Title:- Slave not a butler

Pairing:- Sakuraya x Shitsuo

Rating:- M

Warnings:- Yaoi, abuse, non-con

Disclaimer:- I don't own Durarara

Summary:- Since birth his future had been decided there was no escaping it.

A/N:- This one is for Red rose. The next one will be for Roxanne the great. Enjoy.

He was used to it, he already knew what was coming. From birth his future had been decided, from a very young age his parents had put him through rigorous training. While other children his age had been out playing in the dirt, Shitsuo was having his very first uniform tailor made. Staring out of the window his arm was moved further up. "Keep still." Already he was being prepared for a master he had never even met.

His life was a scheduled routine mapped out onto a day to day. "Shitsuo, that's wrong. Do it again." With a small bow he took all the fragile dishes from the table and started again. "Today you will meet the master you will be serving." Shitsuo froze the plate falling to the floor. "Shitsuo!" With a sigh he turned away to get the dustpan.

Nothing was perfect. He was dragged away by his family and scrubbed clean until his skin was raw, his butler uniform clung to him like a second skin forcing him to remain straight. Shitsuo was ready to serve his new master and already he hated them.

"Sakuraya-sama." Clenching his hands together, his head was lowered. From now on he would no longer be living in his own house, he would be living in the oversized mansion that seemed ridiculously big for one person. But his opinion didn't matter from now on his entire being would be dedicated to his master. The door closed leaving him alone.

In front of him stood a slim raven hair boy his age dressed in a soft pink kimono. "Are you my new servant?" Surely this wasn't his new master. The boy smiled at him, though it didn't quite reach his eyes. "I asked you a question."

"My name is Shitsuo Heiwajima, I'm here as the new butler."

Blinking in confusion he remained where he was standing, the raven walked gracefully around him, lifting his chin as he went full circle. "Sakuraya Orihara, your new master." A slim hand took his leading him further into the large home. Maybe things wouldn't be that bad after all. His new master didn't live alone, though it seemed like it since Sakuraya's parents were always away. It was only once every few months that they returned to see their son.

Things changed as they got older. No matter how Sakuraya treated him, he remained professional and completely faithful to his duties. They weren't friends, they were master and servant, he made sure that was clear. That was until that day, or to be more precise his master's sixteenth birthday after he had hit puberty.

"Have your studies finished? Sakuraya-sama." Opening the closet he carefully placed the washed clothing inside. Closing the doors, he found himself standing in front of the raven. Sakuraya was smiling and that wasn't a good thing. There had been dozens of maids and butlers, each one fired with each supposedly innocent smile.

"I haven't received my birthday present from you." Shitsuo bowed low. It wasn't that he hadn't thought about it, each time he had tried to give a gift it was rejected.

"My apologies, Sakuraya-sama." Was he going to be fired?

"Stand up. Kiss me." It was an order he never expected to be given.

"I- I can't do that Sakuraya-sama." Glancing up he could see that light smirk on his master's lips.

"Are you disobeying an order?" Shitsuo's blood ran cold in his veins. He couldn't disobey, he had always been faithfully loyal.

"I would never. But pl-" The cold gaze forced his jaw to stop its movements, the words dying on his lips.

"Shitsuo. Get on the bed. That's an order."

His steps were like a rusted robot, making his short journey to the four poster bed with the numerous pillows and soft mattress. "Sakuraya-sama, forgive me I-" The resounding slap made him raise his hand to his cheek in shock. It was only for a brief second before he gave a small bow in apology for his actions.

"Are you hurt?" His existence was for his master. Reaching out he gently took the slim fingers in his own checking for any damage. Soft pink eyes gazed into his, the raven laughing.

"Shitsuo, I won't tell you again. If I have to it won't be pleasant." The butler winced as the bedroom door was slammed shut, a twist of a key sealing them in the same room. How did someone so fragile looking be so dangerous? Maybe if they weren't master and servant things would be different. "Now come here." Sakuraya gracefully took his place on the edge of the bed.

Swallowing thickly Shitsuo stepped forward. "On your knees." Without a second thought he obeyed the order, crawling to his master like a dog, each hand movement was hesitant, his head bowed, hair flopping down covering his eyes. Not that he wanted to see anyway, he could hear the rustling as his master undressed. "Mm, that's a good look for you. Raise your head."

He had only ever seen the raven naked when he helped him out of the bath. "Suck me off. That's an order." The butler hesitated not wanting to go any further. Slim fingers brushed his hair out of the way, sliding around to cup the back of his head.

"Woah!" Sakuraya was stronger than he looked yanking him forward. His hands reached out instinctively grabbing the slim thighs to stop himself falling, his chin brushing against the hot flesh.

"Are you crying?" So what if he was? His only master was betraying his loyalty with cruelty. Choking back a sob, he couldn't stop the tears beading in his eyes, not yet overflowing. "Open your mouth." Shaking his head, Shitsuo winced as he was pulled closer, cheek nuzzling the growing arousal.

"Please, Sakuraya-sa-" The slap silenced him. Glancing up his master's eyes were cold.

Gentle fingers that he had seen delicately turn pages of a book or tend to small plants hooked into his lip forcing his mouth apart. Shitsuo coughed as his mouth was filled, the urge to throw up was overwhelming. "I shouldn't need to tell you what will happen if you bite down." Closing his eyes in resignation, Shitsuo opened his mouth until his jaw ached.

Tears ran freely down his cheeks as his head was moved in accordance to his master's will. The grip in his hair tightened becoming painful as Sakuraya fucked his mouth. "Ha, feels so good." Shitsuo said nothing unable to. Every second dragged, turning into minutes until it was finally over, the intrusion sliding out of his mouth. Shitsuo winced as something hit him in the face.

Raising a shaky hand he wiped the fluid away, getting it all over his fingers. It was in his hair too. Glancing up he met those pink eyes that seemed to laugh at him. "Now you can get on the bed." Shitsuo swallowed thickly, doing as he was told. The sooner it was over the better. "Strip." The butler's fingers fumbled with the buttons only making his master more irritated. He had managed to get the top button undone before his face was kissing the silk covers.

"You took too long." His struggle was pointless, the cold air conditioning hitting his bare skin.

"...Sakuraya-sama." The rest of the words died on his lips. The raven's nails dug into his butt cheeks spreading them apart. For the first time he knew what real fear was. When he had screwed up his training over and over again, he had been scolded harshly, back then he had thought his family was the scariest thing he could face.

Shitsuo was wrong. "Agh! Hurts." He was crying again but he didn't think he had stopped, his short nails dug into his palms as he clenched them in the silk trying to block out what was happening.

"Loosen up, Shitsuo." It was an order he couldn't obey his body becoming tenser as it was moved against his will.

The grip on his hips tightened. The pain that had seared his channel only became more painful as time passed. His master though was enjoying himself thrusting into him and doing what he wanted. "St-op." The word left his mouth and he knew it would only make thinks worse. Cold eyes fixed on him sending a shudder down his spine.

"Are you ordering me around?"

Shitsuo lay curled on the bed on his side, since it hurt too much to move. Everything hurt and there was something disgusting leaking out of him. Sakuraya was relaxing in a nice hot bath. His mind was in turmoil yet somehow he was empty. A shiver ran along his skin and the butler knew he should get up to at least turn off the air conditioning. Instead he put up with the cold, just like he had put up with everything else.

Shitsuo had a rude awakening when he was slapped awake. When had he fallen asleep? For a long time if he went by his master's face. Sakuraya stood by the bed dripping wet, a towel wrapped around him. "I've been calling you for the past five minutes. Get up!" Forcing his legs to move, the butler stood, grimacing as something ran down his leg, the raven only smirked.

"...My apologies, Sakuraya-sama." He was supposed to help the raven out of the bath and dry him. His fingers shook as he reached for the towel. This new side of his master terrified him.

"Hurry up. I have things to do." Bowing his apology made pain spike through his lower back, he was pretty sure he was bleeding too.

Following Sakuraya's orders, Shitsuo dried the slim form that had abused him and helped him dress. He was then ordered to change the bedding and take a shower. His first thought had been right his entrance had been torn. "Shitsuo." Every muscle froze, praying that his master wouldn't come in. "I want some tea." It was impossible to stop his voice shaking.

"Yes, Sakuraya-sama."

It wasn't the last time he was abused. The place he had called home for so many years had become sickening in the past few months. His so called request for a lock on his bedroom door had been granted, the only one with the key was his master. Shitsuo couldn't remember the last time he had slept in fear that he would have a night guest.

Not that it mattered he had to follow orders anyway, his wants and needs had never mattered. If he didn't go to his master, the raven would come to him and that would make his situation worse. Climbing out of bed he quickly got ready, the familiar fear surfaced again never quite fading.

Trying to control his breathing, Shitsuo knocked on the door before opening it. "Sakuraya-sama, its time to get up." The raven was slow to stir as usual.

"Shitsuo, get over here." Keeping his head low, Shitsuo knew it was futile to disobey.

"Yes master."

Standing beside the bed, the covers were thrown back where he could see the bulge between his master's legs. "Do you know what this is?" He was asked the same question every morning.

"Its an erection, Sakuraya-sama." The raven smiled.

"Deal with it." It was the same order every morning. It was a good thing he hadn't eaten yet or he would've thrown up and that never went down well.

Getting ready to get on his knees, Shitsuo was startled when he was pulled onto the bed. "Not like that. I want to be inside here." Another day he wouldn't be able to his duties properly. His family had raised him as a butler, instead he was basically a sex slave enduring his master's whims. "I want you to ride me. Try to smile."

Trapped in the same loop was hell. Day in and day out it was the same. What Shitsuo hadn't known when he woke up was that very morning the cycle would break. The pain was still there though he was used to it by now. The position was horrible. "Sakuraya-sama, please I-" Just like he was used to be slapped or beaten for his thoughts of disobedience.

Never had he been more shocked or embarrassed when a scream sounded by the door. It was a well dressed woman and not just any woman. From his position on the bed Shitsuo turned his head, his hips were held down, his master buried balls deep within him. Everything seemed to stop. "Mother. What are you doing here?"

His master's mother was screaming something at them, not that he could hear anything. Shitsuo could hear the sound of something breaking, a smile touching his lips. Sakuraya had pulled out already and was trying to calm the hysterical woman down. Everything hurt but it looked like it would be the last time he felt any pain.

That day, the day he was fired was the best day of his life. Everything he owned was in the small room he had been given. Not once did he look at his master why he was getting ready. The woman was glaring at him already on the phone. Shitsuo didn't bother packing since he no longer needed anything.

The outcome of the phone conversation was obvious. He had been fired, his family had disowned him. Yet instead of feeling sad, the tears on his cheeks had dried. Turning to face his master he gave a bow with a smile. "Good bye, Sakuraya-sama." He didn't get a reply and he didn't stay long enough to wonder about the odd expression on his master's face.

Each step became lighter, the sound he could hear in his head were the chains that had been holding him down since birth. By the time he reached the large gate, Shitsuo felt like he could run like the wind. He had no family, no job and yet he was happy. He was free.

End