Chapter 2

(Jakes pov)

Edward was at the door there was a moment of awkward silence I was waiting for something like a spark that whole love at first sight thing. But it never came; it was a relief maybe Alice was wrong.

"Cullen" I said not as mean as I would have liked

"Jacob" Edward said back "come in" he continued he even stepped to the side and lifted his arm directing me in. it was all professional after a second look I was almost positive that nothing was going to happen between us. I felt safe, I walked in toward the living room Edward followed. And I was greeted by none other than Bella the second I stepped into the room.

"JACOB!" Bella said as excited as she was on the phone. She gave me a hug with all her strength. I wondered what happened to my childhood friend. What could drive her over the edge? I also came to the realization that Bella was still on me the hug went from welcome to weird.

"Umm...Bella you can let go now-"I said but was interrupted

"Shh" Bella said still holding on.

"Are you done?" Edward added from the back round.

After a short pause Bella said "yep" she said it normally. She stepped back, her eyes glued to my torso you could see for that second in her eyes she was not there.

"Are you ok?" I asked worried

Bella paused turned to me and stared for a second and came back to earth.

"HEY!" she was back to her weird insane self. "Oh... I got to go to the bathroom" Bella said to herself. "BR RIGHT BACK!" she yelled even though we were still close.

Once she left the room I turned to Edward

"What happened to her?"I said panic-like

"I-I don't know" Edward replied puzzled

"What did you do?" I said you could hear the fury begin to rise in my voice. I was preparing to rip his head off.

"Nothing, nothing" Edward replied trying to calm me down. He went to sit on the couch. He continued "after we started going out and she was well aware of what I was, things were going great." He stared into space as if the memories played in front of his face.

"We would see each other every day we cherished every moment with each other" the expression on his face showed off everything he was feeling. The worry the stress and depression. "She began to change." He sounded as if he was about to cry. "She was never the same; her love for me drove her mad." He slouched over resting his elbows on his legs. He stared at the floor "I didn't know what went wrong but know she needs me. She's only like this when we are alone and for some reason around you. In school or in public she is so quiet, she barely says three words." He was obviously choking back tears. "She slowly slipped into insanity. And now if we are apart for more than five minutes she throws a tantrum. I want to help her but I don't know what to do. I can't fix her if I'm the problem." He began to cry.

I was no longer angry. I didn't know what I was then but by instinct I sat beside him, put my hand on his back so softly.

"Look…doesn't blame yourself you didn't do anything." I didn't know what to say. I took my hand off his back. Bella was taking an awful long time in the bathroom, but I took it to my advantage. Then Edward began to talk in a voice distorted by sobs.

"It's my entire fault. If she never would have gotten with me then it never would have happened."

Ed was beating himself up. He was taking Bella's insanity hard he was acting all emo-like.

I was sick of him being all sad. And I didn't know what to say. So I said what was on my mind.

"Look it not your fault. Bella is just a sad pathetic girl who needs a man to breathe. She is a dumb-ass that can't think for herself, which is why she needs you. On the outside she is perfect and nothing is wrong. But after you get to know her you realize… all she wants is to have a constant dick in her life to call her own. She says she loves you but you are just and accessory that everyone is jealous of. And it's that envy that gets her through the day. So when she was acting all calm and normal it's an act to lure you in and now that you see her true colors you feel like it's your responsibility to make sure she doesn't do anything stupid. And when she does because she is bound to, tell her dad that she was not ok. Don't even bother telling her friends because she ditched them just to be at you hip." I took a breath. I got that off my chest and it felt pretty good. I turned to Edward and he was looking at me like 'What the hell.'

"That's my girlfriend" he said to himself but loud enough so I could hear. I think I opened hid eyes and now he sees Bella through a new perspective.

"That's my girlfriend" he said a gain louder and he sounded disgusted.

"Ok think for a second. What do you see in her?" I said

"She smells nice." he mumbled to himself.

"Smell?"I asked a little grossed out. Edward just nodded in response.

"You honestly devoted your life to a lunatic because of the way she smelled" I continued.

"It does sound kind of dumb when you say it like that." Edward said he looked vulnerable and weak. His hair was amazingly perfect. His cheeks were concave as if he was hungry. He had ugly stubble on his chin, he needed a shave but somehow he was beautiful like that. His skin was pale like sour cream but he smelled fresh.

I couldn't help myself I had to kiss him. It caught him off guard but he quickly adjusted and kissed back. It was passionate. Somehow I ended up straddling his lap I rested my arms on his shoulders and continued. I opened my mouth to let him in our tongues danced. That sweet vampire smell that once made me sick was now something I couldn't get enough of. The moment died when Bella began screaming in the background. I turned around to see her staring at us in horror.