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"Hey!" Kass rolled her eyes as she heard Roxanne stomping over to her cubicle. Sooner or later, Rox was standing over her, her arms crossed.

"Yesssss Rox.." Kass asked, keeping her eyes on the computer.

"So are you gonna tell me why your mood just flew out the window at the party?!"

"Uhm, yeah. Sure." Rox rolls her eyes before pulling her chair in the next cubicle at a diagonal from Kass. She sits down and patiently waits for her bestfriend to explain. She clears her throat, making it known that she isn't going anywhere until she explains. "God, Rox."

"What?! I wanna know what was bugging you because what bugs you bugs me too. Duh."

"Okay. Well. You know Big Time Rush, right?"

"Yes, they're hot." She shrugs. Then her eyes widened a bit. "Hey I did see you talking to that Logan kid. He's pretty fuckin' hot." Kass rolls her eyes and sighs. "What! Seriously. You have to admit."

"Ew, god. No. He's an asshole." Her eyebrow goes up.

"You knew him before?"

"Yeah, I knew him before. I knew all of them before they became famous."

"How?"

"High school..."

"And he still remembers you?!"

"Well.. after everything, yeah."

"Everything.."

"Look. I dont even wanna talk about this but since you're my bestfriend, I have to tell you. Logan was one of the popular kids in high school. Like, the dude who always got the chicks and knew he was attractive. On top of that, he had the grades, he could sing, he has the body and the smile. What chick wouldn't want that, you know?" Rox nodds. "Well, I wasn't all that in high school. I had my few friends and we minded our own business. Didnt try getting into that crowd. But, my dumbass fell for Logan when he started to shower me with attention.. for sex. Lots of it."

"Woah. I really wasnt expecting that."

"Yeah." Kass nodds, still disappointed in herself after all these years that she let Logan take advantage of her every single time he came around. "And until this day, I still call myself stupid for believing his every word and letting him take advantage of me. I dont know why I couldnt see through all that before, he wasn't even nice to me outside of my bedroom."

"Well shit... that's fucked up. I'm sorry Kass."

"It's cool. Sooo, that's kind of why I was kind of shallow and just.. wasn't feelin' it towards the end of the night. Seeing him smile like that just brought back so much memories. And I'm sure he hasnt changed much, esp since he's all famous and shit now."

"What're you gonna do?"

"Just.. not even deal? What else can I do? I'm not trying to get involved in that again."

"You better not.." Kass shakes her head.

"Definitely not." Kass quivers at the thought of Logan. "He's .. just. Ugh. Dirty. Not gonna lie though, he is attractive. Definitely grew since the last time I saw him."

"Dont Kass. You're gonna start falling into it again."

"What? Says who? I'm over that. This isn't high school." Although, Rox may just be right. Yeah, her anger may have risen her blood pressure a bit. But the other half of her just wanted to melt. The way his hair swept upright, his smile, the dimples, those eyes.

Lol, shut the fuck up Kass. He did you wrong.

But that's part of the reason why she just kept going with everything back in high school. Cause he kept that thrill in everything. And she was being noticed, other than being noticed as a nerd or anything below that. It was exciting.

The tears though? Not exciting at all. Kass remembers crying herself to sleep every night. Crying after Logan would just hit it and leave. I will never forgive myself for all that. I would never wanna feel that way ever again. It took years to heal.

And until this day, it still takes time. I must've been stupid to think we'd actually have something.

"Look, I just dont want you to fall into that whole thing again. I could only imagine what you went through. But you know what you went through and how it felt. So dont.."

"Okay mom." Rox rolls her eyes.

"Just cause I love you Kass. And only want the best for you."

"Yeah yeah, I love your ass too." Kass smiles a bit. Rox gets settled back into her cubicle to do more work. Just as Kass is finishing up a task on the computer, her supervisor asks her to print some papers and deliver it to a certain studio upstairs.

It's only a floor up and Kass is hating the stairs right now. But she's too lazy to walk to the elevator since the stairs are so much closer to her cubicle. She's wearing leather leggings, an oversized black and white tee that she tied into a crop top and some cheetah print pointy-toe heels. Her brunetter hair had loose waves, parted down the middle. She had her eyes on the papers in front of her when she heard a voice down the hall.

A slightly familiar voice.

God please dont do this to me right now.

She looks up from the papers to see Logan. Coming towards her way. Well shit, now it's too late to turn back cause she'll just look stupid.

So she keeps her eyes on the papers. But Logan knows she definitely saw him. He smirks to himself as he gets closer to the matured, gorgeous ass girl in front of him.

"I know you see me." He says lowly by her ear as he brushes past her. She turns and he's standing there, waiting for her to acknowledge him. She rolls her eyes.

"And?"

"Jeez, I haven't seen you in so long and this is how you're gonna greet me?"

"Yeah, I don't really care." She says shaking her head and shrugging.

"Woaaah, okay miss attitude." He has his hands up. "Can we not right now? I really would appreciate a sincere hello and a hug."

"I need to get back to work."

"Well, can we at least catch up or something? I'm happy I saw you after so long." He says sincerely. Kass was trying so hard not to fall for it. But she didn't know. It seemed different. Then again, its Logan. Logan charm.

"Uhhhhm, sure." Logan sighs.

"My number hasnt changed. Hit me up. Please? I'd really like to catch up with you."

"Shouldn't you be making songs or whatever?" Kass uses her hands, showing a bit of indifference in the conversation.

"Yeah, but I do have free time you know? Free time we could use to talk and all that."

"All that... Right."

"Oh come on, Kassy. Really? That was high school." Bullshit.

"Dont call me that." Logan was lightweight getting fed up with the attitude. Damn. All a guy wants to do is talk to the girl, the attitude is too strong for this simple conversation.

"Text or call me ok?" He says before walking the opposite direction. Too bad I deleted that number after we graduated.


That night, Kass is settling herself in bed. Checking Instagram, Twitter, Facebook - all to make herself sleepy somehow. Then she thinks about the encounter with Logan. Shit just seems so damn weird. She didn't know if he was the same or if he actually grew the fuck up.

That'd be a miracle.

Then she thought about his invitation to catch up and such. There's no harm in catching up, right? She was actually thinking about it. Maybe she'll go and talk to him then just continue keeping her distance. Shit, she's done it all these years. She's certain she can continue it even with him in her face.

Or not.

She thinks about how handsome the dude is. And how he definitely grew. Attractive ass Logan, it makes her weak.

"Nope. I'm no longer thinking about your ass." She says outloud, to herself. She puts her phone aside and closes her eyes.

"Kassy come on." Logan says outside of Kass' window. She knew her huge ranch style house would be an advantage, especially with Logan. But damn, its nearly 1am.

"Logan, go home! My parents are gonna hear you."

"I'll be gone before they know it. Cooome on." He pouts and leans his head all the way into the window frame. She stares at him seriously for a moment, but he continues to pout. She rolls her eyes and sighs.

"Okay. Fine."

"Yesssss." He exclaims as he climbs through the window and lightly trips over. She's sitting at the end of her bed watching it all happen. She giggles and shushes him. He closes the window and looks at her. He bites his lip and immediately goes in for a kiss. The kiss deepens quicker than she can interpret everything happening.

Then he's on top of her, clothes are slowly being taken off.

It's a cycle. This is what they do. And she fucking hates it.

But she loves it at the same time. She really fuckin' loves it when he gives it to her. It's amazing.

"Logaannn.." She moans softly. He kisses her neck and digs deeper. "Pleeasee..."

"Fuck." He picks up the pace. She cant take this shit. It's too good for her own being.

"Godddd, Logaaan." She says a bit louder. Her breathing picks up. Their breathing picks up.

"Fuck." Kass wakes up from the dream. This was all in high school, why was it in her head like it just happened yesterday?

She picks up the phone to check the time. 330am.

And a text from an unknown number. But she already knows who it is.

Her eyes squint at the brightness of the phone.

I know you, Kass. -_- You weren't even gonna text me cause you deleted my number. So, now. You have no excuse but to hang out with me.

- Logan

She rolls her eyes.

Smartass. Get outta here with that.


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