NOTE: I don't have anyone to read thru my chapters before I post them so if I have missed some mistakes while trying to edit it myself, sorry before hand.
He hadn't been thinking before speaking and now he didn't know what to do. He had almost told Clarke that he didn't want her to share a bed with anyone else but him, but tank fully he had stopped himself before saying ''me''. What should he do? Bellamy had just walked out of there with his head down so no one could see his blush mixed with panicked face.
He had walked out in to the woods with his bow and arrows to hunt, he had needed to take his mind of Clarke and how embarrassed he was and how awkward it would be to talk to her again after what he had almost said. It had gotten dark and he hadn't noticed until he no longer could find his arrows that missed their target. He was on his way back with two rabbits and three birds when he saw Clarke standing outside the wall of the camp, probably waiting for him. He didn't want to see her now, he hadn't come up with an explanation to what he had said in the drop ship.
Clarke hadn't been able to stop thinking about what Bellamy had said and how he had intended to finish that last sentence that he had walked out on. It was a hundred ways he could have finished it but there was only one way she couldn't get out of her head and only one way she wanted it to end like. She wanted him to have said ''me''. She had admitted it to herself after a couple of hours of not being able to work since he and felt her standing there.
She had to confront him about it or she would have even a harder time sleeping then she already have. She could now see him coming out of the dark and she prepared herself for a showdown like all the others they have had. He stopped a couple of meters away and instead of waiting for him to start walking again she started to walk up to him. When she had stepped a couple of steps, about five she thinks, he backs a little and lift his hand with the rabbits in to stop her. He didn't want her close and it really hurt.
He hadn't meant to and he could see it in her eyes how much it had hurt her but he had stopped her from getting to close to him. He didn't even know why he had done it, it was a reflex. He didn't want people to see what was inside, even thou she had already seen a bit of it. She had seen him weak but he didn't want her or anyone to see that again. He couldn't look at her face anymore knowing that he had hurt her.
''Bellamy. I need to talk to you.'' she tried to sound like her normal self that was a match to Bellamy in an argument, but she could feel how her voice had broken a little at the end. She had to keep it together, she could not break down in front of Bellamy Blake. It doesn't matter how much closer or less that hated each other now, she didn't want to seem to weak in front of him.
''Okay.'' was all he said so she continued with what she had waited for Bellamy to discuss. ''I need you to finish that sentence and tell me why the hell I can't share a bed with someone of my choice.'' she stated, crossed her arms and took the stance always had when talking to Bellamy. The stance that made her look tougher then she really was inside. She had also gotten her voice back.
She wanted to talk about the thing he least wanted to talk about. What was he soposed to say? He couldn't tell her the truth, right? If he did she would only laugh at him and reject him, he knew that was going to happen if he told her. He was sure. ''Just forget it, okay princess.'' he started to walk towards camp not wanting to get to deep in to this argument that was on it's way to the surface. If they got in to a fight over this he was going to crack and tell her everything.
Bellamy had started walking again but Clarke was not gonna let him get away this time, she was going to get her answers. She gripped his arm as hard as she could and he stopped in his tracks. She could feel how he tensed up under her touch and she could help the smirk that rested on her lips for a moment, but hidden when Bellamy looked over at her. His brown eyes was so beautiful and she could just stair at them for the rest of her life and be happy. But they were filled with emotion that she couldn't see what emotion it was he tried to show or hide from her.
''I won't let you thru that wall until you give me an explanation, so talk Bellamy.'' He could see her determination in her eyes, he knew that he wasn't going anywhere now. But could he really tell her what he had almost said in the drop ship earlier that day. They had just made it to a place in their relationship where they trusted each other and got along most of the time. The camp had gotten more united because of it to. Did he dare disrupt that, or maybe she felt the same and things would get even better.
''Why can't you just drop it, it was nothing.'' he couldn't tell her, if she rejected him their situation would worsen if they couldn't get along. ''It's not nothing, you can't say something like that and walk away.'' why was she so stubborn? He loved and hated that at the same time. It was so Clarke but it was a pain in the ass to.
''I was going to say-'' he stopped himself again but this time to collect courage to say what he was about to confess. The hundreds future depended on her answer. ''me. I was about to say me when I walked out.'' he didn't dare to look at her and closed his eyes instead.
Clarke was frozen in shock, she couldn't move at all. Bellamy had closed his eyes after admitting what she had hoped but what now? She had wanted it to be him but she hadn't thought it would so she didn't really have a response. Her body started to move but she couldn't control it, it simply moved on it's own.
She moved closer to him and when as close as she could get without touching him she stepped on her toes and placed her lips on his. It gave a nice and worm feeling, it felt right. But she was as shocked as she could feel Bellamy was but she didn't move away and nether did he. In fact he dropped the animals he had caught on the ground and placed his hands on her waist. His touch wormed her body and she wished he would never let go as she placed her arms around his neck.
Bellamy never wanted to let go, he wanted Clarke to never leave his arms and he wouldn't let her. The kiss started gentle and nice but it grew more demanding and passionate as longer their lips was connected. Bellamy bit her under lip a little and she gasped which gave him the chance to deepen the kiss even more, she didn't reject it she welcomed it. They staid like that, entangled with each other as long as possible but soon that both needed air and parted.
Clarke had never felt like this when kissing someone, not even Finn that night in the bunker that he had found. Her heart was singing and she couldn't wipe the smile of her face even if she wanted to, it was stuck there permanently now and she was sure of it. ''So, what you are telling me is that-'' Clarke cleared her throat. ''that I will, well, move in with you?'' she asked him very unsure of the mening behind of what had been said and done to this point.
He hadn't really thought that far but when he heard Clarke ask it he knew that that was exactly what he wanted. He gave her one of his signature smirks and looked her in the eyes before tilting his head down locking their lips together for a brief second and then saying the words out loud. ''Yes that's what I'm telling you, and tonight.'' he wasn't going to give her a choice.
He took her hand in his, picked up the dead animals from the ground and walked thru the walls that protected them from the danger outside camp. Most of the 100 had gone to sleep in their tents by now but some were still up, not one of them noticing Bellamy and Clarke walking hand in hand towards his tent in the dark. Bellamy looked over his shoulder before entering after Clarke, he didn't really want to explain to some drunk kid why Clarke Griffin was going in to his tent at this hour smiling.
That night they didn't sleep until light started to spill in thru the tents thin fabric. It had started with just kissed but before they knew it they had gone all the way not regretting a thing.
