chapter 2

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previously on 'cheaters never win'-

"bella?" carlisle said lowering the wall.

"yes?" i said thro dry sobs.

"two things," he waited for my reply.

"uhuh." i said while glazing over.

"one, that was awesome and two, i think i love you." for once i didnt see that lonelyness in his eyes. just love. i leaned up and kissed his cheek. the ache was almost gone know.

"i think i love you too." we drove home.

currently-

the flight was rushed because carlisle was paranoid about edward. i feel so confused right know. ever since we began our trip away from edward and home i hadnt said a word. i just moved and did as carlisle said.

i one day ive gone from being lonely to excited to impatient to enraged to scared to loving to confused and know im just numb. emotional overload. this is to much.

i stepped off the plain and i tripped on the first step. i thot carlisle would catch me but he was talking to the pilot for some odd reason. i ended up falling down the whole stair way and when i reached the bottom i bashed my head on the concrete.

the last thing i saw was a flight attendant rushing to me and carlisle zooming down the stairs. maybe ill die. maybe this is karma or somthing. ive obviously done something wrong to get such a horrible life, and i guess kissing my boyfriends dad just tipped the scales.

i fell into a black oblivian and just floatted on the brink for a while. i wish it would just end. i have no more energy left, i-i...i cant even think straight.

"bella...bella...please wake up. i-im so sorry i wasnt there for you...please..." that voice was coming from no were.
but it sounded like an angel. was this my welcoming party to the afterlife? then a little white line spread across my vision and it grew till i saw carlisle. i relised i had opened my eyes.

"bella!" he breathed a sigh of relief. i glance around and saw what looked like a room. it looked like i was at the cullens house. carlisle pulled me into a hug and i froze up.

this all realy happened. my chest clenched at th e`thought of edward and that heidi girl.

just then alice bounded thro the door and smiled. "bella! good to see your awake! i know edwards an asshole but you and carlisle were soo ment to be." she sounded contempt and looked at me and carlisle lovingly. no, i dont think i can do this,i-i cant trust anyone for a while. but how do i say that without hurting there feelings?

"you guys, i... i cant do this not right know. im sor-ry.." my chest clenched again and i ran out of the house not even stumbling. i had a throbbing head ache but other than that i was just sobbing as i ran to my house. no one followed me thankfully.

when i bursted thro the door there was no one home. charlie went on some fishing vacation with billy after i assured him that i would be fine. i ran up stairs and just cried my eyes out onto my bed.

a few hours later i picked up my phone and saw there were 7 messages.4 of them were from dad asking if i was okay and stuff. one was from alice saying that she would kick edwards ass if i wanted. one was from carlisle saying he was so sorry and the last from edward. it said stuff like im his and what not. then i got a call.

"hello?" i said cautiosly i was trying hard not to sound to horse.

"hello human." said a female voice quietly.

"yes?" i said know very scared.

"what you dont remember me? oh well then. but just to let you know crying all night isnt going to solve anything. i can end it all very soon. and i will." then her voice brought back the image of red hair. victoria.i pulled my covers over my head. how did she know i was crying?

"the blanket wont help your fate either. your as good as dead." she laughed and hung up. great after all the shit going on im being stalked and im being threatened. i fell asleep only to have nightmares

"bella you are mine!" edward lunged at me. i saw someone that looked like esme walking by. carlisle emidiatly released me and ran to her yelling esme! i was left alone with edward.

he hauled me off to some unknown place the last thing i saw as carlise kissing that women and i relised it was me.

then the nightmare ended. i sat up in my bed with a single tear running down my face. i felt a cold chill run up my spine. it was 4:30 in the afternoon and its only a week into the summer. i havent enjoyed it at all yet. all my friends were vacationing aroung the world and i am left here in all this mess.

i feel so alone. i showered and went down stairs and microwaved some pizza. when it was done i went into the living room sat down and watched tv for a while.

after watching the fifth element(i put that in because i LOVE that movie!) i turned on to watch death note. it was the episode were lights dad tries to shoot him.

i heard a thump noise from the other end of the house. i assumed it was hcarlie then i remembered he wasnt here. i heard the noise again. im getting scared here...BAM! someone kicked my door down. i froze in complete fear. there was a looming figure in the doorway. i couldnt see because it was late at night.

"bella!" they lunged at me and i saw it was jacob. phew! he hugged me tightly.

"you scared the crap out of me jacob!" we laughed and he sniffed the air around me.

"why do you smell like a male vampire? eddie left." he said menacingly. i guess i still smelled like carlisle even after the shower.

"well..." he looked furious. lately we had almost gotten to the piont were he could kiss me. i could understand his anger.

"well what?"

"im kind of in love with carlisle?" i squeked.

he stood up instantly."ill kill him." he stated and turned away.

"jake no!" i threw myself at him to stop him. he kept walking faster. i was attached to his leg like a little kid know.

"jake no! " if i lost someone else i loved then im sure i couldnt live any longer. i gave up and released jake. the purple barier returned but this time it was keeping jake in instead of someone out. he bounced off of it and landed on his back.

"i told you to stop." i said stifling a giggle. he looked so funny tho!

"tell me everything." he said giving up. sometimes its good to have a friend like jake, when he isnt in kill mode.

i sat down beside him. the barrier still up. "okay so when i saved edward aro said he had to stay for a while in order to keep me alive. so he did, for 3 months. i got impatient so i took a flight to volterra. carlisle came along. i found edward cheating on mke with someone named heidi. i freaked. carlisle took me away and we kissed a bit. i relised my love, then edward ambushed us claiming i was 'his' i used bari here and we got away."(beri is her nick name for barrier.)

he was rubbing the back of his head and looked confused. i thankfully had no tears left to cry from my story. my chest heaved twice but that was all. wow jake was like that puddy stuff you use to fill in holes in a wall.

"it seems like you realy like him. i guess i would end up hurting you if i hurt him right?" i nodded a yes and he pulled me into a hug.

"bella i want you to know no matter what side your on ill allways be there ok? oh and is there any chance i could get a kiss?" he sounded shy! aww! i shook my head and brought down bari unconsiously. he carried me home and left me to my tv.

i flipped thro channels and ended up passed out on the couch. i wonder how this all will play out? oh well atleast sleep will take me far far away from all the crap the world has to offer. tempararily.

okay you guys, you wanted more so here it is! chapter 2! should i continue? its your choice read and review please!