Kind of short sorry. I do not own any of the characters. Thanks bye.

Sams POV

Dean snuggled me for the first time in a long time. I've always wanted Dean all to myself, but Dean isn't gay and definitely wouldn't be into his brother.

"Hey dude stop scratching your cuts," he reprimanded as I did the action without notice.

"Sorry," I whispered. I never wanted him to find out I never wanted anyone to find out. A tear slipped out of my eyes.

"Hey why are you crying?" Dean asked me and held my hand. I felt comfortable telling him things now. I start to cry harder.

"Because when I turned twelve I tried to kill myself with sleeping pills because I couldn't deal with the pain. Then I tried again when I was sixteen because of dad. Then I tried again at Stanford because I thought my life was just meant to be pain. Th-then I tried again two months ago because I felt like no one loved me," I cried to him.

Deans POV

How could he think that I don't love him? I pulled Sam into and embrace and whispered in his ear "I love you. I love you so much, don't you dare think about leaving me okay don't ever leave me,". I now looked him in the eye cradling his cheeks. "Don't you dare leave me okay?" I asked. He nodded his head. I leaned in and softly put my lips on his. He kissed me back softly. I licked his lips asking for an entrance. He opened his lips slightly and I slipped my tongue inside. We kissed back at each other our tongues and lips moving in rhythm.

The kiss deepened and became faster and more passionate. I feel Sam nibble at me bottom lip a little. I moan in pleasure. I then suck on his bottom lip and he lets out a soft moan. He leans over me and makes me lay down with his body on top of mine. He slips out of the kiss and starts to nibble on my ear lobe.

"mmm," I groan. He moves down my neck sucking on different spots making me moan. He takes off my tee-shirt and moves down my chest to my nipples. He sucks on the right one, making me moan. He flicks his tongue over my nipple and my back arches and I moan loudly. He treats the other nipple just the same.

He starts to pull down my jeans slowly while working on my left nipple. He then massages my balls, making me hard. I can feel the precum leak out. He pulls down my boxers and looks at my hard cock. He puts his lips to the tip of my cock then starts to slide it into his mouth. He slowly bobs his head on my cock. He starts to speed up. I moan loudly at the great feeling of Sam sucking my dick. He flicks his tongue over the tip and I moan louder. He Keeps going faster and faster.

"I'm gonna cum," I groan. He takes my dick out of his mouth. He spreads my legs wide. He took his finger and seductively sucked on it. He put his finger into my asshole, I groaned. He moved it back and forth slowly. Then he stuck a second finger in and I whimpered a little.

"Do you want me to keep going," Sam asked.

"yes," I whimpered. He moved his two fingers back and forth till my asshole stretched some more. Then he stuck in his third finger and I started to cry a little. He moved his fingers back and forth slowly. When I adjusted he moved his finger a little faster. He then pulled out his fingers and put the tip of his cock to my asshole. "Go on," I said. He slowly stuck his dick into my stretched asshole. Once it was in he slowly moved back and forth. He went a little faster and I moaned loud in pleasure. He went faster and faster. "im gonna cum," I said.

"So am I," Sam said. He kept going until I cummed and he filled me up. He collapsed on top of me.

"I love you so much and don't you forget it." I whispered in his ear then we drifted into the darkness.