday after you left Alex" Said Cleo. We all nodded and she looked at me.
"Dawn I want you to stay here and we'll come get you after we are all done with what we're doing" Cleo said and I nodded again.
"Okay, we should get going before school starts" Alex said in a demanding voice.. They all left and left me alone here. I looked at Clarice, Amira, and Adriene. I heard someone walk in and I looked at that direction and it was the boy with midnight blue hair, the one I bumped into yesterday.
"H-hey! what are you doing here?" I asked in a bit of a scared voice. I looked at his chara and it also had midnight blue hair and had cat ears and tail. I ran up to him and grabbed his chara. I couldn't believe that he had a cat chara like me! I looked at him and he had a weirded out face expression.
"Clarice, please come here" I told her and she floated over here. He looked at her and then smiled, then he looked at me then noticed something on me.
Ikuto's P.O.V.
I reached for the lock on around her neck, were there really more humpty lock and dumpty keys out there? I kept looking at it care fully, then remembered Amu.
"Where did you get this?!" I yelled at her. She got scared and stepped back and looked at me in confusion.
"Where did you get it?! Answer me" I demanded to know, It wasn't possible for there to be more than one of the key and lock. She couldn't have taken it from her, could she?
"A-Alex gave it to me" she said with a shaky voice and back away more from me. So there are more than one.
"Leave her alone!" yelled her charas while pulling my hair. I backed away and she walked up to me.
"Get away from him Dawn!" yelled the cat chara, but she didn't seem to pay attention. She got closer to me as I stayed still 'cause i couldn't move. I wanted to but couldn't.
"Why did you yell at me? Why was it important for me to answer who gave this to me?" she asked me as I looked down and then walked away. She grabbed my arm waiting for me to answer but I just tugged my arm away and walk off.
Dawn's P.O.V.
I looked at the entrance waiting for him to walk back here but he didn't so I walked over to the table sat down and put my head down on my arms. I wonder what all that was about. Wait, did I just demand someone to tell me something!? What am I going to do?! I've never done that before… I should stop talking to people like I know them. I sighed and then I heard footsteps coming in and I looked over quickly and it wasn't him, I sighed.
"What was that for?" Jake asked. I looked at him. and stood up.
"A kid was here earlier and i was hoping that he would come back and tell me something" I answered.
"What that he loves you?" he asked emphasizing the word love. I looked at him with my eyes widened.
"What?! No! This is only my second day here and I barely know anyone! By the way, he was demanding to know where I got the lock from" I yelled. he laughed then grasped the last part I said.
"So he's someone that has had a dumpty key?" he asked himself and I looked at him confused. He then looked up at me and came up to me then dragged me to the gym with chairs arranged perfectly. I wonder who did this. I looked around and found Alex, Cleo, and Melody still setting up the chairs.
"No, that wrong fix it!" yelled a chara. I sweat dropped as I looked at the chara telling Melody to fix the chairs and as she fixed them. Wait isn't that Alex's chara? What his name? Meh, I'll ask him another time. I walked over to Alex.
"Hey, can I talk to you alone?" I whispered in his ear and he stood still and then nodded. we walked out of the gym and into the hallway.
"What is it?" he asked politely.
"Okay so there was a guy that walked into the 'Royal Garden, and he was wondering where i got the lock, he scared me at first, but then it hit me, he must have known someone that one exactly the same. I looked at him as he pondered.
"What did he look like?" he asked. I frowned the only thing i remember is his hair color…..
"The only thing I know is that he has midnight blue hair…" I said.
"Okay, I'll make sure that I look for him at the assembly today" he said with a smile on his face. I nodded and then the bell rang to indicate the next period started. We walked in and stood in the front of the gym. Everyone walked in and had a seat. Once they looked at me they started whispering.
"Why is she wearing the guardian cape?" I heard someone ask. They kept whispering as I started taking steps back. Alex gently grabbed my arm and smiled at me.
"Okay everyone, the reason we asked you to be here was so you can meet the new member of the guardians the Joker, Dawn Delila." Cleo spoke to all the kids there. Their whispers became louder, so I slowly walked back and ended up running out of the gym, and I heard laughing.
"Wait Dawn don't run" yelled my charas as they followed me They are laughing at me, like the other kids in elementary, nothing is going to change.. I went to a corner and cried. Someone hugged me and tried comforting me. I looked at the person and saw that it was Alex. I looked away. He sighed and let me go.
"Look I know that you don't want to tell me but I do really want to know what happened to you" He said.
"Hey Alex, I feel the presence of and X egg" said his chara. He looked at him.
"An X egg? That must be the weird presence" said Clarice and I looked at her.
"Take us to there" Alex said. His chara lead the way and we found ourselves in front of a egg that had an X on it. The lock suddenly grew bright and I looked around. What the hell was going on, I was changing clothes. I ended wearing black flats that had a chain that went across to top and had small ruffles around the chain, a black and white skirt that went down to my ankles and had a opening that started about mid thigh on my left leg and it had an arrow type design, a black, and white striped shirt that fell off my right shoulder and was a bit baggy, also I had some hair in a white beanie and some hair out in the front with bangs covering my forehead like Adriene had them.
"Character transformation: Amulet clover!" (okay so I thought what can Dawn say that has nothing related to what Amu says, I thought for like 15 minutes and nothing popped into my head so I was like screw it, it was also for the design on the eggs on her charas) the words flowing out of my mouth, which I had no control over. I looked at Alex that had a surprised expression on his face. There has to be something I have to do. I looked at the X egg.
"I'm useless" said the X egg.
"You're not useless, I pretty sure someone close to you needs you, because something you do brings them happiness." I said and the X egg was stunned.
"Negative heart: Lock on!" I yelled while putting my hand out and my fingers making a heart, again without any control.
"Open heart!" I yelled while heart figures were flowing out to the X egg, the X egg then turned white and floated away. I looked at Alex. and then Adriene popped out and looked at me. what was that. I looked at what I was wearing and I was wearing my school uniform. Alex ran over to me.
"What was that?" He asked. How was I supposed to know?
"She character transformed, it's something that she will be doing because of that lock to cleanse peoples heart's egg" said the boy with midnight blue hair walking up to us. I looked at him then looked at the floor.
"What's your name?" asked Alex.
"It's Ikuto" he said as he walked up to me.
Ikuto's P.O.V.
I walked up at her and lifted her head up gently and looked at her straight in the eyes. She resembled her so much… I took a few steps back. I mean even what she says… It's exactly the same, it's probably something that has to do with the lock. Yeah, that's what it has to be.
"How do you know this?" said the boy with light purple hair.
"Before I moved here there was a girl with the exact same lock and she did the same thing. But why are there X eggs here?" I said.
"Is this why you were asking me where I got this lock?" she asked and I nodded.
"You were really close to that girl" She said. I looked at her. She tapped her chin with her index finger, then she put her finger up.
"Would you be happy if I acted like her?" She asked and I looked at her surprised. I shook my head, the one thing that I wanted to do was forget her… She sighed and then walked up to me and licked my cheek.
"Dawn, why did you do that?!" Asked the guy that was with her.
"Because I can, and you have to bond with you cat friends, right?" She gently elbowed my arm and smiled. I slightly smiled. Her personality is really different from when I first time I bumped into her and totally different from Amu's. That's good though.
"Well, bye" she waved at me while smiling. I lazily waved back. I wonder how life here is going to be.
Dawn's P.O.V.
Alex and I went to the gym where everyone had left except for the other three guardians. They looked at me wanting answers. I sighed, I should just tell them now.
"Okay, when I was smaller there was a small talent show contest… and when I went up everyone started whispering and saying things like, "I bet she can't even sing", and "She'll just wimp out like she does with everything else". so after that I couldn't talk to other people because… I was afraid that they were going to judge me for who I am… I was also beat up by some kids in my class a few month later, so I find it kinda hard for me to open up to people , but it's different with you guys I don't know why but it is…" I said with a soft voice. They looked at me with a bit off pity in their expression. I looked away, I hate it when people pity me, it's annoying.
"So that's why you started, you know…" Alex asked. I nodded still looking away.
Okay so this is all I got for this chapter please send me reviews, it will really help me. :P I hope you guys like this chapter.
