I feel honored. Thanks for all you lovely reviews. I was kind of shocked when I wanted to read my emails this morning, beacuse it said 24 new e-mails. And 21 of them regarding this story. So thanks for all your reviews again.

This is a very short chater and I only wrote it to fill the long time between the first and the third chapter.

Oh and I still don`t own anything.

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Chapter 2

Derek was watching Addison interacting with a peds surgeon from the nurse station. They were obviously discussing a case. She looked beautiful he thought, just beautiful. She was glowing but so was Meredith. A dilemma in which he found himself in.

"Dr. Montgomery, Dr. Robbins." the chief approached Addison and the other doctor.

"Morning chief" they replied in union.

"Excuse me and Dr. Montgomery for a moment please." Richard said to the young woman and led Addison towards the nurse station.

"Why did I find a letter of resignation on my desk this morning?" He asked with a little anger and also a little surprise evident in his voice.

"I`m going back to New York Richard. I can`t stay here and I won`t."
"You have a contract." He stated. He couldn`t loose his best surgeon this would be a very bad reputation for Seattle-Grace Hospital.

"Richard please. I will break if i can`t leave this city. I can`t be around Derek while he`s flirting with his little pregnant intern. I can`t continue watching them interact with each other. I`m not strong enough anymore."

Now he finally recognized Addisons agonies. She has always been like a daughter for him and Derek like a son, but Addison would always come first. Always.
Tears were glittering in her eyes but she made sure they wouldn`t escape. Seeing that she was about to loose the silent fight she and her tears were fighting, he pulled her in a thight embrace, sending angry glares over to Derek who was watching the scene tense.

Great, what am I supposed to do? My wife is pregnant and so is my "girlfriend" or whatever she is. How am I supposed to decide which of them I want to be with. Which child or children I want to see grow up. God`s punishing me for sure. He wallows in self-pity.

Then he saw Meredith walking by, young and beautiful. With a cute little bump he could only imagine because she`s wearing scrubs. But considering how skinny she is, there must already be a baby bump visible.

She only ignored him and that doesn`t make his decision any easier. Maybe he shouldn`t be with either of them. Maybe he should just let them be. Maybe it`s for the best. But how can it be the best for a child to grow up without a father? He grew up without one because his father was shot and he still whished for him to be with him and give him words for advice. That would be indeed, very nice right now. Even though, the words wouldn`t be very nice right now, at least they would contain a useful advice.

That was the day he saw Addison for the last time.

To be continued...


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