Hello everyone, I want to thank all my reviewers including KissesMisses2301, and HavockBrewer as well as the guests that have reviewed and anyone else enjoying this story. I love you all and after thinking about decided to make this a total of three chapters. Sorry for the lag, I've been busy with summer school, work, and just life.-_- This chapter is dedicated to the home slice JKN, thanks so much buddy and you know why.:) So without further ado here's chapter two!
Warnings: Sex scenes, language and other neat stuff.
Disclaimer: I don't own Fullmetal Alchemist, it'd be a dream come true if I did.
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Ed's hand tightly gripped around his water cup; he was currently seated next to his cheating partner, who had two scotches much too early, and his brother that yapped on about how fascinating Xingese Alkahestry was. Ed was delighted… He meant that sarcastically. It was the night of Roy's birthday party and everyone seemed to be getting properly sloshed, all save for AL, Hawkeye, and himself. He felt annoyed with everything and everyone, to say the least. He had wanted to rip Mustang's damn throat right there in front of everyone! All these emotions were driving him crazy but Ed had no idea what to do. He had decided he would break up with Roy after his birthday because thankfully he wasn't as big of a douche as Roy was. Even if said man had thrown his heart into a paper shredder only to throw gasoline on it and light it on fire. That would've been easier, yes.
Roy had looked at his solemn looking blonde; Ed had never been one to enjoy social gatherings but today he looked especially off put. He looked at Alphonse who gave him a subtle thumbs up of approval. Roy smiled, rubbing the wooden box again that sat in his pocket. He had to admit, he felt a little nervous. Roy knew that Ed loved him whether it was insulting him about his inadequacy or jumping on him when he came home. Ed had seen Roy in his worst moments when he had taken his revenge to a whole new level with Envy and managed to talk the man down from his temporary insanity. He had been there in his temporary blindness, holding his hand with his now flesh arm before Dr. Marcoh had restored his vision. He had seen Ed in his lowest moments too- when the boy was nothing more than half a person Roy had motivated him to get back on his feet. Then he traveled all the way to the big city after burning his home down and Roy knew then that his infatuation with who would one day be known as the Fullmetal Alchemist, was more than just an admiration for beauty.
It was love.
Roy knew he wanted Ed for the rest of their days even if he had done terrible things… He regretted it now, swallowing a lump in his throat. How could he? How could he be so ungrateful and worst of all invite Jean to this glorious moment? No, if they were to move forward Roy would have to be honest and beg Ed to forgive him. Humorously he thought about telling Ed after they were married. Then Ed wouldn't be able to just leave, hehehehe. Jean hadn't shown up yet, maybe he could call the man and tell him to not come.
Ed felt disgusted with himself- before they had arrived at the restaurant Roy and him had made sweet, sweet 'love.' The man had lured the poor blonde out of the shower and pounced on him the moment he stepped out. He remembered it all too clearly….
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The raven haired general's face was centimeters away from Ed, both of his hands pinned by Mustang, Ed didn't dare look at him in the face. His towel clung limply to his body, Roy was in between his legs, pressing a rock hard erection into his stomach.
"You have no idea how sexy you look with wet hair and a towel." Roy whispered huskily into his ear.
"Roy," Ed started. "Let me get changed…"
"I don't think you're in any position to be making demands Fullmetal." Roy planted a soft kiss on his neck, doing what he could to get those beautiful golden eyes to look at him.
That voice always sent shivers down Ed's spine, but he couldn't give in. "Come on, I'm being serious I'm tired…"
"Okay that's it." With that Roy removed himself much to Ed's surprise and looked back at the boy with a concerned expression. "What's wrong Ed, usually when you're back from missions we'd be bumping uglies like two rabbits, what's going on?"
Ed dare not look at those intense onyx eyes because they could see he was truly disturbed and he wasn't ready to face the truth. He had to lie, "I'm just tired Roy, you know how Olivier can be, the damn busy body..! I would just feel bad to have you do all the work."
Roy smiled and Ed couldn't help but smile, even if inside he felt like he was dying. "Well why didn't my sexy little blonde say so? I'd be more than happy to take care of my little love interest's needs."
Roy began to remove his own clothing till he was naked; he pulled Ed's naked form to him, biting down into the nook of his sensitive neck, emitting a low moan from the young blonde. Ed wanted so badly to push the older man away, to kick him off and run to Al who wasn't waiting for him. But he knew he couldn't deny that he longed for Roy's sensual tough-to pretend to be loved as he lay there, back being clawed by the Flame alchemist's hands.
"Ed I missed you so much…" Roy whispered into his ears. "I love you so much."
Mustang couldn't see it but tears had silently rolled down the Fullmetal alchemist's cheeks; his beautiful features contorted into agony, he wanted nothing more than to run and cry. Before he would've been receptive to Roy's red hot touches but now… now all he could think of was what a liar the man was. How many times had he been mocked behind his back and in that very bad. Was Roy that shameless that he could just lie to Ed in his face? Ed felt himself stiffen again. He tried closing his arms around his chest and Roy gently pried them away, attacking the tender flesh underneath.
Stop… Ed repeated to himself over and over in his mind but no one, except for himself, was there to listen to his lonesome self.
Suddenly those sensual touches made him feel dirty. But his body was still turned on and Roy was completely taking advantage of it. The raven haired man had been teasing the sensitive tan skin in between Ed's thighs, flicking his tongue on the head before consuming the swollen second head whole. Ed gasped, burying his shaky hands into Roy's soft hair, attempting to push him away.The older man smirked, taking it as an invitation to swallow the boy's member. Ed sucked in a large amount of air, quickly losing his will to push the man that was currently milking him away. Roy took advantage of his blonde's wanton behavior forcing two fingers into Ed's moist mouth and creeping them inside his hole.
"R-Roy!" Ed breathed out, his legs shaking furiously.
Roy continued his aggressive sucking while stimulating and just brushing against Ed's prostate; Ed knew he was on the verge of climaxing but he didn't want to give Roy that satisfaction. He kept weakly trying to push his cheating lover away but Roy kept on, holding onto Ed like the handle bar on a roller coaster. The older Elric knew he had already lost as he bit his lower lip, letting his seed spill into Roy's throat whose swallowed it all greedily.
Ed could cry as Roy flipped him on his knees, prepping the gorgeous blonde for his engorged erection. Ed shamefully hung his head low, bitterly thinking about the brutal images of Jean and Roy as he felt said man pushing inside. Roy let out a low groan, closing his eyes as he pushed in, enjoying the tightness of his little lover. Ed was absolutely perfect in Roy's eyes; he would make a fine husband, more golden in shine than the sun. Roy's strong hands dug into sturdy hips, pounding inside and making full contact with Ed's pummeled prostate. Ed bit down into a nearby pillow, he would let Roy fuck him, but he wouldn't give him the pleasure of screaming in pleasure. He needed to spare some shards of dignity. The Flame alchemist finished with a particularly brutal thrust, spilling himself inside his short blonde before collapsing and laying down beside him. Ed had moved onto his side tears spilling down as Roy turned the light off and pulled him into a warm embrace.
How much more of this can I take? The Fullmetal alchemist thought painfully, the only sign that he was in agony falling from his face onto the pillow.
Soon Ed, we'll be together for the rest of our lives. Roy smiled at the thought, drifting off to sleep with dreams filled with children and happy days.
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Fullmetal felt his eyes water and rapidly blinked the tears away. Luckily everyone was talking and he had sort of blended into the background. All he could feel was this anger slowly bubbling- he didn't deserve this. He didn't deserve to be second to anyone or to pretend he was happy when he was dying on the inside. He had lived his whole life living so fearlessly but crumbling on the inside. No one except Al and Roy could see his internal struggle but where were they now? Where were they when he needed them most? Oh yes, they were talking away like parakeets, Al about some Xingese technique and Roy about whatever he was mouthing off. Ed felt nauseous suddenly, he took a sip of his ice cold water to try and relax his nerves. Everyone seemed so merry but he couldn't join them. He knew his façade was slowly deteriorating and he excused himself to go to the restroom. But just when Al and Roy were going to stop him a familiar voice rang through the room-
"Sorry I'm late, I hope I didn't miss too much!"
"Oh Jean you made it buddy!" Breda announced as everyone greeted the smoker.
Ed turned around horrified, for he could see what a traitorous snake the man truly. He watched as the rest of the team, save for Hawkeye and Al, shook hands with the man. He gave the younger Elric and Riza a hug before moving onto Roy.
"The man of the hour, happy birthday you old bastard." Jean looked at Roy sincerely.
"Jean, you made it I see." Roy flashed him a grin, Ed could tell it was weary, as they embraced each other.
Stop! Ed shouted in the confines of his mind nearly drowning. Don't fucking touch him!
Ed stood, golden eyes wide in a catatonic state, it felt like an anchor was wrapped around his neck dragging him to the bottom of his sea of thoughts. Roy passed a worried glance at Ed calling his name out with no response.
Roy knew something was wrong. "Ed?"
The rest of the team slowly turned and Al now saw why Roy was so concerned. "Brother…?"
It wasn't until Jean had approached him, Ed didn't even see him, and he placed a hand on his shoulder. "Something the matter chief?"
It all happened so fast that no one could react properly on time. In the blink of any eye Jean had been pushed into the ground, nearly breaking a chair from the impact and an almost feral Ed stood above him.
"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!"
Riza instinctively put a hand on her gun and the rest of the men were horrified.
"Ed what-"
"FUCK. YOU. ROY MUSTANG…."
The room went frosty in its silence before Ed inhaled sharply closing his eyes tightly and opening them to see a stunned crowd. "You think I'm stupid Roy? You think I don't know what you and this so called friend were doing behind my back?"
All eyes went to the two grown men, realization dawning on them. Al's lip began to quiver and Riza sent Roy a nasty glare.
"Tell them Mustang, tell them what you and this pathetic excuse of a bastard have been doing when I go to missions." Ed mocked him, there was enough poison in his words to freeze all their hearts shut.
"… Ed please let me explain." Roy began and the boy shook his head.
"Tell them before I fucking do!" Ed's patience had clearly run out as he yelled at the top of his lungs. "Tell everyone who you've been fucking Jean when I'm away on missions! How you lay him down on your office after hours, biting and kissing…!"
Ed felt that all familiar lump in his throat develop and he had to stop. His voice had begun to crack but he couldn't cry, not now. "You said… you said you loved me but I'm so stupid how could I be so stupid?" He chuckled darkly.
Roy's dark eyes could truly see the turmoil the young alchemist had been in. He had wanted to wrap his arms around him, hold on and never let go, because their chances of a happy future were slowly diminishing at his very fingertips. "That's a lie and you know it Ed, you know I love you I always have!"
"Bullshit!" Ed called it out emitting a startled sound from Roy. "You don't destroy the people you love! Not after they give you everything…!"
Ed couldn't help himself, the tears had begun rolling down, the dam had broken loose, and all he could do was quiver. He controlled his breathing, hanging his head shamefully before he ran out, nearly knocking Riza and Al down in the process. Time seemed to stand still, Jean picked himself off the floor and dusted his dress pant off. Fuery, Breda, and Falman looked at each other nervously. Al turned his big round eyes sorrowfully at Roy.
"Is what my brother said true general?"
Roy looked at Alphonse square in the eyes, nearly wincing at the pain he saw swimming in them. Just his voice was enough to cut the man like diamond but those eyes haunted him. "Yes Alphonse, I'm sorry."
Al wasted no time in running after his broken hearted brother, dashing out without a second thought. The rest decided to do the same, Roy slapped down a large amount of money on the table, more than enough to cover all of their meals. They followed out, Roy giving the orders to simply report to him when they had found the blonde and to make sure he did nothing reckless. When the other members dispersed he turned to his lieutenant who stood there glaring at him.
"Riza-"
But he didn't finish, full knowing that the strong woman would slap him. "Roy Mustang you idiot…!"
Even for a woman she had quiet the hand. "I deserved that."
"You deserve more than that! How could you!?"
It was rare when the sharp shooter raised her voice, much less yell in public. Roy felt terribly guilty than ever. He had disappointed everyone, including the person that mattered most in his life. It all made sense now, Ed had seen him fucking Jean shamelessly a few nights ago. That's why his, or maybe not anymore, blonde had been acting so strange the past few days; he had been coming to terms with it. The older man slapped his head, how could he be so foolish, so selfish? Then to make it worse he wanted to ask Ed to marry him? Who the hell did he think he was?
"I'm the biggest idiot in the world Hawkeye."
Riza scoffed, "That doesn't even begin to explain it." She hesitated before adding, "Let's find Ed, and let's hope he'll take you back after you beg for forgiveness."
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Ed had been sobbing, he couldn't hold the wound in him any longer. He felt like a hot mess, crying in the library after hours, between stacks of dusty books. Roy never loved him, no one ever would. His hair fell down gracefully, cascading and curtaining his face in the dimply lit room. There was no one except for him, as it always had been. There was so little light in his short life, most of it consumed by darkness, he pondered, if only he could disappear into it. Surely it would hurt less than this. The old wooden doors creaked open, a slim figure walked in carefully, not wanting to scare of the young alchemist.
Ed didn't bother to turn around. "Roy?"
"Nice guess kid, but you got the wrong adult."
Ed wiped away the last set of tears, head slowly moving up, he could feel his anger rising again. "Jean…"
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Left you all with a cliff hangers, because cliff hangers are awesome. Anyway, the next chapter will be the finale. I was thinking of writing the finale and then maybe adding a fourth chapter with an alternate ending if you guys like. Review and let me know, keep me busy. I live in California, it's hot, keep me refreshed with all your opinions. :)
