I watched the trees go by as we slowly crept up her lawn. For the rest of the family it was just going up the road, for me it was travelling deeper and deeper into the pit of despair and unwanted sexual desire. I wanted to jump out of the car and run as fast as I could to the other side of the planet. I didn't want Tanya. But my self control and my human self, seemed to tell me that it was pathetic and there was no need to worry. Human thoughts were often wrong.

Edward isn't going to like this one bit. I turned my head to see Alice gazing at me with wide eyes. Sorry. I gave her a forgiving smile and she seemed to want to say something to me.

Edward if you want I can do all I can to distract you from staying in that house, we can go hunting, look at scenery, hike, run, race, go to parties, go shopping…

I couldn't say anything out loud to tell her it was okay and her efforts would be appreciated but rude of me. Whereas anything could be better than trying to be seduced by Tanya for who knows how long. I debated with myself to actually take up shopping.

Suddenly, the car came to a stop. Taking up all of my positive thoughts and all of my alone thinking time, to replace them with a rather schizophrenic self. One side telling me to give in to Tanya's deep desires and the other side telling me to wait for the right person.

I climbed out the car and grimaced, the house looked pleasant on the outside, like a normal person's home. Yet the inside was filled with an erotic aura. Urgh.

Carlisle put his arm around my shoulders and squeezed my shoulders, it'll be okay. I wish I could believe that.

We walked up the front drive and approached the modern house, Emmett knocked on the door, no need to really, yet it's still polite. As soon as Emmett's hand reached Rosalie's hand, the door opened slowly. It was Ophelia; she was probably the nicest out of them all and the newest to the vampire ways. However still a lot older than me. 'Come in.' she said beckoning with her hand and opening the door to its widest account.

As we walked in all of my family were thinking of how they would be accommodated. Last time we had to share a room, because we didn't need sleep therefore Tanya's clan said we didn't need bedrooms.

At that very moment, my shoulders hunched up. It was Tanya, strolling down the stairs with elegance that even Alice should be shamed by. She was wearing a blood red kimono and under that she was wearing, hmm, nothing.

No doubt the reason for this was the reason for my dread.

'Hello. Welcome back to Denali. We are going to give you your own rooms this time as your numbers have increased. Ophelia will show you to your rooms.' She flicked her hand at Ophelia and then towards the stairs in one fast movement.

'If you'd like to follow me.' Ophelia said with a smile, it was a warming smile and I could tell she would be the one that was polite and not up front about her sexual desires.

We all followed Ophelia up the stairs, where Tanya was still stood I hung back, ready to run if she made a move. When I came to cross her I winced to myself and Tanya grabbed my wrist. 'Do you like pain?' she said seductively.

'No not really, it's not my thing thank you.' I answered. This new found confidence surprised me. And possibly her.

'So what is your thing?' I shrugged, trying to look as if I didn't care. Instead she grabbed hold of my face and then let go I stared at her stupidly and she undid her kimono. I was right. She was naked. And this was going to be a long stay.

'Is that what you like?' She moved her naked body closer to me, only to find me backing away onto the banister.

'Not really, did you know that naked people are often insecure?' It was untrue but anything to keep her mind off of trying. Her eyebrows furrowed and I escaped from her body and fled up the stairs. When I got to my room, Alice came in.

'Oh my gosh, sorry! I didn't see it until it happened. Urgh! Don't give in Edward she's almost like the vampiric goddess of sex. And you will find love. I saw it.' I lifted my head with a surprised expression, ready to ask her about it.

Instead she ran off nowhere to be seen, I tried searching her thoughts but instead she was counting in 3's in Japanese and Chinese at the same time.

I will get it out of her eventually.