Summary: Tsukasa is back in the real world but he's sent to a Psychiatrist because he has been acting a little strange lately. Who is this new Tsukasa and what has he done with old Tsukasa? Subaru's worried about the old Tsukasa and doesn't know if he'll return like he promised. Tsukasa doesn't like the idea of a shrink to help him and refuses to listen and tries to find himself on his own. Will Tsukasa finally listen to the Doctor's orders and get all the help he needs, or will the Doctor pull a few tricks of his own to get Tsukasa to listen to him?

Disclaimer: I and I quote still do not own .hack/SIGN. I do not own coke either. However I do own this story.

Author Note: I know this story may seem weird, which it is, but it will soon become very interesting. Also Tsukasa is a little older than Subaru by a few months. (That doesn't mean three months exactly. He's older by four months in my story just so you know.) Don't forget that Krim and Subaru are siblings in my story. Also their parents moved to Europe. Krim and Subaru refused to go so they have to live together. Tsukasa is taking a martial arts class that he started when he was eight. However he does not have practices on the weekends just to clarify that so you know and aren't confused later on in chap. four. There is mild language in this chapter. Sorry! -

Title: My Emotions Lye Within The Crystal

Chapter: The Lie That Was Told To Be True

Author: SiameseWhiteFoxx

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The next day Tsukasa logged into the world to talk to Subaru about getting Bear to be his foster parent because he forgot to tell her the other day. When he got there he was in the private field. He was alone for now. He decided to not send a message to Subaru to meet him. Instead he thought about walking around.

"There's something familiar about this field." Tsukasa said to himself as he walked around. Just behind the tree about fourteen feet was the same river from in his dream. Tsukasa knelt down by the edge of the ground by the river.

"This is weird." He said as took of his right glove and put his hand in the light brown, murky, dirty water of the river. Tsukasa was so busy with looking at the surroundings and the water of the river he didn't even notice Subaru gate in. Subaru looked around until she noticed Tsukasa crouching by the river. She walked over to him. Subaru knelt down beside him. He didn't even notice due to the fact that he was quite engrossed in thought. She got his attention when she placed her left hand around his right wrist that was covered in the slimy water. Tsukasa jerked his hand away in fear before looking at her.

"What are you doing here? I never sent you a message or anything." He asked calmly while putting his glove back on.

"I wanted a place to think and be alone. But that's why you're here aren't you? At least I have some company." Subaru responded.

"I guess so, but I thought you said you wanted to be alone. So I'll leave if you want me to." Tsukasa spoke as he picked up his staff and got up. At that moment Subaru stood up and placed her ax in front of him stopping him from proceeding.

"No. I don't mind that you're here, really." She told him. Tsukasa pushed her ax away from him by the handle.

"I guess I'll stay if you want me to." He said walking to the tree they always sat by. Subaru followed and sat down next to him as he did. It was silent for a while the Tsukasa spoke up.

"Ya know; Bear might become my foster parent in the real world." He said somewhat quietly.

"I know. Krim told me all about it." Subaru replied.

"He did?"

"Well yeah, he is my brother and he tells me practically anything and everything."

"I didn't know he was your brother." Tsukasa told her.

"Not everyone does." Said Subaru.

"Huh. Bear said the trial would be tomorrow. My dad got really mad at me when I told him." Tsukasa said out of nowhere changing the subject.

"I hope you win and get to stay with Bear."

"But what if we lose? What then?"

"Maybe you'll win if Krim takes Bear's place. He said it would be nice to let you live with us. And I want you to." She told him clinging onto his left arm at that last statement.

"I just hope to live till to see tomorrow. My dad might do something drastic." Tsukasa muttered under his breath.

"You will, he won't, don't worry." Subaru whispered in his left ear.

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The next day was the worst Saturday Tsukasa could ever have. He told his father about the charges and his father went ballistic.

"What do you mean if I try to hurt you I'm going to a trial and might go to jail?" He yelled at Tsukasa. Tsukasa looked somewhat scared but still held his ground like he was taught in his martial arts training class he was taking.

"Well yeah then I could be taken from you for good! I'd never have to see you again!" Tsukasa hollered back.

"You little asshole!" His father screamed as he charged at him. Tsukasa ran but his father caught up to him. Tsukasa's father clenched his fist and struck. For the moment all Tsukasa could hear was the sound of his scream as his father's fist hit him on his right cheekbone under his eye as he fell backwards and crashed on the hard wood floor of the hallway. Tsukasa looked at his father in terror for a second before getting up and running to his room. His father ran after him. As soon as Tsukasa got in his room he reached for the phone that was on his dresser. He dialed Bear's number as fast as he could.

Bear looked at the phone's caller ID to see it was Tsukasa and grabbed the tape recorder by the phone. He turned the tape recorder on as he answered the phone.

"Hello, Tsukasa?" Bear asked holding the tape recorder up to the phone.

"Bear, I think he's gone off the deep end!" Tsukasa screamed into the phone. At that moment Tsukasa's father walked in. Bear listened.

"Give me that damn phone!" He hollered.

"No!" Tsukasa told him and continued his conversation with Bear. "You've got to help me he could kill me!" He plead into phone.

"I'll do what I can just hold on Tsukasa." Bear told him calmly.

"Damn right. Give me the phone you little bastard!" His father yelled while he approached Tsukasa.

"Over my dead body!" Tsukasa told his father as he kicked him in the shin.

"Oh shit! That can be arranged!" His dad said. His father clenched his fist again. This time he struck Tsukasa in the stomach.

"Uh!" Tsukasa groaned as he practically went flying into his dresser. He dropped the cordless phone and clasped on the soft carpet on the floor. He was knocked out on impact when his head hit the hard wood of the dresser.

"Tsukasa?" Bear asked from the other line.

"Serves you damn right. It'll teach you to mess with me you little stubborn asshole!" His father yelled to the motionless, unconscious body that was Tsukasa. He then left the room slamming the door behind him.

"Tsukasa? Tsukasa are you still there? Tsukasa. Answer me. Tsukasa!" Bear hollered into the phone. Then the line went dead and all Bear could hear was that annoying buzzing sound the phone made when someone had hung up. Bear hung up his phone and turned off the tape recorder. He dialed the police but the were not available at the moment due to break-in case just outside of Tokyo. (Cops should always be around. I guess it was just bad luck.)

Later that afternoon around 4:20, Tsukasa woke up.

"Uhhhh. Oh my head." He spoke rubbing his head where he bonked it. He looked around for a bit then got up. Tsukasa noticed the phone on the floor and put in back on the charger. He walked over to his bed and lied down for about ten minuets. Tsukasa looked over at his computer and walked over to it. He turned it on and sat down in his computer chair. After Tsukasa got on the Internet he logged into the World.

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As soon as Tsukasa logged in he went of adventuring somewhere. He soon found himself a battle with a rather large and rather strong monster. Tsukasa began to fight the monster that was in his way. He was getting trashed rather badly. Bruises and cuts. His clothes were torn as well. Finally after so many hits Tsukasa took from the beast he killed it and leveled up two levels and powered up a bit.

Tsukasa was getting a little board and went to the private field only he and Subaru knew about. When he got there Subaru was already there. Tsukasa started to walk over to her but tripped when he stepped on a rock as it crumbled beneath his foot. He fell hard onto the ground. Subaru heard the sound of someone crashing on the ground and looked to see Tsukasa lying there almost motionless. She ran over to him but it was rather hard when she was wearing those white high-healed shoes. She could hear the sound of Tsukasa crying as she approached him.

"Tsukasa!" She cried. "Tsukasa are you alright?" Subaru asked as she knelt down beside him. He did not answer but still did he cry.

In the real world Tsukasa had his head bent down and tears fell down his cheek onto his desk from under his game helmet.

Back in the World Subaru was trying to get Tsukasa to say something.

"Tsukasa, please answer me." Subaru pleaded. Tsukasa finally moved. He sat up with his head bent down not even facing her.

"He wont stop. He's out of control." Tsukasa told her.

"What did your father do?" She asked. Tsukasa looked at her. His tears were gone.

"He hit me, again. But this time he rendered me unconscious."

"Oh. Tsukasa. I'm so sorry."

"No, It's not your fault. You never did anything. I did. I was born. That's the problem." Tsukasa responded.

"Don't say that. You didn't do anything to deserve that, and you don't deserve to say that. Believe me." Subaru told him.

"Sure I do. My existence is meaningless in my father's eyes. I might as well be dead."

"No. You don't deserve to be dead. You were put on this planet for a reason and you deserve to live every day to the fullest. So stop saying that."

"No Subaru, you just don't understand. You have no idea how many times my father has tried to kill me. You don't know how many scars I have from him trying to kill me with that stupid knife. You just don't." Tsukasa said to her as he grabbed his staff as he stood up and started to walk away. Subaru grabbed her ax, got up and ran after Tsukasa until she got in front of him. She stood her ground and put her ax in front of him to stop him. Tsukasa stopped but he was not really in for a lecture or anything at the moment.

"Subaru, just please, leave me alone I don't really feel like talking." Tsukasa begged her. She moved her axe back to its normal position.

"Tsukasa, would you just listen to me please. I don't want you to say things like that. I makes me feel as if you would want to be killed or kill yourself. I hate it when you say things like that. No one wants you to die." Subaru told him.

"My father wants me dead. Why would anyone else care? Especially you." Tsukasa asked her.

"Because you don't deserve it and I don't want you to be dead." Subaru almost said in flirtatious way. Tsukasa gasped when Subaru put her index finger to his chest and drew a heart pattern. (Can anyone else besides me see Subaru doing that?) Tsukasa took hold of her right hand that was on his chest.

"Subaru, don't. I should get going. My dad is probably still angry at me." Tsukasa spoke. He let go of her hand and walked to the Chaos Gate. He looked back to see Subaru looking a little worried.

"Don't worry about me I'll be fine." He told her and logged out.

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Tsukasa took of the game helmet and set it on his desk after logging out of the World. He looked at the clock. It was 7:45. He walked into the living room. His dad was in there sitting on the couch. Tsukasa turned to leave not wanting to get yelled at.

"Where were you?" Tsukasa's father asked in an angry tone. Tsukasa turned back around.

"I was on my computer after I woke up." Tsukasa answered. His father looked at him.

"You weren't seeing that one girl were you?" His father asked in fury standing up. Tsukasa had somewhat of a guilty look on his face.

"No! I wasn't! I didn't!" Tsukasa cried as his father approached him.

"Damn it Tsukasa don't lie to me! You were seeing her weren't you? I thought I told you can't see her!"

"I wasn't seeing anyone!" Tsukasa denied.

"Liar! You were to! I don't care if she's your girlfriend or not I told you not to see her!" His father yelled.

"She's not my girlfriend! And I wasn't seeing her!" Tsukasa told him. Tsukasa turned to run just as his father got closer. His dad reached for Tsukasa's arm and grabbed it. He pulled Tsukasa back and punched him in the back.

"I don't care if you were seeing her or not. I know you were. Now go make me dinner!" His father ordered. Tsukasa went into the kitchen and began to make his father dinner.

While Tsukasa was cooking he was taste testing it when his father walked in.

"What the hell do you think you're doing?" His father screamed at him.

"I was just seeing if it tasted good enough for you." Tsukasa replied in fear. His father walked up and slapped him upside the head.

"You don't just taste to see if it's good enough! That's my job! Now go to your room!"

"But, dad, I haven't had anything in the past four days couldn't you let me have something to eat? I'm really hungry." Tsukasa asked sounding desperate.

"I don't care if you're hungry or not but fine!" His father told him. He grabbed a small plate and gave it to Tsukasa.

"You can get your food when I'm done getting mine." He said and dished up his own rather large plate. He then went into the living room. After he left Tsukasa dished up his own little plate and sat down at the dinning room table.

"Uh." Tsukasa sighed as he sat there eating the small portion of food before him.

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That night Tsukasa had that dream again but this time it was different. This time he wasn't running anywhere. And this time people were not in human or real world form.

'Tsukasa was leaning against the tree in the private field when Subaru showed up. Tsukasa looked at her and smiled as she walked up to him. Both sat down in silence. Then both looked at the other for a while before leaning towards the other. Tsukasa was just about to kiss Subaru when she vanished into thin air.

He got up and began to search for her. He went to many field and towns but there was no sign of he anywhere. Tsukasa finally thought to give up but realized he had not gone to Mac Anu. He went to Mac Anu and sure enough there was Subaru. She was ordering the Crimson Knights to head to other territories in search of a player killer.

"Subaru!" Cried Tsukasa. She looked up and smiled. He walked over to her.

"Subaru, I'm glad I found you again. I wish you wouldn't scare me like that." Tsukasa told her.

"I'm sorry Tsukasa." She said. Both took a step forward and leaned towards the other like before. Subaru put one of her hands on Tsukasa's shoulder and closed her eyes as Tsukasa closed his and brushed his lips across hers. He moved one of his arms around her waist. Just then Silver Knight and another Knight came by. The Knight grabbed Tsukasa and pulled him away from Subaru as Silver Knight pulled Subaru away from Tsukasa. Both dropped their weapons and gasped for it happened so quickly. Tsukasa and Subaru reached for the other as they were pulled away from the other.

"No! Let me go!" Tsukasa cried out.

"Leave me alone!" Subaru shouted.

Tsukasa could see Subaru vanish as she was being pulled away right before his very eyes. The Knight forced Tsukasa to face him once they sopped moving. The Knight removed his helmet and revealed that it was Tsukasa's father under the armor.

"No!" Tsukasa cried.

"You lied to me Tsukasa! You were seeing her! I thought I told you not to see her! No you must be punished!" His father yelled and pulled out the sword he was carrying. He raised the sword and pierced it through Tsukasa's body and let the motionless body of Tsukasa to fall. Tsukasa kept falling and falling until hit the ground.'

"Ah!" Tsukasa screamed as he woke up from the nightmare for the second time that week.

'The lie that was told to be true was proven false.' Tsukasa had thought before going back to lying down on his bed. But before he had the chance to fall back asleep, the police were surrounding his house.

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Author Note: Sorry, this chapter was a little longer than the last one. My next chapters will probably a little longer. I hope you enjoyed reading chapter two of My Emotions Lye Within The CrystalThe Lie That Was Told To Be True. Please feel free to review. R&R peoples! I'm out. See ya! -