Hey! -Everyone whom reads my stupid babbling- Guess what I started watching Sunday! …..No not porn, Not Vocolaod-is that how you spell it?-, even though I should watch that. *points to band in corner* - Yes I have a Band! - Drum roll please! …...Death Note!

I bet everyone one went "Ugh! Like we need to hear more about Death Note!" No but seriously it's pretty good. Watch, I recommend it. Okay on to story.

Warning tons of Fluff! Lemons! Don't like Yaoi don't read it! I don't own Vampire Knight (if I did Kaname and Zero would be together!) or the idea of Loveless. I just used the idea of the ears and tail symbolizing virginity. A.U this starts after the war with Rido except Kaname and Yuki don't leave, and Yuki doesn't know Kaname loves her; just that he's her "brother" and the Moon Dorm isn't distorted. The idea of one part of a saying comes from Sagakure one of the best Kaname and Zero Yaoi drawer and writers.

Spoiler Alert! If you don't want to know don't read but there's a cute Zero in it, so if you want come back to read it later. .

Kaname - *peaks over Yumi's shoulder* Why am I a total emotional wreak in this chapter?

Me- * looks up at Kaname, coyly* Well, cuz you miss Zer-Zer here. *pats kitty Zero eating a bunny shaped cookie*

Zero- Mew

Kaname- *nosebleed*

Ha-ha total OCC Zero there. But that would be awesome!

Chapter 2: Feelings

Kaname couldn't help himself the pain was just too much for him. His heart, felt like it was being ripped out of his chest. The vampire prince laid still on his red sofa; hand over his eyes, blocking them from the blazing devil, one of a vampire's worst enemies, the sun. His pale cheeks showing twin tear lines. Kaname heard a soft knock on the big brown doors, leading into his room.

"Kaname?" The familiar voice came from the doors. "Is everything, okay?" The door opened with ease. Ichigo's jaw dropped, at the sight at his friend's completely trashed room. "What happened in here?" Kaname's head turned, to his friend, giving him a killer glare.

"Go away Takuma." His tone dark and evil, yet so lonely. The younger vampire's heart almost broke at the sight of his friend.

"Can you at least tell me what's wrong?"

"Nothing." The pureblood turned his head away.

"This doesn't look like nothing." The blonde said, gesturing towards his friend's room. The brunette slid his legs over the edge of the sofa, and stalked to the noble in front of him. He looked into those dark crimson caverns. A chill ran up the blonde's spine. "Please, Kaname let me help you. What happened?" Kaname looked around like he was seeing his room for the first time.

FLASH BACK

Kaname busted into his room, his aura giving the whole night class a headache. The pureblood's anger was flaring. His heart was broken into a million pieces. The brunette rushed to his walk-in closet, and stepped in. The vampire prince stormed to the pile of secret pictures of Zero. Pictures of the sliver haired boy sleeping, patrolling, doing homework, eating, even in the shower - which was Kaname's favorite pictures, the ones he used to…..um 'entertain' himself-. More tears fell down his face.

"Why, Zero I loved you so much?" He grew his claws and started slashing at the pictures of his love. - [I think every Zero fangirl reading this is crying, I was. "I was like no Kaname give them to me!"]- He started with the one of Zero patrolling. His sliver hair, ears and tail, shining in the light of the moon. His back up against a tree, eyes closed. The young vampire looked so peaceful, it made Kaname's heart pang. More tears spilled, and the pureblood cried out, a heart breaking cry. Several windows cracked, and the rest shattered. He slashed the picture. Then moved onto another and another, till the whole pile was gone. Kaname's breathing was shallow, and his heart was pounding like crazy. Why, does he make me like this? This isn't right.

He slowly stepped out of the closet, his anger still not quenched. The vampire walked over to his bookcase and stared at the books in the container. He remembered asking Yuki, some books she saw Zero reading. Yuki of course asked why he was interested in what the slivered hair boy was reading, and he just said what he knew would make the girl smile. He wanted to get a better 'view' of what Zero was like. So instantly the brown eared girl, smiled and babbled on and on about the books she saw Zero reading. Kaname then sent out the maid to go and buy him the books, Yuki listed. He gripped the bookcase and threw it down.

"Ugh!" The pureblood slammed his fist into the wall multiple times, leaving blood on his hands. Kaname strolled to the other side of his room, but stopped when he saw his reflection in the mirror. Suddenly, he just felt pure disgust. He watched himself in the mirror. Why doesn't Zero love me? Am I not good enough for him? Is it because who I am, what I am?

"I hate you, I hate you!" Kaname screamed at himself, punching the mirror over and over. "Why, can't you be good enough for him!" Glass went flying, cutting the pureblood's face, arms, and chest, he didn't even flinch. Wounds healing instantly. Maybe his uncle was right?

'No one will ever love you because everyone sees right through your mask and knows you're just a broken slave.' Tears slipped down his cheeks, again. No, his uncle is wrong, not only is he wrong but he's dead. Rido would never hurt anyone he loves, ever again. About an hour later of trashing his room he ended up on the only thing that was unscratched, his sofa.

End Flash Back

Kaname's mind was somewhere else for a while, thinking of a plan. When suddenly his little brown dog ears perked up. "Get the maid, and tell her to fix up this room. I'll be out."

"Kaname, its 12:00 don't you think you should stay here?" When the gloomy prince turned to face him, the blonde instantly regretted his words. "I'm sorry." The younger of the two bowed respectfully and slugged away. Leaving Kaname to continue his journey. He pushed the big bulky doors of the Moon Dormitory open and slipped into the outside, lit by the light of the moon. Kaname jumped over the gate gracefully, landing on his feet. He sniffed the air searching for his target. Bingo! There it was. He casually walked to his prey. His plan in his mind.

The wind picked up, whipping around him and howling in his ears, all four of them. He walked over to the unexpecting perfect.

"Hello." The pureblood, greeted sweetly. Making the perfect jump.

"Oh, hello Onii-san!" The small brown eared girl sang out. "What are you doing out side?"

"I just missed my imouto." Kaname's face grew serious. " I want to tell you something very important. I want to know if I have your support."

"Of course Onii-san. I'll do anything for you."

Zero stepped out of his room, done 'cooling' off. He ran a hand through his soft sliver hair and sighed. The young vampire was still a little frazzled from his encounter with Kaname a few hours ago. Why did the older vampire attack him like that? Was he trying to bind me to him? Why would he even want that? Vampires are so strange. I might as well tell Yuki she can go to sleep.

The boy walked to where he smelled Yuki. He came close to the small brunette, and his heart instantly plummeted. Zero eyes widened till they were the size of dinner plates. He stepped back and then again. Tears building in his beautiful lavender eyes. His heart felt like it was being ripped apart very, very slowly. The ex-human quickly recovered when Yuki's chocolate eyes fell on him. Bright pink blush tinting her cheeks.

"Z-Zero?" She blushed even harder. Zero's gazed quickly turned into a hard glare at the smirking pureblood. Kaname held back a smile when he saw Zero's ears twitch.

"Why, hello Ze-"

"Shut up, Kuran and get back to fucking your dorm!"

"Zero!" Yuki cried.

"Well, it seems I disturbed the mother hen." Kaname turned to Yuki and placed a peck on her plump lips. "Good-night Yuki. Mother hen." He nodded.

Zero growled and mumbled under his breath a very hateful, "Bastard." He turned his back on Yuki and walked to his post. Yuki on his trail. After awhile of the stalking, the little perfect got on his nerves and he erupted. "What the hell do you want?" The smaller of the two winced, as if the words just burned a hole through her skin.

"N-nothing."

"Then stop following me!"

"O-okay, I-I'm sorry." She quickly ran away, and back to her dorm. Leaving the sliver eared perfect to his sulking. I can't believe it the pureblood attacks me and then h-he kisses Yuki. Why should I even care, she never loved me anyway. I don't even think I love her, well I do but only as a brother. But then what's this feeling of…..jealousy? Could it be for Kaname? No, he didn't have feeling for the older vampire like that or did he? The hunter shivered. Why is it so cold out? Zero hugged his jacket to his body.

Well that worked better then I thought it would. Kaname smiled softly. Oh, he couldn't wait for this plan to work out. He hummed softly and walked into his room. Just as he thought, it was already clean and fixed; and it has been only about ten minutes. He stretched, cracking a few bones.

MONDAY AT THE CHANGE

Zero's eyes popped up from the ground where they were glued to since Yuki got there. Zero saw Kaname's probing eyes looking at him. What the hell was he looking at him that way fo- No! Not now! He felt it, the dry throat, and the pain in his chest. He was hungry. Damnit! Zero looked around at where he was. Oh, Kami. Look at all their ripe throats. All of them where just asking to be bitten. No, no that's not right! I-I. Oh, come on just one little bit. No one will even care. Yes, everyone will! Zero took off running, right pass Kaname. -Who very much smelt the need radiating off the boy. - Kaname walked out of the group and followed Zero. Kaname sighed, why couldn't Zero just come to me? The pureblood just caught up to Zero when the younger male spun around.

"Leave me alone Kuran!" Zero's voice laced with venom. "I'm not in the mood, okay!"

"Ha, Zero since when are you ever in the mood? And anyway I'm just here to feed you, that's all." A low angry growl formed in the back of Zero's throat. The steaming perfect stormed off towards his dorm, the graceful pureblood on his tail. They walked into the Headmasters private estate and headed to Zero's room. The sliver eared hunter slipped his key into the lock and pushed the door open, stepping in. The pureblood following suit.

"Zero, you know if you just pay more attention to your own needs-"

"You would save both of us a lot more time. Yeah, yeah I know. Now let's get this over with already."

"As you wish." Kaname walked over to Zero's bed and sat down on the edge. The pureblood stripped himself of his white jacket and vest. He then unbuttoned the first three buttons on his shirt. The ex-human was mesmerized by the sexy sight of the pureblood in front of him. The boy stared for a few more seconds making the older one smirk. Zero may not love Kaname yet but that didn't mean he couldn't get sexually aroused by him. I mean he is a healthy male after all.

"Come on, Zero-kun, I thought you wanted to get this over with?" Kaname watched Zero blush. I wonder what he would look like chumming from my sexual tortures. Would he blush like a sweet little Uke or try to look like a strong Uke that thinks he's a Seme. Kuran laughed wickedly inside his head. I'm going with the blushing virgin one.

"Oh, shut up!" Zero walked slowly over to the pureblood. He sat down next to Kaname, but he couldn't reach the older vampire's neck, easily.

"Come here." The vampire prince patted his lap. Zero eyes grew wide, but he recomposed himself before the other could notice. Zero stood and walked in front of the pureblood. The hunter slid one leg over the right side of Kaname's thigh and then his other.

KANAME'S POV

Just watching Zero straddle me was enough to make my friend perk up. God, I'm so screwed up. I looked Zero in his eyes to see beautiful lavender turn blood red. I can feel it, his tongue sliding up and down my throat. A moan, escapes my mouth. I live for these moments. My mind is fogged with the clouds of lust, but sadly that bliss was short lived. Why do you always hesitate?

"Zero?" Unwanted irritation slipped into my voice.

"What?" A shiver ran up on my spine. His voice is so husky.

"Come on. I don't have all day you know." Zero's head moved back and then I felt it. His fangs bite so deep it was unbelievable. "Ah!" It's never been this painful before. One of my hands snaked around his waist, pulling him closer to my chest. How does something so painful feel so damn good? Another hand moved into Zero's soft sliver hair, my fingers brushing his even softer kitty ears. I smiled to myself, listening to Zero's even deep gulps. This is my heaven. I always want to hold him like this. I can't wait to get more intimate with this beautiful boy. I can't wait to feel him tremble under me. "Uh!" Okay, now I'm very painfully hard. No more dirty thoughts.

ZERO'S POV

His blood it's so sweet. It's so good, I need more.

"Uh!"

Did Kaname just moan? Who gives a damn I just want his blood. I bit down harder forcing more blood into my mouth. I settled down on Kaname's lap. What the hell? Kan-Kaname's hard!

NARRATOR'S POV

Zero leaped off the heated pureblood's lap, ripping the older male's throat a little. His lavender eyes as wide as dinner plates.

"G-Get out!" Zero ripped the door open and pointed out.

"Zero let me explain."

"No, get out now! You disgust me!" No please, Zero I love you so much. "You're sick, you and your whole fucking race! Out now! Don't come near me ever again!" The pureblood shuffled out of the peeved ex-human's room. Damn it! That set me back. What am I going to do now? Kaname looked back Zero's way, over his shoulder. Maybe I could force him into it? The pureblood shook his head. No that wouldn't be right. This is your entire fault. Kaname mentally yelled at his penis. Why couldn't you just stay down? "Ugh!" It's so uncomfortable to walk now. Okay, desimulating thoughts. Um, Headmaster in a pink frilly apron and nothing else. Ah! Oh my- I'm so mentally scared!

SATURDAY NIGHT

I haven't seen Zero in five whole days, well except at the change but that's not enough. Yuki came bouncing up to Kaname.

"Kaname, do you want to go shopping with me and Zero later?" Yuki smile was so bright it was blinding. The pureblood slipped a peek at the sliver eared boy behind Yuki, glaring viciously at him.

"I would love to." Her smile grew bigger, if that was even possible. Yuki knows that he didn't love her, she is in on the plan. That didn't mean she couldn't take advantage of the situation. The brown tailed girl squeezed Kaname, cuddling his chest.

"Thanks so much Kaname. It's just not fun shopping with Zero. He doesn't buy anything!"

"Well, don't worry I'll buy enough for both me and Zero. Okay?" The pureblood sneaked a sly smile at the seething hunter.

"Yup! Thanks Kaname!"

"No problem, now go get ready." Kaname faked a smile, ruffling her brown hair. Yuki skipped away, her brown dog tail wagging. For some reason, Zero stayed. "You should get ready, too. If you don't come, I'll drag you out clothed or not."

"I'd bet you'd like that wouldn't you." It was more of a statement then a question. Zero turned on his heel and walked over to his dorm.

When Zero was out of hearing distance, Kaname stated "Yes, Zero I would like that. I would like that a lot." A sad smile fell across his face.

Zero entered his dorm, and slipped on a gray long sleeved tee-shirt that had the hunter symbol on the back of it in blood-red and a pair of dark blue jeans. He then slipped on his trench coat. -It's the beginning of winter- Sigh. "Why did Yuki have to invite that bastard?" I guess I just have to suck it up, like usual.

Yuki put on a pair of neon hot pink skinny jeans and a long sleeved hot pink shirt. I can't wait to go shopping with Kaname! Yuki smiled a sad smile. She bent down and slipped on her light pink U.. -Ugh pink overload! - Why doesn't Nii-chan love me? Well, at least he found love. Even if Zero doesn't love him yet, he'll come around sooner or later. For Nii's sake I hope its sooner.

Zero and Yuki headed over to the gate where they were to meet Kaname. They were on their way when Yuki stopped.

"Yuki?" Kaname turned to the small brunette, Zero just stopped.

The small girl groaned. "I don't feel so good. I'm going to head back. Okay?" Zero stepped to the 'sick' girl's side.

"I'll bring you to your room." Yuki pushed Zero away lightly -Teehee Light. Sorry just had to say that. *shot*-

"No go. I want you two to go. Kaname, buy me some cute things."

"You got it. Now go back to your dorm and get some rest."

The girl nodded her head, and waved to the two boys. "Bye, guys have fun!" This better work, come on brother. Do you know what I'm giving up? Shopping!

Kaname turned to face Zero. "I guess it's just you and me, Zero."

"Sadly, yes. Come on lets go." A cold gust of wind hit Zero and Kaname hard, making their coat flutter a little. Only if they knew that, that gust of wind was the warning of the changes that was going to happen between the two of them tonight. -Yes my lovelies this is where it starts to get good. - Our two favorite boys started out on their journey into town.

They've been walking through the town for a while now in very awkward silence. "So, Zero where would you like to go first?" Kaname asked, getting sick from the silence that surrounded them.

"I don't care." Zero grunted. Annoyed that the pureblood kept calling him by his first name.

"Uh, okay well then I'm going to pick where we go. If that's okay with you, Zero?" Zero stopped short in his tracks and turned to Kaname, anger contorting his face.

"Stop acting like we're friends Kuran! Cause we aren't!" Kaname inwardly winced. Those words hurt so much. Kaname made a few glances around him and noticed that Zero was gaining them some unwanted attention.

"I'm very sorry, Kiryu-kun. I didn't know you felt that way." The brunette muttered, his voice stained with sadness. Unseen sadness filled his burgundy eyes.

"How could you not know! The only reason I'm out with you now is because Yuki wanted me to!"

"Wow, that guy's telling him off." A male bystander whispered.

"Poor Kuran." A female commented. -She knows his surname because Zero said it.-

"I wonder if the brunette likes the sliver haired guy. I mean look his eyes show so much sadness." An earless female stated.

"I agree." The other girl's companion answered.

"Kiryu-kun, please lower your voice your drawing attention to us."

"No, I will not lower my voice! I'm getting so tired of you thinking you know everything! You know Kuran there was something bothering me for the longest of time now."

"And what is that Kiryu- kun?"

"Why the hell would you try rape me," No, Zero please don't say this here. In front of all these people. Kaname outwardly winced when he heard that the people gasped.

"No, I didn't try to rape him. It's just-"

"Don't lie to them Kuran! I think they deserve to know! Now let me finish! And then you go after Yuki!" Kaname's face was scarlet now. "Oh, if that wasn't enough you get arous-"

"That's enough Zero lets go!" Kaname grabbed Zero's hand and dragged him away from the crowd.

"Why are you afraid people will know the truth?"

"No, it's just I don't want to be embarrassed any further."

"Oh, I'm so sorry master. Please punish me." Kaname got turned on by Zero's innocent words.

"Don't talk like that." Zero ripped his hand out of Kaname's grasped and walked into a ramen shop. 'What did I do now?' Kaname slowly walked in after Zero. He saw Zero sitting at a table sipping a few strands of ramen. The silver eared boy's tongue flung out catching a few strands of noodles in a very sexual looking way. That acted turned the pureblood on even more. I wonder how that tongue would feel running down on my- No, no thoughts like that. Not right now at least. The dogged eared boy slid into the seat in front of the other boy.

"Listen Zer- Kiryu. I'm sorry I offended you. Could you please forgive me?" The perfect gave the pureblood a confused glance.

"Why do you care if you offended me or not?" Come on Kuran you can do this. Tell him, tell him right now!

"Because…because I l-love you." Zero laughed. Wow, Zero's laugh is so beautiful.

"You're kidding right?"

"No, Zero I'm very serious." The pureblood gave the other a stern look. "I have a question Zero. How do you really feel about me?"

"I don't love you," Kaname's face fell. "but lately I've been getting this feeling when I'm around you. Like the feeling I use to get with Yuki." The dark haired boys eyes lit up. It wasn't love but it's a start! "I'm sorry I snapped at you before." Kaname was suddenly taken back. Zero….apologizing… to me. Oh my god, it's a sign of the apocalypses, everybody hide! The two sat in silence till a waitress walk over, blushing, asking Kaname if he would like something to eat. Kaname ordered a bowl of Tonkotsu ramen. The two males sat and enjoyed their bowls of ramen. Kaname staring at Zero from under his dark brown hair. He watched Zero's little pink tongue flick out and catch strands of ramen like before. Zero's so hot.

The two finished. The dinner went well no fighting till…the bill came.

"Here's your check. Thank you. Come again." Zero reached for the bill, but Kaname snatched the check away before him.

"Let me Zero."

"No. I wanted to come here."

"Hey, Zero isn't that Yuki with Kaito?" Kaname said softly, pointing outside.

"What!" When Zero looked away, Kaname flagged down the waitress and paid. The younger turned back to the elder when he noticed he was tricked.

"Bastard." Zero muttered.

"That's very rude Zero, I knew my farther." The silver haired hunter rolled his lavender eyes. "Come on, Zero lets go."

Kaname slid out of the booth, followed by Zero. Zero looked up and noticed the sky was rather gray.

"Kaname it looks like its going to snow."

"Hm, why yes it does." Kaname stopped suddenly. "Zero." Said boy turned.

"Yes?" Kaname swallowed his fear and got ready for rejection.

"Will you go out with me?" The pureblood looked into wide lavender eyes. Zero turned back around, his back to Kaname. He grabbed his arm.

"Okay." Kaname did alittle virtory dance inside his head. "So, Kaname does this mean this is our first date?" The other boy walked to Zero and place his hand on Zero's shoulder.

"If you want it to be."

"I guess." Suddenly reality hit Zero hard like a ton of bricks. "What about Yuki?"

"Oh, um how do I say this but that was just a façade to get you to love me."

"Wow, Kuran that's pretty pathetic."

"Well, it worked didn't it?"

"I guess so."

TO BE CONTINUED

If any one wants to be in the new story I'm writing put your description in your review and I'll pick two people from this story and another two from my other story. Also, um everyone review before did I reply cause I think I did but I can't remember. Thank you for reading.

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